PurpleTree

lool from CBD? I also had paranoia for days once and ended up taking an antipsychotic for a few days, but from shrooms. Thought i’m the new coming of christ and they’ll drag me to Jerusalem to torture and kill me there. Alot of other stuff too it was much more complex obviously there were evil people, secret service, ww3 etc. Anyhow what are your thoughts on free will?

Yes. It’s funny i used to have pride in being a "seeker"

This reminds me of the good ol times when i used to party and gobble/nibble ecstasys.

Gosh i miss my fennel. I just threw it into that boiling soup. Damn i’m sorry fennie. But I didn’t have free will not to.

But yea Ukraine, Russia, Taiwan and climate change, environment are also the things that worry me the most with Trump.

Maybe things have to get worse before they can get better. That system with two parties, lobbies, wall street etc seems very dis functional anyway, maybe it has to implode. Although that’s just a story.

Smh it’s so hopeless 😐

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@ Mods why is this thread not in the mental health section ? My threads get moved when they’re in the wrong part, gosh it’s like sooo unfair.

I don’t know. I just easily get triggered when i see people think it’s totally ok to go against "whiteness" or "masculinity" as i happen to be both of those things seemingly. And it’s just boring woke ideology talking points with nothing to offer imo. (i also get triggered when people go against other races or femininity for that matter but with whitenesss it’s people who think themselves as anti racist etc) So whatever it’s not important.

We all are i guess just muppets. Which can be very scary for sure. No control. Good night

There is no free will to do that. But thanks anyway.

No because i’m egoic really but what i heard my gurus say (non dual studs) Is that when the separate self collapses, subject object collapses too, there is no consciousness, because consciousness implies something being conscious of something, there is just what is, nothing appearing as whatever.

Consciousness doesn’t really exist. (seemingly) that’s what i learned from non duality speakers.

Did i say anything about determinism though? I just questioned free will

I dont even understand your argument for free will. Just because you think you have free doesn’t mean it’s true.

Yea because Russia is the worst.

That’s not what the US is about. It’s the empire meddling in other countries. And sometimes it’s good like with Taiwan, Ukraine. And many times it’s bad like with most of Latin America, Iraq etc.

Not at all.

That’s one of the best things they’ve done imo. They "should" give much more.

I don’t necessarily think so. He probably has 350 Million Dollar he doesn’t even need his fanbase.

With the pear it was very cute yes. But these psychedelics like ayahuasca and shrooms are always rough for me. They taste horrible. And then it’s agony, horror, death, paranoia, bliss, this, that, feels like in being thrown into a washing machine.

I‘ll throw it into a vegetable soup. Yea i think it’s tasty. It’s supposed to be good for the gut. But gosh it reminds a bit one time i took ayahuasca and then stared at a pear and the pear was literally so cute and lovely. .

I‘m staring at this fennel at the store. And it’s literally a cute special fennel. It‘s hard to not stare at it. Gosh. People at the store probably think i‘m a nut.

It’s hard to explain and it’s also not important. But seemingly since a few week at night before sleeping i sometimes have some kind of glimpses of memories usually of childhood coming up. I don’t remember having those memory glimpses before really but who knows. It‘s like an image or a scenery paired with a feeling but both are quite ungraspable. One time had an image an a feeling of a party i was at a forest as a kid. Tonight had two others. But it’s weird because it’s quite strong or cery noticeable but still ungraspable in a way and nothing really happens. Sometimes i clearly see where it was. At a friends place etc. but sometimes i‘m not sure if it really happened or just dreamt it as a kid.