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When I'm listening to music, as when I'm doing psychedelics, I prefer to just be in the moment. Bc I'm contemplating the majority of my waking hours, I'd rather take breaks and get emotional when using music.

Even very spiritual people will probably be slightly offended if right after their loved one dies you say something like "they're looking down on you," "they're in a better place," etc. Like sure I agree with you but also fuck you for not validating my pain. That's how I would probably feel, anyway.

I hope I didn't discourage you or anyone. I should have also said that I didn't make going to spiritual meetups my priority while I was there . I mainly spent time in nature , not talking to many folks . I'm sure you can find people if you look.

If everything is survival then say fuck it and do what you want

Is it normal to not feel much from 15?

Maybe simplify . The fact that reality is intelligible at all points to idealism . Math is just one limited facet of intelligibility / intelligence.

@Nilas I'm probably also going to do more plugging in the future . I've taken a 2 month hiatus from tripping but when I'm doing it again, I want to plug more , and drink NN. Vaping is clearly the biggest "mindfuck" but mindfuck isn't necessarily what I'm looking for anymore.

Most succesful mainstream celebrities are independently wealthy . Not always, lots of famous rappers came from the hood, but usually.

I've thought for awhile now that nonduality knows consciousness is everything but has no idea what consciousness IS.

@Clarence also keep in mind scales are more accurate with greater weights so I wouldn't weigh out a 5 meo dmt dose on a scale and then vape it, I'd way out at least 100 -200 mg and divy it up.

Everyone is different . 8 mg for me is a breakthrough. Some people need twice that. Sounds like you might be in the more sensitive range. I've never taken a breakthrough dose via plugging but I would imagine it's maybe 10-20% less overwhelming than a vaped breakthrough. As for length, well I've just hit the vape multiple times to extend the trip but if you don't do that plugging lasts twice to three or even four times as long. Ive never done extreme doses (ie 20 mg vaped or 30 mg plugged) but I would imagine that that's the range where some of the stuff Leo talks about happens... I'm too scared atm lol. edit: actually I seriously would not reccomend vaping 20 mg at all. If you want to go into the extreme range I think you should only do it via plugging (or nose- that's both shorter than plugging and less intense than vaping, but only with salt).

@Clarence basic c-cell cartridge is fine

@Clarence no it is good I'm just saying a cartridge is sufficient for 5 meo dmt or thc. Altho I wouldn't use an emesh for thc, it's specifically designed for dmt . If you don't want to bother with making a cart you can just use the e-mesh for 5 meo. e-mesh is best for dmt, but the lookah is a good lazy option

Follow the techniques but dont let them indoctrinate you. Before I even tried kriya I learned what Suffering is. Most people have no fucking idea what Suffering is, and if they had my karma they would commit suicide. im not suggesting you make yourself miserable , im just saying that when I talk about how fast and deeply kriya affected me you should know a bit of my background

A vape cartidge is sufficient for 5 meo and thc dmt you might not break through with a cartridge bc the dose is pretty high Electronic dab rig is overkill, you can just get a handheld device like the lookah seahorse for a quarter of the price and you can take it with you . Or make an Emesh.

Leo claims to have gone beyond nonduality but can't explain HOW is awakening is different from nonduality. This can either trigger you, inspire you or just make you curious myself I'm curious

Ennio nimmis

@Cred no I'm saying kriya yoga took me to death , submersion in the formless Maha mudra is more erotic than kp1

I met someone like this online recently. for me it was simply not going to happen that way I tried. the rocket engine is more dangerous for sure. maybe if i gave up normal life and did self inquiry all day something would happen being autistic might make self inquiry more effective

I was very dedicated because I had just done a lot of psychedelics but i don't want to do the full routine anymore

Yeah I can't do nearly that much , it'll make me sick lol. I do butt to top of skull (back part) idk what bindu it's called but it's the lower crown one.

When I ask "who am I", ie self inquiry, after doing kriya yoga, a big shift happens, which never happened before. The mind quiets down and awareness turns inward. The sense of self loosens more the more I ask the question. @Magnanimous Maha mudra activates the lower chakras more than kp1, it makes me feel embodied

@Leo Gura I just wanted to thank you for putting me onto kriya yoga. Before I couldn't do self inquiry effectively because I couldn't locate the I. After three months of daily kriya yoga I'm able to. I don't event feel I need kriya yoga anymore because I now have direct access to the I. (I'm going to keep doing it anyway for the concentration benefits)

@bazera KP1, Maha mudra , yoni mudra and Nadi shodhana

Damn . He's 76? I need to talk to him while I still have time.