PurpleTree

It‘s 1:30 am, raining, I just love walking in the rain like that.

Yooo it’s redneck Leo from the multiverse Nono jk he‘s good I like it 💜

Same. Feels so tender around the heart. Sometimes sad sometimes beautiful. Has been like that for maybe two months or something I think but who knows.

Yea it’s wild honestly the body and all. These sensations that are seemingly mostly from inner work are not very uncomfortable to me though. It’s something between comfortable and uncomfortable. Sometimes wuite pleasant. Sometimes it feels quite heavy still somewhat comfortable. Often keeps me awake though. Sometimes quite dizzy und disorienting. Which can be somewhat unpleasant. It’s also just very hard to say what’s from what. Is it just brain fog or from inner work. But it doesn’t really matter anyway.

I used to get brain zapps from MDMA and SSRI‘s (not in conjunction but separate) Not good stuff, very uncomfortable.

Tiger blood and good body, nono jk Well yes I‘ve tried basically all that stuff, no nightshades, keto, carnovore, veggie, no lectins and many others. Actually keto, no lectins and carnivore were decent for a while but very restrictive and also after a month started feeling worse on keto and carnivore, I‘ve been stict with diet for many moons and such so it’s not like I didn’t try. What I found is that i at least need enough easily digestible proteins few times a day because of blood sugar etc. I‘ve had a similar thing from my last mushroom trip like one and a half years ago. Less god stuff more jesus. Basically over a week of paranoia, almost psychotic. Ended up taking anti psychotics to sleep and ditched them after a week or so. Haven’t touched psychedelics since though.

Yea thanks well I‘ve had gut, neck, back issues and some inflammation issues and chronic farigue etc. for a while. And even 10 years ago signs of arthritis which the doctor said was very young but not unheard of. I feel like the body was turning against itself a bit or the mind was turning against the body or whatever like people who have all those auto immune disorders . But it’s actually not that easy for me to find a great diet and such I tried carnivore, keto, fodmap etc. And right now I work in nursing so i usually just eat what’s available here.

faith in what?

I‘m with you either say it or kindly stfu sadhguru.

thx guys That’s actually very helpful for me it’s so gradual that it seems whatever is happening will take years and years to unfold. a twitching here feeling of heat there palpitation here stuck energy here feverish feeling in the head often feeling very heavy sometimes switching to feeling very light And basically all seems to be going on from mostly inquiry, i don’t do sitting meditation. The feelings/sensations are often subtle but still so prominent that i wonder why there aren’t more threads on this all the time.

Should maybe have wrote physical sensations instead of symptoms that sounds more right.

Could you elaborate what type of physical symptoms you mean?

Seemingly i have quite a lot but i didn’t want to name them i wanted to hear about yours from you guys. Could also just be a story, idea, wishful thinking, nothing, or other stuff going on in the body like gut issues, inflammation etc. I‘ve always been quite sensitive to sensations in the body. Which can also be bad/uncomfortable.

There is no time. There is no past. maybe

This guy seems to be dragging everybody down with him, such a liability for the US and Europe. Israel probably does need a strong leader of sorts because of enemies. But not this guy

Yea sure But spirituality for me now is also just staring at a tree in my home country. I don’t feel a reason to go to india for spiritual reasons. Although if I wanted to learn real yoga or something I’d consider it.

I’m just saying that many things could have started legitimate or as a good idea or just cause (or not) and then at some point turned bad or into some kind of parasitic or cancerous thing on society i know, switzerland of the middle east i think it was because it also has mountains, snow etc and also a mixed society with christians, muslims, shia, sunni etc switzerland is also a mix of languages, french, german, italian and a mix of protestantism, catholicism etc

It’s alright i don’t claim to know much about Herbollah but saying look at why it was started in the first place isn’t such a great argument imo somebody could say (warning bad comparison) look at why the nazi party got started, it wasn’t to shove jews into ovens and attack the world it was to get some territory back for the germans and have a better economy (i don’t know if that’s true) i just know lebanon does have a lot of potential because of geography and in some ways quite free compared to other countries in the region but it’s also a clusterfuck because of tribal infighting, outside forces taking advantage of the infighting, hisbollah and so on the food though, delicious also i think that’s the area the phoenicians came from, it was always a gateway between asia, europe, lot of trade of goods and cultures etc

nope lebanon should mostly ditch islam, ditch iran and join the e.u. 🌞🦭 i loves me some lebanese food btw

quite wild how especially the u.s has its fate tied to israel i do agree though that lebanon would be so much better without hizbollah and the likes, the country has so much potential, almost 50% christian, beautiful landscape, mediterranean, awesome food

probably more of the secular liberal israelis i would get frustrated too with living there with bibi, crazy rightwingers and enemies all around the country

what are chinese intellectuals saying about the genocide of xinjangers and turning their mosques into parking lots though? also they just use this even to advertise "buy chinese products" comedy

ionno just something from the algorithm ^ the grayzone boys seem to be a bit of putin/russian useful idiots though

bro she’s cringe skibidi toilet yass