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You can watch Leo's video on letting go. He gives a few exercises. For me, I masturbated, so I started letting that go. This is effective because after some days the urge is really strong, and if you can let that go too, it's very good training. Youvan do this while your body is feeling pain. When you are frustrated, angry, sad, excited, happy. Just try letting it go and flow instantaneously. Also be sure to identify yourself as an illusion and let that go as well. Letting yourself or "me" go is very helpful into having a flowing mind that is unsticky. Once you let it go, the flow suddenly goes 50 fold.

@Lyubov I don't know about there being different POV's or not, but I think the video focused more on getting you into your direct experience and shatter all your concepts. So you can identify that this right here is god. Because in your direct experience there is no other POV. There is also no you.

Since I am mostly on PC, I use uBlockOrigin adblocker extension. It's not like I can pay for Youtube premium and all. And If I am getting a real good experience without paying why not? If I was rich then yeah I would buy Youtube Premium since it will also extend to my phone. By right now ads aren't even a problem for me. And it's not like I need Youtube Music and all that. And I don't know why despise ads so much? I honestly don't care if Google or any big corporations get money. I have better things to do(self-actualization) than give fucks about hating ads and demonizing corporation.

Saiyans be like

I kind of did it accidently one night when I was staring at an ant. I could feel myself becoming the ant. I was flickering between it and me. I didnt do it properly but I was flickering for a minute or two. It was very different then what I had imagined such a mergence to be beforehand.

I was doing Hatha Yoga, I was doing shavasan as I was done with my practice for the day. I suddenly let go to the silence. And I realized that I could let myself go into the silence of reality and I finally found out, at least to some degree, what it means to trust the universe. You don't have to leave everything or stop aiming for stuff. You just have to focus on the mind, all of it, and surrender it completely to the silence of reality. Such that you dont even remember yourself anymore. Don't try to register it in your memory once you do it, it'll only bring you out of it.

New Delhi, India

How do I embody love and intensify it. I wanna start off by experiencing really intense love, then slowly embodying those states and making it baseline.

Ofcourse the classic:

Imo if it's wrong then eventually you'll just grow out of it. I am also stuck on this lol. Just like how one comes into spirituality for personal purposes, but ultimately ends up the most impersonal.

Right now in this moment. I can't be grateful of anything. I don't exist, neither does any other thing. Gratefulness is me and I am everything. All is one. This Thank you is for all there is and this Thank you IS all there is. This Thank you is to me, and this Thank you IS me. Thank you.

In Law of One it talks about us graduating to another octave (universe) once we reach 8TH Density (Dissolve into infinite consciousness). Sounds very much like a level up lol Leo also talks about how he saw this "second set" of awakenings when he was experiencing almost doing Maha Samdahi. And that there were infinite such lines or sets.

That's fascinating.

Oh I see. That's very interesting. I think people with Dementia in the last stages have no sense of self remaining.

holy shit

Basically dont waste your time on all that shit and work towards realization

could be you sleep walking and all

I am really thankful for the beingness. or we can say "Being" same thing

I met someone on discord a while back who was writing a book on energy stuff because they themselves are very good at it, They posted a 10 page pdf on energy basics sometime later. I don't know how true this is since I haven't delved into this myself. But it seems like worth a read. Energy_basics.pdf

*Has a deep awakening when sitting on a park bench* 50 mins later Police: Hey what're you doing? we heard a report that you have been staring at people non-stop! Are you ok? *Grabs arm* Yo are you ok?? Stop staring and say something!

I love you!

Honestly for me. I am not that old yet. 16 right now. So I think I can remember what I was like when I was 7 - 11 and damn. It's the same state as the state of just being. Like I didn't even think that much. I probably didn't think at all. Just a bit I guess. I remember just being aware of my body movements and making decisions. I never felt like there was a me. And I know this cuz when I recently accessed this state again some months back, i realized this exactly how i felt when i was around 7 - 11 (Probably before as well but i dont remember before then). I was just taking in the direct experience. That's it. I didn't try to get ahead of someone, or hold back, get anxiety of meeting people, feel awkward. I just had fun. As my parents were in jail, I didn't feel anything at all, just normal, knowing that they were in jail, while I lived at the uncles. And when my father finally came back 3 years later. I actually didn't feel like very good like cry. I was just like, "Oh I have seen this in movies, I should be emotional and maybe cry". Ofcourse i didnt think thta in words, i never thought in words, it was always these 1 second feelings. I never even thought of people as 'people'. Eveything was equal and I never looked at the world in concepts like objects and linguistics. I enquired everything and wasn't easily disgusted. Just amazing man. This is what I think enlightenment to be lol. But Ig that's furthest i have ever reached so that's why that's the furthest I can imagine rn. My ego only really started to develop around 12 years old. It just slowly developed by me slowly identifying with me behaviour because I started to notice how much of emphasis people start to put on the "YOU" and "me" and "I". So the ego really developed when I slowly identified with my behaviours. I slowly started to think in linguistics. And became like any old teenager. I never actually thought anything wondorous, I was open minded af, ngl, but I never really thought out of the box. (Mostly because i didn't try to). I just worked with what i was given and adjusted accordingly (not because i was scared of speaking out. I didn't feel any need to, I was ok with what i was given). I did ask for shit when I needed but it usually took some courage. Recently my ego got the strongest, btu 2 years ago I found spirituality just at the right time to start reversing. I hope I get back there soon and go even beyond that.

So this has been on my mind for several months now. Why do we avoid suffering? After a bit of thinking it's clear to me that pleasure and pain are just feelings we give meaning to. Same with bliss and suffering. Even after seeing this, why it is that I still want to avoid suffering and attract bliss most of the time. I don't resist my mental suffering anymore, i try my best to not get attached to any pleasure or bliss. But I still fear my death (maybe that'll be the case until an actual ego death). I fear feeling large amounts of pain. What is this? Can't I be cautious without feeling fear. But if i dont fear pain, what will be my reason to be cautious? I know hating pain and suffering is for us to survive, however, how does one go beyond survival? Maybe asking to go beyond survival is asking to eradicate the fear of death. I just noticed that when I ask to go beyond survival, I am hoping to survive after i go beyond it. Lol. What to do?

'Cuz of the discounts rn, thinking of buying something. Can you suggest something that ain't weak sauce? Do list the book if it alr has a pdf online but also try to list some book that isn't available online for free and i'd need to buy a physical copy. Looking for books that gives powerful insights into Enlightenment and practices.

I think you are doing too much speculation here and giving it too much thought. All I can say is that get to the state and this won't be a confusion. And keep in mind, I haven't reached the deepest level of direct experience in any sense. I have seen my own stuff and I am saying from this experience.