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Yes I know that worthiness is relative. I'm not entirely worthless for my employer, because otherwise he would fire me. And I'm not worthless to my parents, because I'm their son. Etc. But I'm worthless in the most important area: in the social area.

I really can't recall anything.

@4201 Ok. @Mu_ Thanks. No. -------------------- Today I felt even more sad and lonely than usual. And it was a bit different kind of sadness, loneliness and hopelessness.

@Danioover9000 This one: Will no longer have a hold over me?... And you think the holocaust is a interpretation?... Whatever..

Feeling isn't always amazing or nice.

Ummmm.... You might want to rethink that one.

@Leo Gura

@snowyowl Thanks.

I have a bunch of spiritual books, right now I'm reading "Journey of Souls: Case Studies of Life Between Lives" by Michael Newton. I view all the books as probably just beliefs, hallucinations, or at worst: deliberate lies to earn money. But I also think there's a small possibility that they might be right. This not knowing is frustrating.

Btw, I know you feel obliged to try to comfort. But none of your comforting lies or beliefs will help, because I wont believe in them.

Not talking would probably ruin your entire life. I basically never talk with anyone, because there's something wrong with my brain which makes me unable to communicate with people. And because of that I'm condemned to a 100% lonely life. You don't want to live when you are 100% alone. But of course, this only applies if you are a male. If you are a female then you can never be involuntarily alone, even if you don't talk there will always be a endless amount of males who want you as partner.

It's good if they censor such bullshit. It should also be illegal to spread such bullshit. Throw them in jail. And those who believe in such bullshit should get compulsory mental care.

I got my first dose of Pfizer/BioNTech 4 hours ago. I will get the next dose after 7 weeks. I was surprised how little I felt the needle. Barely felt anything. Taking a blood test hurts 10 times more. I got happy when I heard that I will get the Pfizer/BioNTech one. I think it+Moderna are the best ones. I'm not feeling anything whatsoever from the shot. Btw, does anyone know which vaccine Trump and Obama took? I tried googling it but found no info. Super strange. But at least Biden got Pfizer/BioNTech.

USA shouldn't give them nukes, but Taiwan should get nukes.

If Taiwan would have nuclear weapons, it would prevent war. Apparently USA doesn't let Taiwan get nukes. Not sure why.

No. Unfortunately it would cause the entire country to collapse. It simply wouldn't work. The math wouldn't work. There's of course a good reason why no one would open the borders completely. Not even Biden.

No idea what you are talking about. I've been in a psych ward, both voluntarily and involuntarily, and there was no forced medication or inhumane treatment.

Someone should count how many times the end of civilization has been predicted, and the dates has been passed, and yet it haven't happened. Fear..

Sometimes you can use your own intelligence to pretty much know what's true. But it's tricky, because you can't really trust your mind/intelligence. For example conspiracy theorists would say that their own intelligence tells them that their retarded conspiracy theory is true. I have a super strong belief that there's life after death, despite that science can't prove it, because my own intelligence tells me that..

Science is good for observable and measurable stuff. But unobservable stuff is more tricky. Sometimes there's some things we don't know, need to accept it instead of inserting a delusional bullshit belief to fill the void.

Well, I think I will now order Spinoza's Ethics, which has already been on my list of books to read.

Probably yes.

@Flowerfaeiry My feeling is that.. judging by your profile picture.. you are probably already selfless enough. No one can be completely selfless anyway.

Curfew? That's absolutely insane. That would be completely unthinkable here in Sweden.