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Sorry, it was just my little opinion.

Tom Delonge? Scammer, and/or tinfoil hat. Not worth my time.

Delayed to december 25 7:20 am EST due to bad weather.

Yes, that's what I said.

Why would professional help cost anything? In my country it's free.

The telescope is extremely complex, most complex ever. During 2 weeks it will do a huge amount of things, and any of them can go wrong. For example deployment of solar array, deployment of sun shield pallets, unfolding of sunshield, separation of sunshield insulation layers, deployment of secondary mirror, deployment of primary mirror, etc. etc. There's a billion things which could go wrong. If anything goes wrong it wont be possible to repair it. It would be one the biggest and most expensive disasters ever. So much at stake. Will I even dare to follow the livestreams..

JWST is the most expensive piece of equipment ever sent to space. The Hubble Space Telescope got launched 31 years ago. So you will maybe be dead when the successor to JWST gets launched. So this is maybe a once in a lifetime thing for you. Or twice if you count in Hubble... You get the point. So yeah, this is a big deal.

I'm not really looking for advice, but if you want to give advice then you can do that. But it wont help me. I'm so frustrated at my life. Why can't it just end. I'm done with life, but still alive. I'm the biggest loser ever. This can be objectively determined by looking at the pure facts. (My definition of loser is: the less the opposite sex likes you, the bigger loser you are.)

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@mandyjw Hm okay.. If you say so..

Yes I do. Why are you saying that stuff

Meaning: the "I love you" shit is clearly just empty words. It's like when Leo says how loving he is and how Love is the ultimate truth and how much he Loves everyone etc., but when I write to him he doesn't even read my messages. So does he Love me? Clearly not. It's all just empty talk. And then he would peform mental gymnastics to explain it away like this: "me not reading your messages is Love too". But no it isn't.

@mandyjw I don't know how all this turned out into that I objectify women and require them to please me. Apparently it's wrong to like women, like talking to them, and to want a partner. And I was just being rational and logical about the love thing.. Obviously I was being emotional and hurt when I said that. I didn't mean it.

@mandyjw Oh okay I see. Sorry. Nothing is fun, but okay.

Whatever makes you happy I guess.. (Continues disagreeing with you.)

In my language that is love. Love is first a emotion, then a thought, and then manifested on letters on a screen. The latter is what I need, in private, not publicly. Public shit isn't worth anything.

@mandyjw But I don't want to hurt you. I hope that my post didn't hurt you.

Nonsense. You even have a freaking family. You are just mentally masturbating. Spoiled with being loved by many bodies. Your love isn't worth anything until you actually fucking talk with me in private. These public forum replies aren't worth a rat's ass. Oh now when you have to talk to me in private it's suddenly not possible to write to me at all? Haha, so much for "I love you". Very genuine love you got going on there.. not.

No, no one loves me. No I don't feel it. Easy for you to say who are loved by a million people. So I guess stay in your nice bubble. Good for you.

Hahahah another girl who crushed my heart in SL (Second Life). Fuck all you females. Just.. fuck you. I'm completely fucking dead. Maybe I should put that snare around my neck now. Go laughing into death.

There is no solution to my hopeless problem. The only solution would be suicide, but it's not yet time for that, I don't want to hurt my parents, and I'm also still too chicken to kill myself. I don't want friends, and I hate my family. I don't think anyone would like my parents. My mom is completely crazy with her conspiracy theories etc. which she is constantly trying to convince me of.

@Ananta Forget it. Get rid of your whole family and all friends, and no more sexual or romantic contact ever again. Then let's see how happy you would be and how easily you could get rid of the desire. I give it 6 months, and then you would kill yourself.

@Ananta Can't let go of the desire. I'm not a robot who can remove desires at will. I don't think you are either.

Karma is just some shit you have heard and read about. At the end of the day, the only rational reason to not committ suicide is that it would hurt others.

You are (relative). And you aren't (absolute). The end.