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I'm so fucking dead And sad I'm even crying a bit. Which I usually never do.

Blah blah.. mental gymnastics and beliefs.. Who the heck knows. Just screw everything.

I love that quote by Thomas Ligotti: "Nonexistence never hurt anyone. Existence hurts everyone." - Thomas Ligotti Why didn't I think of that. I already knew the whole idea so I could have created that one myself.

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I seriously do not understand how any guy can get a gf. Because for example literally even a average looking girl can get many thousands of hungry good looking and charming guys chasing her on instagram (and everywhere else). It's just mind boggling. I as a guy simply cannot get a gf when things are like that. There's always a huge amount of guys who are better than me in every area.

It's like a fucking joke, because even if I find someone, then other obstacles shows up. Like time zone difference, my night shift work preventing me from seeing her enough, and stuff. It's seriously like reality is actively stopping me from having a gf.

I'm 33.

Well this was a nice surprise. Thanks for being so forgiving, instead of immediately locking the thread, banning me, and going all crazy, haha.

I don't change opinion about facts.

Or I'm just saying how things actually are. Anyways, please don't punish me.. just lock the thread if that's what Leo and moderators want to do.. I wont repeat this stuff again (but my opinion/understanding/knowledge will remain, which I will keep to myself). You can't walk around with a opinion forever and never let it out.

Just venting.

You guys are all crazy with your delusional beliefs. If some guys can do it it doesn't mean that everyone can. And no believing that something will work wont make it work. If that would be the case I would have got a gf before when I thought I could.

It's not a belief because I have seen it myself. Girls don't want to have anything to do with me.

You are assuming that I'm able to make friends. I'm not.

I'm not expecting results. It's hopeless to try anymore. I have gone through the trying phase, so I have gave up now.

That sounds good and nice, that's what we all hope for, but in reality it's like this: me being me isn't good enough, and there's many guys who are much better than me. No.

Better personality, looks, game, resources, everything.

Leo and moderators.. if you don't like this thread (which you wont) I hope you will just lock it, and not give me warning points or something. It's not like I spam this stuff all the time.

And also to you guys who miraculously somehow have managed to get a gf: how does it feel that there's billions of guys who are better than you? And it's just a matter of time until your gf stumbles upon one of them, which will lead to her leaving you or (God forbid) cheating on you? Sitting on a ticking bomb. I couldn't live like that. How do you sleep at night?

Sometimes there's false hope given. It's not me, that's for sure.

No.

Doesn't help.

Doesn't help.

Everything you do is an attempt to ease the suffering in hell for yourself or for someone else, in one way or the other.

For the suicidal ones you are damned if you do and damned if you don't. If you kill yourself you will hurt others. If you don't kill yourself you will hurt yourself (because being alive hurts). See how masterfully designed hell is? So anti-natalism is a no-brainer.