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Thanks. Yea it seemingly gives you an (illusory) amount of power. Like ok you stupid universe you want to bully me. Well i’m not going to be bullied by you seeee ya.

Sorry to hear that. Me too recently i have this chronic fatigue and chronic pain and caught a flu or something two weeks ago and since then the pain got much worse. And then suicidal thoughts just come up often. But for me the funny thing is that was always my go to. Whenever i suffer i think of death and not wanting to be here. Like when i was 9 some stuff in my family happened and this horrible kid bullied me at school and then i basically threatened the school with suicide already at 9. But so far it has never really come very close. I just want an exit strategy.

Nice. I’ve payed too much attention to it i think.

Yea the first was the scariest i thought I’m dying or paralysed or something. Do you also notice often street lanps go out and stuff?

No i don’t think it’s magical at all. I said it was a time i took more party drugs and stuff. That was probly the reason. Something with brain transmitter malfunction. What’s your theory on fibromyalgia though? Recently my neck had been killing me.

I don’t know it’s really hard to say how many times. I’m glad he it went away though. Although the levitating was funny. It’ll probably go away for you too. I remember the first time i had sleep paralysis actually. A friend that day was telling me a creepy story. How he was standing in a park alone infront of a tree at night. Then there was a cold wind and he felt an evil presence on his shoulder or something. And he told me another story that sounded similar to sleep paralysis. How he was in bed couldn’t move and some dark presence pulled his sheets away or something. And then this night i had my first sleep paralysis and it stayed for quite a while.

So i had sleep paralysis probably a few hundred times. Sometimes multiple times a night. And then it just basically stopped. Now i almost never have it. Don’t really remember the last time i had it. How does that fit into your theory?

Sounds like bs honestly. Have you had the "levitation" sleep paralysis? Where it feels like you’re levitating and getting close to the ceiling but you can’t really move your head? Those are more fun than the demon ones.

Well I’m really not sure But it was a time when i was partying often and taking substances that mess with serotonin maybe. Or on an SSRI for a half year. Are you on any medication?

I didn’t read the thread really but me too I used to get it so often. So often that i learned how to enjoy it(minimally) and how to snap out of it. One night snapped out of it and back in like 6 times. But now i almost never get it.

Interview with a guy who knew Elon before and is a “little bit" disappointed with the Dweeb

How i understood it basically Musk, Vivek and other tech guys think these visas are needed for their companies and the US to prosper. Trumpers who are against the visas often have racist attitudes towards the visa recipients and think Americans should do the job. Some leftists also think those visas are bad because of exploitation, union etc. issues. I think it’s an interesting fight. Trump sided with Musk and them.

Funny thing is (heard that a few days ago) Wernher von Braun wrote a science fiction novel about a Mars colony. In which “the Elon" was the ruler of Mars. "The Martian government was directed by ten men, the leader of whom was elected by universal suffrage for five years and entitled "Elon." Two houses of Parliament enacted the laws to be administered by the Elon and his cabinet.” https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Mars:_A_Technical_Tale

Operation Paperclip 📎 just snatched a bunch of highly skilled.

Nah Canada would be added in the way Puerto Rico is. Second class (semi) citizens. No voting. Or maybe two Canadian votes would make for one American vote.

It depends. I have great connections to Milan and then further Italy. And France Paris especially. But then Brussels Amsterdam Prauge Scandinavia etc. aren’t great by train.

I mean if i can i do travel by train but i also fly.

I think he’s kind of trying to destroy the European Union. One of the reasons is the EU has stricter rules on tech companies than the US.

Do you also not travel by plane and car etc. Or just zero waste in terms of physical trash?

In such a way that he kills Western women and children at a Christmas market (a festive season for Europeans) to stir sadness and confusion.

Hitler loved Germany, Austria imo. But he caused almost the destruction of it. Regions lost forever and such. I mean Putin is more rational older and on less drugs but he also has the face of a Potato so.

He probably thinks if Russia opens up it will be devoured by the west, democracy, freedom, capitalism etc. And then regions will break away and so on. Funny thing is In some ways he might delay the demise of Russia in many ways he might also accelerate it.

Nah that’s a bad example. You see push pack against mr potato face in Russia. There was Navalny. Countless opposition in jail. Protests. Press in jail. People leaving the country. While Saudi Arabia is as a society very "conservative" and wouldn’t want gay parades. These authoritarian leaders have to be so authoritarian and brutal. Because if they were not the people would go towards more freedom and say fuck you Mr. Potato and rocket boy.

I know all that but Putin can’t stop that imo. Eventually people want more freedom.

No i said i believe he loves it. I also believe a guy who kills his woman mostly loved her. But he only loves his vision if it it’s quite egoic. If there’s democracy free press etc. he wouldn’t love it as much or not at all.