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It’s been about 20ish hours I don’t like eating meat at all but I am also very lazy and don’t cook

fasting because of DMT near-breakthrough dose and reapeated watching simulation video and meditating on the experience

I want infinite love and infinite sex

5 meo cleans the crown chakra

to me the most curious aspect of 5 meo is the reactivation. different from a flashback, which can happen after any intense psychedelic experience. clearly 5 meo primes the user to have future breakthrough experiences, sober.

@Jowblob for sure consciousness affects the consensus world. there have been studies suggesting the ancient mind actually experienced supernatural entities talked about in folklore. look up the bicameral mind.

ketamine is definitely the most recreational drug I’ve taken, it’s even more recreational than weed imo

datura hallucinations are supposedly very realistic, think schizophrenia , having full on conversations with people before suddenly realizing they aren’t there. hence why a sitter is necessary

@billiesimon the geometry also tends to have an aliveness to it. geometry that are also alien entities. in my last trip I used a vape cart that I could keep hitting while already tripping hard and they would get excited and smile when I was gonna take another toke

that reminds me of this gem

that’s the one substance I personally would never do without a sitter. actual insanity for 6 hours

astral projection resources: intro to focus 10: helps to get in the mind awake body asleep mind state required. narrated by robert monroe who coined the out-of-body experience https://youtu.be/IeWH9u1-lD8 this is actually part two of the Gateway Experience tapes.

I nearly astral projected today as well. I could feel my astral body sit up out of my physical body after going into sleep paralysis during a nap. Man I wish I went deeper but fear got to me and I pulled myself out of it. a ringing sensation similar to the one I heard on DMT accompanies my sleep paralysis. makes me wonder about endogenous DMT and what happens “after” the body stops working.

one day I’ll have a proper breakthrough out of a bowl. one day I’ll get married. one day I’ll do everything.

think of a middle ages peasant going about their life. they live a brutal existence, but most of them don’t commit suicide. they instead create more humans who live in a slightly less brutal world. fast forward today, humans still deal with overwhelming amounts of suffering but most people don’t kill themselves and for the most part people who try to and fail are glad they failed. and I thought life was the problem. Lmao, fuck no. life is beautiful.

my previous experiences were extremely uncomfortable, tonight’s was joyous because I said YES to it and went deep yesterday’s trip I took a fat blinker followed by another big hit and got absolutely dickslapped. tonight I titrated, taking 3-4 second drags a few minutes apart for 10 - 15 ish minutes

how could I ever fall prey to addiction again? after all, now I am a changed individual weed was never my problem, the problem was always fear what I thought was god-realization was just ego inflation now I know God is Quiet

my thought process exactly. my trip felt like the people who claim to be abducted by aliens, when they get put on an operating table and the aliens are performing all sorts of experiments on them, coming out of it was like waking up from anasthesia I didnt so much see the entities as felt their presence

Ive only done nn dmt and haven’t broken through. on my last trip I hit a cartridge for about 15 seconds total. I got to a place that people call the “waiting room” / crystal wall. an entity gave me the choice to break through if I wanted but I chose not to , was afraid . I’m curious to try 5 meo because it seems cleaner,I think nn dmt freaked me out because the idea of seeing entities is scary to me. nn dmt felt eerily similar to being thrust directly into the peak of a 5 gram mushroom trip. ego death plus entities. are you more afriad of dying or of the unkown? nn seems like it targets fear of the unkown, of travelling to astral landscapes while 5 meo is more about the fear of death

AI and technology being used to enhance psychic abilities. interdimensional travel. People who’ve been abducted by aliens talk about this. Every part of the creation holographically contains the whole. access to unlimited information, which naturally leads to infinite love and compassion.

I am That by Nis

I used to want the world to end like ThanosXL. Now I know it’s all Good.

I like science people. I think a lot of science people are sad because they think they are robots. The multiverse is real, but it's an infinity of experiences not universes. infinity is every possible experience. look at an object, it could be anything . right now I'm looking at my laptop. now close your eyes and imagine the object. imagine it as clearly as you can. what's the difference between the object you see and the object you visualize?

I am eternal, with nothing at stake.

a celebrity is still just another brick in the wall. forget about recognition and just do whatever the fuck you want.