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But Leo didn’t sell a book about how to get laid. In this video she talks complicated stuff about fractals and such. And then she reads questions from viewers like “How can i do this” and she basically says: Buy my books

🚩 red flag

Trees 💚

Why a Hindu deity?

This is the female Leo? ♌️ Nah seems grifty

Well maybe you’re wrong.

Nice video from Angelo about personality, waking up and defense mechanisms Coping mechanisms are interesting, at some point we thought we can’t deal with certain emotions and sensations so we started to use coping mechanisms, a whole lot of copium.

Whatever they want to do it’s not my country. imo the best thing for Ukraine would be to get nukes.

I dreamt it at least twice recently-ish. It’s a good dream. Ego gone. Everything is just direct and lively. And even there in the dream there is the struggle of trying to hold on because the self doesn’t want to be gone. Holding on letting go whoosh gone.

Probably not 🌧️

Where can i buy that?

My moms was in a loony bin once But then she tricked them and got out 💜

Gosh they’re going to put all you guys into the loony bin one of these days 🦭

Your glass half full mentality is making me angry 😡 nono it’s fine

😡

I‘m cruising through Europe on a hot summers day while listening to this. It’s quite nice

https://m.soundcloud.com/fuxyz/trip-hop-mix

Liberated from the struggles with your self and reality. Liberated from the energetic pull of that you and reality/others should be different as it is. Liberated also from time and so on.

Yes i think ultimately it comes down with a early deep belief of something being not right, something about me being not enough, others not being that safe. Which seemingly stems from growing up in a not very stable home with a single mother who was overburdened and emotionally immature etc and so on. In the story.

The one who seeks for the solution is the one who is suffering. The one who sees problems everywhere is the "problem" Maybe it’s just the paranoia of being a separate entity. Anyhow this thing is going to play out how it plays out, already no control.

It is seemingly a hindrance. That’s how i got on this path of psychedelics and spirituality nonduality in the first place. Buddha said life is Dukkha (suffering)

There’s a part in me that’s apparently very paranoid but i don’t know how to get to it. Triwd shdow work etc. It comes up a lot during psychedelics. If it’s childhood trauma, genetics, fear of losing control, just amygdala or brain chemistry or something else. Anyhow it doesn’t really matter. But yea i prefer taking psychedelics alone i think as i‘m sensitive to other peoples energy and always think i have to take care of them.

https://on.soundcloud.com/fJFM3YjS1bPX57iA6 https://m.soundcloud.com/kollektivturmstrasse/kollektiv-turmstrasse-live-set-rec-2023

For me usually unfortunately i get too paranoid. It’s switching between hell and heaven and quite exhausting. That’s why i‘m kind of over them. I might do ayahuasca one time with a shaman but other than that no urge at the moment.

It’s similar on psychedelics. One time on shrooms or ayahuasca i felt like i was Jesus or a Hindu god and a lot of other stuff. One time i didn’t know anymore if i was me or my mother.