PurpleTree

imo it's because of expectations you expect something or you expect someone to be a certain way which i do too often and have too high standards

you had me at "physically more attractive" i guess the method is to slip roofies into their drinks right? (jk i would never do that) but yea rejection is so scary, much less on an app obviously

i think me too. i'll just do a round of dmsa chelation and see how it makes me feel.

yea it was whack. glad rogan pushed back a bit on the fracking thing though. but jordan was just ranting in the beginning, he also seemed nervous in the beginning. he said he worked for some environment, sea pollution thing, maybe he should have elaborated on that. when they talked about nuclear they never mentioned that the waste has to be stored 10'000-100'000 yrs . (i'm not against nuclear plants but at least be honest) that's still hilarious though

good for losing motivation and getting the munchies

tried reading it and found it boring and repetitive but i was also younger

spotify

yea that's interesting not really it's more about emulating an inner feeling

it could also be archetypes or astrological signs like pisces or the energy of a tree or whatever

true true i almost forgot about that indian drummer maga hat kid story glad they had to pay

°i don't read all the time but today i read quite a lot° finally finished a book about Manson etc. that was laying around since summer started reading a book by Ram Dass on the Bhagavad Gita also started reading the way of the superior man by Deida

this is great, real art ?? also the music makes me emotional

https://www.theatlantic.com/ideas/archive/2021/09/2020-homicide-spike-was-real/620183/ "But unlike the crime wave of the 1980s and ’90s, which affected many Americans of all walks of life, the current spike appears to be heavily concentrated. Many homicide victims are Black men, living in predominantly Black neighborhoods. Some conservatives are willing to cynically use violence in Chicago as a political talking point, but the solutions they propose are not solutions at all. Some liberals are wary of talking about the crime wave, for fear that it will undermine efforts to reform police and the criminal-justice system. Caught in the middle are places with rising violence, where residents want safe communities without abusive policing." https://www.vox.com/22580710/defund-the-police-reform-murder-spike-research-evidence "Last year, the US’s murder rate spiked by almost 30 percent. So far in 2021, murders are up nearly 10 percent in major cities. The 2020 increase alone is the largest percentage increase ever recorded in America — and a reversal from overall declines in murder rates since the 1990s."

imagine how many people would die in the process to achieve that

maybe i could buy a smaller one and then see how it goes and if i like it sell that one and buy a bigger one. i already see myself getting frustrated with this thing and throwing it out would 61 keys be enough for that song?

obviously beauty is in the eye of the beholder. i like the picture.

because god enjoys creating i guess

you shouldn't convince or persuade anybody

if there was a worldwide jury/court that could try every general/president etc. and throw them in jail for war crimes

i don't know about successful but it seems they make a decent living never gone to yoga class myself

So what kind of piano would one need to play something like "Comptine d'un autre été by Yann Tiersen."? how many keys minimum? I really have nooo clue don't know if i'd even want one though, generally i want less stuff not more

i wonder what ja rule has to say about this

°Have been watching/listening to those a lot since yesterday and post it here to remember° ° still doing the Sedona "thing" °

Now when i'm out and about and i see all the people stare into their phones, i hear this melody in my head which is some of the stuff that made you start?

nope but my issue with hobbies etc. is often that i don't like to do stuff that i'm not good at which is dumb of course because most or everything you're not good at in the beginning and it often sucks until you get better i think it's some type of perfectionism