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Can I ask what the core fear is? For me it was, if they're right, then I'm wrong, and if I'm wrong that makes me a bad person.

Atheists used to fill me with terror I had to spend 12 hours a day mentally arguing with them. Notice the feeling and choose not to react . Notice a reaction can be physical but it can also be mental.

My friends and I love road trip gummies . I've seen the brand you mentioned too, wonder how they are .

I believe you have a core personality and a fake personality . It's a question of how derived , how neurotic it is. The deeper the level of construction the deeper the neurosis.

First you remove the construction then you wake up to what's true. Although for awhile I believed I'd awoken to no self and no doer permanently, turns out it was just my ocd combined with dissociation. So it can be muddy sometimes. In my experience with them zen masters all experience love they just don't talk about it.

Is zen awakening different from normal awakening? I'm confused. The technique you're using is apt to have an influence on your experience. You're more likely to awaken to love by doing Metta, you're more likely to turn the physical world into vibrating energy doing Vipassana, etc. No self is the throughline in all of them .

Other people’s opinions do not matter — at all. God loves you. It’s okay to be a little cringe.

Do basic concentration meditation. A lot of it, over the course of a few days.

This is the goal. Eventually the mind can rest. This comes after realization . And sometimes it can be a rough journey .

I saw results with a couple days but that could be because I did 5 meo first. Maybe there's a technique out there you'll feel immediately. Dr K says that the best meditation technique for you is the one that gets you to a state of deep consciousness the fastest. I only need like three good pranayama to start feeling like I'm having a mushroom trip .

@Unlimited in that case yes I know I'm God but am also still quite neurotic/entrenched in ego much of the time. But I've had profound awakenings into different aspects including self / world creation (infinite imagination) , the absolute/ no creation, and love .

You can still socialize and unintentionally do dating . 😃 I understand your concern but the reality is people date from among the people they hang out with. People also say your job is a bad place to meet a partner but so many succesful happy relationships start at the workplace. If your feeling toward someone in a sacred space feels sacred then it should be fine to pursue . one more thing, it's not even really about dating the women at these events, it's about breaking yourself out of this pernicious absolutism "all beautiful women are shallow."

I spent like 10 years doing metaphysics all day every day because I couldn't stand uncertainty, so trying to develop a healthier relationship with that has been important for me, and it carries over in the rest of my life.

I enjoyed hunter x hunter and one punch man a lot. I don't watch much tv .

@Yimpa on the one hand I'm very happy for you on another I wouldn't even want to go at that point I'd feel so cringe . Just being a somewhat more feminine straight male makes me feel so cringe . Advocaring for myself in general feels cringe but against active opposition would feel catastrophic.

Okay it got canceled because of extreme cold.

Some very rare sages were so deep in God consciousness that they would die if they didn't have people around them to rouse them out of samadhi. Maybe only that is God realization lmao.

@Miguel1 I'm going to an Osho dynamic meditation meetup in an hour, if all the women are normies I'll let you know.

Even someone who watches a Leo video and has 10% understanding is a little bit God realized so you'll need to be more specific . On the flip side I doubt anyone on this forum walks around in God consciousness 24/7 so again, what do you mean by God realized?

@Miguel1 there aren't any conscious spaces you could find? Law of attraction teachings will tell you if you just raise your vibration the right person will come.

You don't find conscious women at dance? Do you ever go to yoga? thats so depressing.

It's because of PR. Mostly dumb kids take it and they have dumb experiences. also pure dxm is better than cough syrup

@Judy2 I shoukd find one. Therapy didn't work for me in the past but I suspect it would if I found a specialist. Went from nondual bliss to everything is fucked again real quick.