Having expectations means you are in the seeking mind which stops you from going deeper.
Or reality thought you aren't ready, or just you don't need more opening as you are going fast enough by yourself, I once smoked half a gram of weed and it did absolutely nothing, whereas in other times were it felt more appropriate a few puffs got me loaded.
Like, you don't want to go to fast even, you want to remain balanced in your life, this stuff is not child's play and you are suppose to be able to enjoy your sober process and progress as well, not be a junkie ^^.
