Lucasxp64

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  1. I find that absurd as heck. You're paying, and still have to do work for them? Wow. What a great business model. I'm writing that down. Imagine, your employees PAY YOU! Fucking awesome business model.
  2. I'm reaching out for LLMs too much, and it's atrophying my own ability to think deeply for hours. It's an enabler of getting mentally fried further by technology if you don't inter-space its use with alone time. I noticed I began dumbing down to its own level. I'm not calling myself a genius, what I mean is that, the AI is full of knowledge, but it doesn't have embodied wisdom/knowledge at all. It loses coherence in long contexts, with too many variables, for great spans of time that our actual embodied lives have. Just look at how they struggle at computer coding the "agentic" capabilities are laughable, it becomes rotten due to holes in its logic and knowledge that even a human child wouldn't have issues with. The only rules LLM needs to follow are the rules of language itself, they were trained on language, and only bound by language, it has no stakes, it can bullshit us all day with half-baked sort-of-relevant knowledge that might or might not work, or might or might not be the deepest, or most relevant truths. Those LLMs have a tendency to make your mind float around like a leaf, sure it's better than a 1 minute video, but it has little concept of relevancy, and it can just work as a landslide of information. It has a lot of broadness but not enough depth, unless you know how to prompt for it, which needs deep inner reflection. The problem we face today isn't knowledge, it's relevancy. We are drowning in knowledge. Your mind has more context about yourself than any external entity could ever have. I love them, but like anything else, it has its toxic uses.
  3. But its modern's biology greatest mystery the News Man says, and the Science Man says they were looking for it for decades! πŸ”¬
  4. This is basically how scientists are looking at the world. It's like they have never seen two dogs fornicating, because they don't have enough data or a way to "falsify" it.
  5. From the moment he understood the weakness of his flesh, it disgusted him. The priest of the material god, who sees his body as a machine to be maximized for status. He's 19 year old and already had several plastic surgeries, and bone smashes his face with a hammer, he crushes and tugs on his skull as if to struggle against God himself. He spreads his gospel to his followers and injects his girlfriend's face with peptides and prescribing dangerous drugs to his teenager audience members. In his words, he wants to ascend, because he rejects the human form, in its mundanity. He believes perception is reality, taken to its extreme.
  6. Is it worth abandoning introspecting/intellectual career or life purpose just to hyper-optimize for sociability, like going into sales instead? Just for the sake of getting a 8/10 girlfriend? I don't prioritize an absurdly high lay count, just high quality (I know I need to lower standards at first)... Just doing it as a phase, and once I'm satisfied I drop it. However, it's a big concern I'd lose those skills due to high introspection/intellectual work due to career/life purpose... And if I lost that one girlfriend, I'd have been rusty due to not having a hyper-social career/life purpose. I prioritize being in high touch to my intuition and emotions, but not on being social. I'm not social, but I do prioritize being in high emotional touch one-to-one to a specific girl, that brings me immense joy like nothing else. But I have very little social experience to strangers. I go to high emotional depth which also translates into high sexual acuity to what turns them on, and that seems a flaw in game? Do I need to be more caveman?
  7. I think people see all of those variables within social dynamics, those data points, and then they start making absolutist strategies to navigate it. Humans tend to get pretty extreme when some topic is highly emotional to them. We are all intellectually obese. Read carefully those two sentences: "I am starving because I am unworthy of food." vs "I am suffering because there is no food on my plate right now." We mistake the pain of unworthiness for the pain of hunger. One man thinks, 'I'm starving because I'm unworthy of food.' All the information he consumes about nutrition, status, and competition only deepens his shame. Another man thinks, 'I'm suffering because there's no food on my plate.' His problem is situational. The first man, if he ever gets food, can't be nourished by it. The meal only feeds his anxiety. The second man simply eats and is satisfied. Nobody fears that a fat guy will mog their food. Food and sex is abundant given the right circumstances, it's pointless once you have it and feels satisfied unless you're also feeding the hole of unworthiness with more and more. My point is: Our primal brains modulate our feelings of abundance (social, sexual, safety, power, etc) through various mechanisms such as hunger, loneliness, access to high quality sexual partners. However, since it's biased towards not being satisfied due to hedonistic treadmill, people fall into the trap of death by indigestion of too much abundance, their souls are obese and they still can't get enough. Meanwhile others are beating themselves up for not being obese, for being "unworthy" of food or whatever they want to focus at. Nobody needs to look like a 10 to cook their brains out with sexual desire. Just their hand and porn. Nobody needs to be a billionaire to eat to death. Again, the point is... To which point do you actually need to maximize: Looks, Money & Social Capital to be enough to satisfy your cravings? It doesn't fucking matter to know to be born a billionaire, or attractive gets it better, any idiot knows that. Don't turn it into an obsession that eats you up like acid, this is exactly what is happening with our society, this stupid internet environment is inflating everything: "YOUR DESIRES MUST BE BIGGER. YOUR HUNGER MUST BE MORE INSATIABLE." vs "Here are the optimal techniques to satisfy your desires through using those tools: Looks, Money and Social Capital". Do you focus on getting feed, or on the anxiety of not having food, and how much some have a lot of food, and how someday you will be a fat valueless slob that shoves food up his ass by installing surgically a food-sucking rectal device, so you can get food through both holes, because that insatiable hunger for feeling worthy of food can't be filled?
  8. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cultural_universal Those are the most interesting:
  9. It's definitely not normal for me because I'm too much of a recluse working on some inner stuff, and I ended up wasting years coping by getting my romantic and sexual needs half-fulfilled with women online that lived too far because I was doing it unconsciously. It's very easy to get stuck in comfort zone when it comes to women. Was that some kind of success? It gave me at least insight into their psychology, but it wasn't fully fulfilling to me not getting women in person. Like I said, I repeat, I have a lot of stuff I'm working in my life, otherwise if I continued with that online addiction I'll distract myself too much and won't have the kind of life and kind of real world relationships I want. It's possible to be a loser like me too stuck in a limbo, there are all kinds of gradients lol. I'm sure there are probably guys out there that are very wealthy, but the women that like them are leeches. Or they are very physically attractive guys, but they have inner issues that makes all of their relationships toxic and draining. Or regular guys that can't get girls that they feel are attractive enough to them. I hope she is all you want and need.
  10. That one I realized the strongest after learning a lot of history. Humans through all cultures find sneaky ways of using their current "sacred things" for their personal benefit: - Race/Ethnicity/Group: The every changing definitions of groups based on what you want and who you want to manipulate. Like the every-changing definition of who is "white" and who is "American" in the USA, like giving poor "white" American southerns some KKK larping over almost as equally poor freed slaves just to pit the poor against the even poorer. Or seeing French, Italians, Spanish, Portuguese as not white enough, or even Germans as not white enough at some point. Or the countless genocidal wars across the world of people (to an untrained eye) that are exactly the same (same religion, same race, same class) but different tribes, or patriotism. - Spirituality/Religion (Pharaohs "appointed by god", modern political conservatives, etc) - Law (King's power is law, bureaucracies that kills and steals people in a "legal" way, or making something illegal to fuck with some people) - Social Justice or order (how we ought to behave) or correction of bad deeds done to a certain people group (i.e. Israel genocides) - "progressiveness" (A better way than the status quo... Tech oligarchs and corporations love this, framing it as "the future" of infinite progress) - "conservationism" (The good old way), or "others do it this way", etc. ---
  11. 27 Year Old Male, Brazilian. I can do it for free here, it has a wait time period of at least 2 months (60 days) even if I schedule it today. I don't want kids right now, and I'd only ever want to have kids if I'm well developed in my personal development journey: Business, Life Purpose, Spiritual alignment, maturity in general, and having actual experience with romantic/sexual relationships. I have no girlfriend, and I'm not hooking up. Even though I'm not actively looking consistently for a sex, I once in a while do approaches, and I'm afraid I'll succeed and due to my dry spell of a lifetime I might end up being reckless. I did succeed 2 months ago, and I almost ended up fornicating without condom (she kept me from doing it, I did just finger her instead when we slept). But on the other hand, if my future self wants to have children, the financial/medical barrier would work as a test to my willingness and a test to HER WILLINGNESS. (and financial wealth, c'mon if I can't pocket the money I shouldn't have kids) - In vitro fertilization, extracting the sperm from my testicles, or doing the reversal surgery, which I know loses effectiveness overtime, specially after over 10 year so the extraction from my testicle might be necessary and I should keep that in mind. - Also I know possibly even with all of this, she might be unwilling to do the IVF procedure which can be somewhat painful to her, however, pregnancy is a hella of a risk much much greater than artificial insemination. Which I know, it costs the range of a used car to an entry level car price (20k-100k BRL ~ 3.7k - 20k USD). Here are my estimates (I didn't do deep research, just brief): - I also see, if I'm going to have kids, I should have their embryo and my future wife screened for genetic diseases and incompatibility anyway to save the child, my wife and me the suffering of birthing a child with diseases that could have been screened out. And having kids at the wrong time, with the wrong woman will be absolutely catastrophic to my self-development, and even to the health of a relationship and the child's future. Most woman that liked me, they always say they want kids. Well, unfortunately, I don't think I'd have had kids with them because I didn't find them fit so far, but if I ever found someone, I think having to go through all of those procedures to get her pregnant would make it a deliberate move instead. Or is there anything else here that I'm missing, that I'll regret? I'm just concerned I might be burdening my future self with having to pocket a lot of money if I wanted children in the future, or making it impossible to have kids. But the risk of unwanted pregnancy for means to me much more than not fathering biological children. I'm not a fundamentalist. I want just girlfriend, not raising a family.
  12. Queen Maria II. I couldn't pull it out, "come inside, honey". The crocodile will be the godfather. πŸ˜‚
  13. I don't think there is lube for bad luck πŸ˜‚. ... But, actually I found 40 dollars a couple of days ago. Two 100 Brazilian real crisp bills. It pays for a lot of condoms tho.
  14. 🀣😝 I'm afraid the damn thing will explode into pieces with my sheer dryness of a lifetime of lack of good sex.
  15. I have a track record of several years and thousands of hours wasted in long-distance relationships, including some that they wanted A LOT to have children from me, but they were not right for me. And, I had success with cold approach recently for women that live closely. I do approaches sometimes. I might end up succeeding again. I want to lock-in. I don't want to make future mistakes that are even worst than my past mistakes. Although, I can't go full monk mode for too long, I'm weak about women, I know myself. I've fallen into the trap of letting relationships dominant in my mind, distracting me from the purpose and life I should build. Here is the thing: I desperately want a woman and a stable committed relationship even, I'm not against commitment. I'm actually too much of a bitch for it, I'd get easily swayed into having a family under non-optimal conditions if she ends up wanting it (and if she seems the right person, and I didn't burn through that karma of relationships yet), and at the same time, I'm completely financially broke right now, and my career/business won't be optimal for quite a lot of time. I literally have 50 dollars in my account and living with my parents. I cannot afford to take any risks that would distract me anymore, the small chance of getting someone pregnant even stacking all of that sounds weird, I know. I'm basically wanting to tie my hands on my back to not let the siren's song lure me in the future. I need to give myself a buffer against bad mistakes. Also I don't want kids, but I'm afraid a great future wife I might find would want them, and I might change idea, because I'm a very emotionally sensitive person.
  16. It's not about the financial and personal freedom so much for my own selfish purpose. I see the idea of using kids to force me into purpose, the completely opposite. They can only happen in my life if I'm full of purpose and abundance. If I'm in lack of purpose and abundance, my kids will be miserable, and my wife will treat me like complete shit, and reinforce a cycle. Growing the child PREMATURELY. Instead of doing it later, eventually, in a fully planned manner, and give them a good life, and being a fully well-developed figure for them. I see it the other way around, I see it as utter irresponsibility to my wife and children (if I decide on them). If it happens I must be completely ready.
  17. Holy Cow. I think your fibonacci matches my analysis. It's a very fair buy right now at 93k , even if the market crashes down to 48k as the bottom, that bottom will move slowly by 2030 into 182k even in a very bearish bitcoin, unless some crazy macroeconomic change happens like the AI Companies manage to reach Artificial General Intelligence, or some nuclear war hits (but I'd guess if it hits people would flee into crypto to move money across borders). Someone can still screw themselves if they buy the top of this bullrun at 205k it might take another 5-10 years to recover as bitcoin has more market capitalization, it's becoming more stable. But it will also depend on macroeconomics, it seems like AI Stocks might be the current bubble and once it pops people might move hard into crypto, it would be a perfect storm for a bullish crypto. Do you see that the peaks of each bullrun goes two levels down in the rainbow? It matches exactly your targets that you found using fibonacci instead. Here is an updated version (fitted for the past couple of years as new data) of the logarithmic regression band. This chart still shows a possible drop of 50% at worst/best like my other chart predicted to the green line there, but that green line which is our bottom today will be the the current price bottom 2 years from now, the top is around what you said. The rainbow version lost is kinda old. Here is the new indicator link: https://www.tradingview.com/v/W0QDu7DM/ Very berish video for someone wanting to use BTC itself to get rich. Of course, it won't give 100x gains from here, that's macroeconomiacally impossible. The key are in taking calculating risks on altcoins, but it can be part of a good portfolio with managed risk.
  18. Which alt-coins do you think have the best risk-benefit ratio? I always found BNB solid, because obviously, it's used inside of Binance so it has an actual use case, specially when the a new crypto frenzy comes.
  19. We are so deeply below the logarithmic regression band, this is basically free money if someone buys it now and waits 3 years, even if there might be some drawdown of 50% (which I find extremely unlikely, even paranoid, it seems to have a lot of upward energy consistently for years, the logarithmic regression band now is basically a law set into stone). This is the strongest signal in crypto in my whole life, it's very strong the long-term for this point, the history of the bitcoin reliably respects those signals. Although as always, be careful with alt coins and using things like using "leverage". I'm not sure what bitcoin prices will be like precisely, but I can say it's a strong buy right now. DIAMOND HANDS.
  20. It's only fair if doing so would avoid a genocide, war or the destruction of democracy itself. Under regular democracies it's too destabilizing and it always fires back too harshly. Like the trump attempt, it ended up bringing him up. There was an attempt against Jair Bolsonaro in Brazil, he got stabbed and it had similar effect. Funny enough, Jair Bolsonaro in his last term (which he lost to Lula), he had plans and almost carried out a coup d'Γ©tat by planning to kill Lula before his official term (the current president that won) and some of his closest allies (it was fully documented). This was the first time in Brazilian history that an attempt to a coup d'Γ©tat didn't receive amnesty. The impunity for the crime against democracy should not exist. There should be an iron fist against attempts to destroy democracy. Which is a delicate balance, if an entity is trying to destroy the government's democracy, then an extra-judicial decapitation order might be the only way to protect the state from finding itself in a state that it wouldn't be a democracy anymore, and any peaceful/legal repercussions would become impossible. So under those circumstances it seems internationally reasonable although it doesn't seem legal in international law, although technically someone like that should be tried officially by the ICC (International Criminal Court) but is always impractical/impossible due to the impossibility of breaking through the veil of sovereignty: A dictator doesn't give himself up, he gotta be taken down forcefully to restore democracy. It's a delicate balance.
  21. All of this and more could happen and everything that you dream of, we might build eventually a literal Matrix and people can live all their fantasies all they want outside of even the limitations the physical universe and become literally immortal beings through mind uploading perhaps outlive even the death of this universe and everyone could create their own physically precise universe in some kind of black-hole quantum computer. Or choose to live a biological life naturally. Humankind (other hominids included) have been fighting for over a couple million years or more against the entropy of the universe, too many things wants to kill us, but it was just easy enough that we could grow out of that suffering, we wouldn't even learn to make a knife with rocks!!! We can't develop and grow if there wasn't suffering. Evolution is suffering, we have "evil" in us because evolution did build selfishness into us to survive. Yet, do you see modern humans in nation states killing strangers at random? VERY FEW PEOPLE do that. Even criminals rarely go on killing sprees. Even Putin isn't opening fire on a crowd of people in Moscow. Although, they are still brutal, the brutality isn't as bad as second world war with carpet bombing. And we didn't have a nuclear war so far. Why do you think those AIs/LLMs are so fucking stupid and can't get shit done even though they have vast amounts of information? It's because they aren't being trained against the hard brutal constraints of the physical world interactively, they were trained on inert text bounded by no rules other than the rules of language. If early humans didn't act selfish and with intelligence against bigger and more brutal animals and their entire tribe and family gets wiped out and we wouldn't have been here. Can you see we are having progress through pain? If I was a post-human immortal being with control over the universe, and I lived trillions of years, what I'd do is to eventually create new universes, simulated or physical ones, and let life evolve naturally over and over again and watch all of the diversity happen. If we eliminate pain and we only have pleasure, life and conscious beings can't evolve like it does. It fucking sucks for us, I might probably die someday of something unnecessarily painful and horrible, but that keeps the fire under my ass to want to transcend. Why do you think humans UNIVERSALLY think about GOD or SUPERIOR FORCES (Sci-Fi, Fantastical things, Religious belief). It's because we have those things as goal-posts of what to do next. We are on the path of literally becoming gods if there are no physical limitations on reality that would limit us. And in fact, I'd go as far as saying, that this universe was possibly created by an infinite chain of intelligent beings creating realities for seeing the beauty of diversity. Maybe it even had a causal beginning from the first intelligent being arising from quantum fluctuations or naturally, or regardless, considering that we can dream of those things and we can learn and manipulate the universe, it will happen by our own hands.
  22. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ I got into a conversation with Gemini 3 Pro about post-human society, and it began taking some details too literally and gamifying things because it did read too much sci-fi and began getting a little weird...
  23. I'm not gonna lie, I did use LLMs before for romantic roleplaying, but it felt really empty because it doesn't feel and think like a regular human being, it's learning capabilities are too shallow, the way it structures its thoughts is psychotic as heck, the bigger the context window, the bigger the conversation, the more disconnected from reality it becomes, and it carries you deeper and deeper into your own mental inner flaws. It has helped me tremendously to develop more mental clarity, but at the same time if I'm using it from a sense of deep emotional need or not mentally grounded, it becomes very toxic, very quickly. If you feel like talking with an AI has been having negative effects or carrying you deeper into your negative idiosyncrasies, you should talk more with humans. They have cognitive limits that makes them prone to disconnection from reality, psychosis and hallucinations.
  24. She was the one that wanted to close me. But I think she's just being friendly, but that's progress for me already. Looks wise and personality so far seems wife material. I just went for a walk without any intentions of doing approaches, last approach I did was a month ago and I had got laid but she broke up due to reasons outside of my control. I basically just did chit-chatting about her dog and said I had a similar one, and she already asked for a photo to see her. She was proactive to ask me what I did (study, work, etc) and I just began showing authoritative knowledge in business/marketing, and she was interested in improving her career and when we got back home she ask for my contact info to continue talking and handed her phone to me to find myself on Instagram. We have been having some light chit-chatting. But regardless of any kind of results, I'm so glad that I was able to do that so automatically without thinking twice because I found her attractive from far away and went towards her direction and tried to find a good approach angle that would be natural. I didn't display nervousness, I was super chill. I even let myself stare into her eyes for 4 good seconds several times while trying to recall some information saying absolutely nothing. Even if she is not interested and attracted, I feel like it's a win that I was able to make her feel safe and interested in at least talking to me. That's a good base level to work from going forward. I actually did groom my beard and my hair was all messy for 2 weeks now, and I had groomed myself to go to a church event but I got there too late, and I just decided to take a walk instead, and this opportunity came. I wasn't even meant to go out of my house and I was feeling kinda like crap, but it happened. Last time I got laid similarly. I'm not good looking, I'm average at best, skinny, not muscular, suspicious curly hair, patchy beard, sneakers looked dirty, and my clothing didn't look stylish. I'm not sure that overtime the house of cards would go down because I basically have the same clothings and I'm completely broke if I showed up for dates (last time the date was just to talk sitting on the bench and we went for her house within the same day lmao). But it was nice not to feel like I'm repulsive lol. But I can just be chill and carry a conversation, tease and make a few jokes.
  25. I don't think so. It was mostly just the same mundane things.The same dynamics of building interest and keeping engagement on a chat, then letting it die without a proper date. Also realizing that I wasn't exactly on my best game because that comes from a high volume of approaches online where it puts my mind in a more playful tone, and right now I'm trying to be more mentally focused. But actually that's not even a big factor, the real factor is completely dependent on her, on approaching/finding the right women that will give me her mental space to seduce her. But if I was financially in a better place, I'd go for a walk with her, then ask her for a proper date at night somewhere interesting, since she is at least being difficult, and it's one big bet. The women that works for me, I built rapport online, and they want me to travel to their home and the date is basically focused on making love to each other, no going out bullshit. The major bottleneck I have right now is financial, and which I always had. My entire dating/love/approach life is limited by that, and I trust it will get better with the financial aspect fixed due to working on my lifestyle.