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Ofc you are free to treat your ADHD however you like. But consider the side effects of not treating it properly. I'm not a fan of stimulants as well, and loved every progress I made without them (psychotherapy for example), but they can help certain people tremendously. Untreated ADHD people literally have a minus 10 years life expectancy because of risky behaviour, drug use ect. You have to evaluate for yourself how serious you want to take this. But small little lifestyle chances and nutrition hacks or whatever, won't deal with real ADHD sufficiently I think.

Why do you believe you cannot be medicated? There are like 6 different ADHD medications (depending on your country). You tried them all?

Same. Its actually quite eerie how similar the sounds and movements from people are getting the full god injection.

Specifically the non-organic (no brain tumor ect.) kind of depression. Where people, out of the blue get the feeling of "no feelings". I wondered if "being closer to" / "conscious of" God is the opposite of feeling of "no feelings". I noticed how my own depressive tendencies quite precisely aligned with me not being conscious of Truth/Beauty/Goodness/God ect. Hence nature, plants, animals, new smells, new sounds, laughter, physical activity ect. are so anti-depressive. Let me know how I could be wrong and or what depression could be meta-physically. Or if this question cannot be answered like that at all.

Did anyone order Bashar on Temu or what is this suppose to mean? You know that the real Daryll Anka channeling Bashar is out there and we can ask him direktly if we want. And he does state that Bashar only comes through Darylls body. So.. I vote to terminate this account.

I suppose plugging would be the right call with the freebase (amine) version, but has anyone found a way to vape it?

good stuff, I just read through it.

Spot on I'd say. Like God unwilling to give you more excitement, since you couldn't even act on the primary excitements. Whatever belief you had that stopped you from pursuing it. I found living with this logic to be very anti-depressive.

yeah, thats why its priceless. I gotta do the shit myself

I would pay someone every $$$ I own, who could tell me precisely all the ways I’m wrong. Because whenever I found a deep sitting deception my mind upgraded significantly. But finding them is hard and usually comes with some (or great) suffering. That’s what coaching, psychotherapy ect. is all about isn’t it. Thats literally what my entire life is/was all about, finding the infinite ways I was wrong about life. And always it feels like it’s only getting started.

Yeah, depression is giving up. Because too hard, too draining, too repetitive.. whatever. I like to imagine how depression is treated 100 from now. Probably very unlike today.

Yea, like fear based belief systems shedding away with every other belief system in the face of God. Or constant reliving of trauma (which is heavily linked to depression) gets flushed away by the beaming presence of God. ... For me at least: the consciousness of God is the most anti-depressive state there could possible be. You could say it's ultimately expressive.

Luckily I'm 100% depression free atm. But when I experience it, its like I'm forced to play a game, which I never agreed to playing. -> Which is pretty much like God being so lost in the dream that he completely forget that it itself chose to dream exactly this dream. I'm sensing a connection there somewhere, but I don't need it to be this straightforward. Just contemplating out loud.. Depression is also a very personal thing. Often occuring when a person cannot be him/herself the way he/she actually needs to be. When someone is blocked somehow of following once excitements ect.

Martyrs is just there to shock, disturb and traumatize. Horror movies can also shock, disturb and and traumatize. But Martyrs is not a horror movie.

Thanx, I hoped for someone to link this.

Pretentious table manner etiquette and needing butler service.

Yeah, this is me beginning to research. Of course if I can barely handle tiny doses at home, I won’t experiment with it outside. I already learnt my lessons about unlocked home doors when tripping.

Is there a kind of „binding substance“ necessary to vape it? What temperature is best to not burn it? If you have a ref. link for a solid vape, I’ll buy it, if it ships to Europe. edit: I’d plug it, if I was alone and wanted to actually „trip“ for 1-2 hours. But if a friend was curious or I was out somewhere I think vaping is better

In general poetry. Maybe some people (like me) lack a certain set of neurons to apprehend the beauty in it. But I could not act to like poetry if someone put a gun to my head.

Nicotine patches made my dreams 10x more intensive and memorable. I could write multiple stories every day in here.

Yeah, any tier 1 stage person has empathy for themself or their group. There is just too much hate towards others stages (untill yellow) to allow for empathy to emerge. Empathy happens in silent presence and imagination into the other, which is impossible for a coopted mind.

My "High Testosterone Manopshere Men in Prison" bingo is going great. Just some Epstein associates left.

nn-DMT? Or have you tried some RC's for clubbing via vape? I suppose with the right dosage 5-meo would also work no? I sit in the same boat, bc I hate alcohol with a passion, same for smoking, caffeine after late, ketamine or NO2 because of nerve damages. What even can you consume to take the edge off these days..

@something_else Wow, great guide into stimulants. Methylphenidate was like hell (anxiety, agitation, sweat, bad sleep, high blood pressure, yikes) for me, so I did not even mention trying Elvanse to my doc. But I will talk about it next time. It seems like its worth a try.

Most antidepressants are generally save and can be exchanged with alternatives if you were to show adverse reactions. I sense anxiety about them, even though you never tried them right? They are not comparable to xanax or opioids and such. Most of them take 4-6 weeks at least to show any effects and are generally save to come off of. Your situation seems bad enough, and I think its just not the time for emotional mastery and deep work on yourself if shit hits the fan right now in your life. Forcing the entire load of the situation just on yourself isn't doing your depression any favour. So speak with a professional and make a plan. They are not magic pills either. But worth a try. Especially if bad sleep, anxiety ect. is in the mix.