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Anger is ugly. It instantly lowers the level of likeability

No. I would prefer to not be now.

And how is that supposed to be helpful? How is that supposed to be meaningful? Even if God is now, I wouldn't care, because it doesn't matter or change anything. Totally boring and insignificant.

Want to be God so badly that you create beliefs about how you are God?

Can't accept that you don't know, so you have to create beliefs?

Maybe he just wants to make sure that you don't stop too early.. That you keep on going until you actually are fully enlightened. You can't go too far, but you can go too short. Like Jed McKenna says: "Further".

How can they know that stuff. I'm skeptical. But I do think that there's some kind of existence after death.

@silene Okay thanks.

@silene Okay.. Alcohol helps, it makes me into a more likeable person, and it improves my mood, so I'll try to drink as much as possible every weekend. Pure vodka shots are best, no hangover the day after either.

I'm not sure if I would qualify for compulsory mental care (or whatever it's called). I'm unable to take care of myself and my home, so maybe I would qualify. I'm drowning in my unmotivation, lack of drive and hopelessness. Every little tiny task is like climbing a mountain. There's no reason for me to do anything. I should just lay down and die, since I have no future. It's not worth it to even breathe, why would I bother with breathing? What's the point?

I guess something bad happened between me and a girl who I was chatting with. But I kinda regret what I said.

I'm having a bad day and a bad life. No I don't find it helpful. I only like talking/writing to girls (about anything). It's boring to talk/write to guys. I know it's weird but it is what it is, I can't control it.

I've taken all the pills, but thanks.

Yeah you can't be sure, so maybe take a chill pill and stop performing mental gymnastics. Yawn.

The police are patient bastards. They are just doing their job and they are working under strict laws, so just give them a call every time when he takes the car. Just say "I suspect he might be driving drunk" and you are safe. Just a idea. PS. Life sucks, so whatever, who cares. It's just more shit, no big deal.

@Rilles "Don't let your beliefs limit you". Including your belief that beliefs limit you.

Cool story bro. Please tell me how you can know that shit for sure. I'm all ears.

Fact is, that everyone sucks ass. So my question to you is: how does it feel to suck ass?

Good description. It also makes you feel worthless/inadequate.

I hate the Social democrats party and all other left parties in Sweden. I will vote for the Moderate party in the swedish election.

Yes it was ok with my dad too. Yes my childhood was in general happy. I guess I started feeling so unhappy and lonely shortly after I moved out from my parents when I was 25. Okay, thanks.

No. I'm not interested in doing that.

I guess what you say about thoughts is true to some extent. Hi. No my mom hasn't always been depressed. I had a normal relationship with my mom during childhood. I'm missing feminine input big time since I don't have a partner or anything like that. No I don't really like going to the countryside. Yes we have proper wilderness like bears, wolves, and gooses, but you of course rarely or never see them.

And I have to go to work and suffer so that I can continue to suffer haha.

Almost no one wants to live in this fucking existence. My mom is suicidal, my dad is alcoholic and probably don't want to live, I don't want to live either, most people I talk to online are unhappy or suicidal. Maybe consciousness is a very unfortunate side effect of unintelligent reality. Something that we all would be better off without.