Oppositionless

Weed has a tendency to take over your life if you let it. It’s strong enough to make you realize you’re god but it’s almost like the ego becomes god. my opinion of myself gets projected on other people. you can get paranoid thinking that everyone thinks you’re god. thats in addition to all the normal things. not having.a job, being antisocial, being content with boredom. when your ego thinks its god you become supremely lazy. girls hit on me constantly but im so focused on being god that i dont even notice. i had to get sober to see that Im not gay. Im god the divnine joke is that NOTHING is PERSONAL

Got to film a porno with my fwb and friend the other day. Did a POV shot of me fucking my fwb and filmed my female friend pegging my fwb. we were gonna do a scene where my friend pegged me while my fwb sucked me off but I got neevous. life is good.

once you realize that nothing is personal you will forgive everyone

if you want a long term relationship become an angel and attract an angel. it doesn’t matter what she looks like

The gov of the United States has effectively turned a blind eye to marijuana at this point. In 2018, when the Farm bill permitting hemp products to be sold over the counter, we got CBD. The market had to test the waters first. Delta 8 was underground, you could get it online. In 2020 we started seeing alternative versions of THC like delta 8, delta 10, thcp, thco, etc being sold in smokeshops and gas stations. Then came delta 9 thc edibles and now high thca "hemp" (anything with less than .3%delta 9thc* ) being sold online. *definitely just weed bred for low delta 9 as weed naturally has delta 9 at only around 2% anyway. now we wait to see which states are gonna crack down on hemp. don't expect dispensaries or dealers to be going anywhere

leaving for retreat in a week feeling nervous and good I’ve lost all trust in myself restricting free will temporaily to gain more control. addicted to short term pleasure as a coping mechanism for a lack of intimacy due to fear of intimacy. hmmm

Thus there is nothing waste, nothing dead in the universe; no chaos, no confusions, save in appearence. We might compare this to the appearence of a pond in the distance, where we can see the confused movement and swarming of the fish, without distinguishing the fish themselves. Thus we are that each living body has a dominante entelechy, which in case of an animal is the soul, but the members of this living body are full of other living things, plants and animals, of which each has in turn ita dominant entelechy or soul. Monadology, 69-70.

there's nothing wrong with wishful thinking it's normal to hold onto a belief because it's comfortable maybe the best belief is the one that makes you happiest truth = happiness ???? Moreover, it must be confessed that perception and that which depends upon it are inexplicable on mechanical grounds, that is to say, by means of figures and motions. And supposing there were a machine, so constructed as to think, feel, and have perception, it might be conceived as increased in size, while keeping the same proportions, so that one might go into it as into a mill. That being so, we should, on examining its interior, find only parts which work one upon another, and never anything by which to explain a perception. Thus it is in a simple substance, and not in a compound or in a machine, that perception must be sought for. La monadologie (17) https://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Gottfried_Leibniz#The_Monadology_(1714)

country with a homeless problem? build houses, put homeless people in them.

if artificial intelligence replaces all the jobs what are you gonna do? take a train somewhere just for the fuck of it and practice social skills

@Thought Art I had some deep awakenings with weed but I eventually had to stop because I started developing an addiction

it is quite psychedelic. which is why you really don't want to get addicted to it. don't want to live in that state all the time it makes it hard to appreciate your natural state. weed can mess you up psychologically especially if you're spiritually energetically sensitive

what do you make of this? kinda old but I wonder if the numbers start to favor god even more today https://www.pewresearch.org/religion/2009/11/05/scientists-and-belief/

@Carl-Richard would not be surpised if a lot of psychologists believe in psi, nde, etc

shoutout to chemists.

I thought the first use of 5 meo dmt was with the guy who wrote the pamphlet

OP you should do 5 meo when you're ready it'll say "pick me pick me pick me" when it's time.

@Brivido that seems like a slightly naive assumption. Sure, it's all You in the absolute sense. but a lion is also You, and can kill you.

and then this pops up

milo - zen scientist

bro watch the new game of thrones series suffering is good