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Thank you <3

I'm far from being a role model myself but in my life I try to follow my feelings/intuition as much as I can. So if you're drawn to doing intellectual work go for it. Maybe later on you will discover that the work will become Integrated with your music.

@Average Investor Can you link to resources about Benjamin Hicks ?

This is really important - I don't like my major (philosophy) I feel like I'm forced to know by heart the ideas of other people. That's all BS to me especially when this is done out of any context (historical or spiral). My new job doesn't file most of it's income to the IRS and I hate it. I make good money but I don't have to do fraud. Being a landlord is just a result of having property I have nothing against it. What I envision my life to be is way more different than what I'm currently living. I want to change cities, I want to be in real estate for myself, and I would like to have a 20-30h/workweek just to pay the bills and have the rest of the time to myself. My current life is 20-25h/week University, 30h/w job, 60h/w sleep and approximately 50 free hours which are just lost on bullshit like YT, mucis and other shit like that. And I think I just realized why I'm not liking my life - 60% of my time I despise what I do

So, this idea of me being miserable is not a realization and I need to shift it toward something more positive of an idea? And that is why you recommend a dream board as a way of positive motivation and conscious shift in intent and actions.

At this moment my chices are skewed towards making money. But not at all cost. Recently i quit my job as a reale estate agent because I saw that it involved a lot of laying and manipulation. So currently i am working as a server in a "green" restaurant. I got into real estate from YouTube - Meet Kevin, Graham Stephan. They tend to show a lot of behind the scenes of building wealth in RE (real estate), and I am applying those ideas in my country. That's why I became an RE agent, that is why I bought property. But now 2 years into it i like it. I like the math, the renovations and I am looking forward doing more projects

@willl Yes, I am attached to this idea of being rich. That’s how I think of myself – a rich man/an investor/financially independent. Honestly maybe I am not ready to go for infinite love and consciousness work. My idea is to work for the next couple of years 5-10y and build a strong financial foundation 3-4 payed off rentals ideally and be financially independent. My idea with this is to get worrying about money out of my way as soon as possible, but I have enslaved myself to this exact fear I want to resolve by going all in on chasing money.

I have more than enough money like 5+ years of savings and I am only 20 yers old. But my fear of not having money "keeps me up at night", i have this goal of having 1000/month pasively as this will be suficient in my coutry. Curently I have 200/month but I am so obsesed with having more that it keeps me miserable. How have you dealth wih this problem in your life?; What are some good ways to deal with this issue?

Hi, I'm a 20 yer old who is doing very well for himself. I go to university, I work part time, I make good money from my job, I receive rent from my rental properties, I have a mentor showing me how real estate works, and on he surface my life looks great,but it feels sooo empty. I have become aware of my miserary recently and now it is chasing me. Every time i meditate and have a bit of time to myself I keep having this realization again and again. Thats why i keep myself "intohicated" with media, music and work. The idea is to have no free time to contemplate but when does some up it takes me by storm. I really dont know what to do becouse my fear of not having enough money is almost cripaling. I have money for 3 years (in college) saved up + assets equal to 5 years of normal living and i want to grow it. I want more and more money/income so that I can feel safe. i am well awere of this problem but I am paralized and I just keep on working and saving. I barely spend any money just on the things i have to spend (uni, shelter, food, cloths, shoes, transportation, internet and bills) and iam ultimatly affraid that i will go broke and i will be working some lame ass job. How do i deal with this fear of not having enough money, so that i can strt living life?