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I like that attitude. I'm taking my medication.

I AM GOD! I AM CREATING EVERYTHING! ABSOLUTELY TOTAL! ABSOLUTELY SOVEREIGN! ABSOLUTE INSANITY! God is loving this reality. God doesn't care whether the human dies or not. However, suicide is a deception. God wants to experience and it designed the human experience. I'm hallucinating this human experience! I was able to awaken myself and go back to being human instantly. I tested that multiple times while tripping. Leo! I created you to remind me that I can wake up. God is a genius bastard. So much happened during the trip that I'm unable to write as of now! It was infinitely insane! I ate a cannabis gummy three hours after I consumed 150 mg N,N-DPT orally. It contained 5 mg THC, 5 mg CBD, and 5 mg CBG. My insane trip began 20-30 minutes after cannabis consumption. The peak lasted for two hours. But I'm still tripping. Almost all of my psychedelic experiences, although I've done very little before, are a joke compared to what I've experienced now. Ideas of psychedelic experiences are also a joke after you have an experience. Ideas of it will probably become an obstacle eventually without serious experience. Meditation will never, at least to me, be able to reveal something like that. My whole being wants to align with that experience. I feel a strong desire to emulate it.

I am reconsidering why I reacted the way I did on this trip. I was diagnosed with autoimmune thyroiditis weeks ago, and the results were bad. It's most likely why my heart was pounding and my body felt intense. I don't think normally I would see visual patterns and be anxious for weeks after the trip. I think I worsened my condition without knowing.

What movie have you recently watched, or are you now watching? I have yet to finish watching the movie "The Irishmen".

The ingenious trickster. The ultimate hypnotizer. Gotta appreciate the intelligence. If anyone thinks that all of reality is stupid, they will also remain stupid. Self-fulfilling prophecy!

It freaks me out when nightly dreams are as stable and detailed as waking life, but with a bit different physics. It's as if you hadn't even slept.

Loved the "Start With Everything, Not With Nothing" blog post. Also, the concept of nothing must reside in infinity. Infinity must be the case for a finity to exist, e.g., the number 94713 exists because numbers can be infinitely enumerated. Infinity is a necessity for things to exist.

Calling Actualized.org a cult.

His followers are annoying! The laughs... 😂

Osho doesn't shy away from being controversial, and he presents himself as a truth-teller. So, I don't see why he would think God is false while thinking of himself as being godly and also resist from telling others.

Prophet's Prey Overview: Filmmaker Amy Berg sheds light on the sexual, financial and spiritual abuses heaped upon members of the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints by their former leader, Warren Jeffs.

log2(16) ^ √9 + 11^2 - log2(16) * 50%

I like 4th, 9th, and 11th.

Belief in and about God is the problem.

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@James123, you're always shifting and contradicting yourself. Wrong. Nice shifting. You don't want to observe that your replies contradict themselves. Everything includes the body, and you are everything. Simple logic for you. I guess it will take years for you to understand it. But if you start contemplating it, you'll understand why that is. The last quoted sentence doesn't make sense. Try to at least write your sentences more clearly. Learn more about English grammar. There are great resources out there. I'm done if you're going to play word games with me.

You are trying to say that no one knows what was before this current experience (which I agree, because it could have been an experience of some alien life), and also tell that death was before this current experience. By your logic, you don't even know what death is because it had to be before this current experience; you won't know what death is because you won't be there if you don't experience anything. That's your logic, not mine. You are also presenting what you have understood, and at the same time saying that understanding is somehow false. So, by your logic, you should throw out what you have understood. You are contradicting yourself and shallow. Good luck to you as well.

Sorry, but your understanding of it lacks depth and nuance.

If you were intelligent enough, you would understand that what I said previously didn't ignore the influence that outside inputs on the body can have. But the body is in the experience, because a thing that is limited to your experience cannot exist outside that experience. I don't have to know all the mechanisms of this reality to understand that this reality operates in certain ways. For example, drinking water and taking psychedelics have different effects. It seems you haven't even started to go deep.

Bro, the body is in the experience! The body and anything that is not the body have existed together!

Any finite thing you can point to is a proof of infinity. I'm not saying that if I can see something, it means there are other experiences hidden from me. The experiences that I am having are one and only which is to say that only those experiences exist as of now. For example, you understand that there are infinite numbers by just counting up numbers and at some point realizing that there's no end to it. The same way you see, hear, feel, etc., stuff, and at some point you can understand that there's no end to the kinds of experiences that can exist. There always must be infinite kinds of possible experiences with different limitations; otherwise, your current experience wouldn't be. But only your current experiences exist or are true.

That's an assumption. You are using the specificity of your experience to justify that it can only be possible while having a body. The specificity of experience proves that there are infinite kinds of experiences, but they are not actual as of now.

I have been feeling negative about being alone as God because I have constructed a limited self that wants to feel in control without realizing that the boundary of the self is an illusion. Having a negative reaction against God being solipsistic means that you haven't yet realized that being God is totally positive. It's ontologically impossible for God to be negative. The existence of God is positive to itself because God is one. The simplicity of that logic is beautiful.

I should have said that God's being is totally positive for God if God recognizes itself as God.

There must be infinite ways of being restricted because God must be able to restrict itself to some way; otherwise it can't be truly infinite.