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How should I react then?

That'd be a cool video, thanks for your hard work. I'd love to hear what you think about pure math as well. No question here, just thoughts: There's a difference between science and scientism. Scientism is a materialistic ideology that claims that science has everything figured basically. While science is a method that heavily relies on materialistic measurements to make predictions and define things in terms of other things mathematically, it is NOT for understanding reality, it's for predicting it. Most scientists are dogmatic about scientism. Science is great but the fact that it relies on materialism makes it limited, but still, it's VERY useful.

Not very much dysphoria, but there were a lot of signs from my past. Furthermore, I do feel quite happy when I act/do anything feminine. I'll definitely need to spend some time learning about gender.

I would say both

I'm starting to question my identity. I do experience desire to be a female. I conceptually understand that having an identity is an illusion in the first place, but I'm currently far from truly feelings this concept in my bones, and I'm kind of lost on what to do. I'm too attached to my sense of self. EDIT: More generally though: What is gender? Why do some people feel uncomfortable in the gender they were born with? Is transitioning to another gender reasonable, if you think it makes you happy?

Hi everyone, As of writing this, I live in a religious third world country in the middle east, with individuals who are mostly blue, with a bit of orange in there. There are of course orange individuals who have abandoned religions as well, but they're not very common. Basically the country as a whole is (slowly?) transitioning to orange. I'm a college students right now (a male only school obviously), and I consider myself at stage green. I'm having trouble forming any meaningful human relationships where I live. I can't seem to resonate with the blue and orange people around here. I don't dislike them or anything, and I can perfectly get along with them. It's just that I can't form a deep bond with them. Finding others in stage green is not easy, I have never met a green person in my life, and I don't expect to meet one anytime soon. Can someone give me advice on what to do? I'm considering exploring the possibility of having online friends. At the same time, what if I should stick with having no friends? I mean, the higher you develop, the harder it is to find people you resonate with, right? Wouldn't it be a good idea to get used to solitude? Thoughts appreciated