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@LambdaDelta, why get those variants? Why not other variants?

@LambdaDelta, were you clear about what you wanted from psychedelics before you took them? Did psychedelics make you think from scratch and reevaluate your approach?

@LambdaDelta, how many trips have you done?

What's that? You mean more insanity?

@LambdaDelta, thank you for your perspective. It seems that I need to get more clear about my relationship with truth. I will try to understand how much and how long breaks I need.

Yeah, I feel that. It seems that even if I wanted to stop, I would start to conceptualize about those states enough that I would deceive myself into thinking that I know what I'm talking about. I probably will suffer. I can't do it and expect nothing to happen. Though, it's huge.

I think you are talking more about substates in the human state. Sure. I don't know what you think, but my depth of genuine open-mindedness depends on my state. I was just asking how anyone deals with such great difference. Maybe, I can generate some of it in my normal state, but I don't know that yet. Saying that it is chemically-induced doesn't make it fake. Your body is composed of chemicals, and it needs chemicals. So, if you're generating an open-mindedness in your normal state, then you have to take into account that it's still chemically induced, but not by psychedelics. Well, I still have little experience with psychedelics to say much with confidence, but there are some things that are too obvious in states induced by psychedelics.

It's insane. Let's see what I will find out.

You are always in some state. It's just that DMT gets me into a radically high state, and when I return to my normal state, the loss is so great that I feel like I'm mentally retarded in terms of open-mindedness. It's crazy how much absolute the experience gets on DMT. It's not so easy to let go of that kind of open-mindedness and depth at your normal state.

Anyone?

How does anyone deal with the loss of the deep absoluteness of experience and insane open-mindedness in their normal state? My normal state is too limiting compared to the state that DMT gets me into; it's like being mentally retarded.

Truly, the more I do DMT, the more I see that I didn't know what actual spirituality is. I see that people's lives are absurd, it's like observing ants. The experience is so incredibly absolute that there's nothing outside it, which should make you burst into tears.

What's the ROA for that?

@LambdaDelta, which ones are good?

I haven't thought about trying dissociatives. I don't know.

Yeah, I need to prepare for that, which will make me do them less frequently than smoking. If I eventually understand that the foods aren't affecting me, I guess I'll do that more frequently. Sure.

How do you know that? By firsthand experience?

@Leo Gura, weren't you concerned about avoiding high tyramine foods?

I guess, them being more potent per mg makes it even more dangerous. Yeah, that's the part I don't want to do. Smoking seems to be the best option, as of now. I don't want to be overcautious of what I eat. Maybe, a few times, I'll prepare for consuming with harmala extract.

Isn't it dangerous? Smoking lasts 10-20 mins.

@LambdaDelta, if hotels in the Netherlands aren't mentioning that drugs aren't allowed, do they hold orders before I get there? Or should I ask each one of them to know if they would hold or not?

@LambdaDelta, does DPT build tolerance?

I don't know about others, but my perceptions start to get dynamic, loopy, hyper-dimensional, fluid, and melty. Let's see what is DPT about.

I don't think it's the right time for that. Why are they a waste?