Oppositionless

just the brute fact of consciousness existing debunks physicalism

I’m pretty sure aliens use technology to enchance their psychic abilities. that’s how these craft are able to perform such jaw-dropping seemingly physically impossible maneuvers

@Yimpa it's pretty awful. my sophomore year of college was one long high. terrible grades, little to no social interaction.

yeah rosin is just the good shit. none of the plant matter. you can attain a similar effect by using a vaporizer. I've heard good things about the Mighty

I'm trying to reconcile the magic of God with the suffering and inequality in the world. I can see why people cling to materialism. in some ways it's a comforting philosophy, there's so much bad stuff in the world that believing in Love , Consciousness and God can lead to some major disappointment. it's hard for me to not feel like God is singling me out sometimes. sometimes synchronicities just feel like a "fuck you in particular" rather than a sign of good things to come.

both. he's both lol. wisdom and insanity are deeply connected, it's just a question of what kind of insanity. the problem with anti-vax is it's not insane enough

maybe it was the just the misogyny of the era reflected in his thought process. OR because deconstructing reality just takes big balls (metaphorically speaking).

Arthur Shoppenhauer and the Virgin Mary

I want something more clearheaded .

not interested in acid or mushrooms anymore

I love that for you. I really wish I could use cannabis without getting super addicted, wanting to be high 24/7

you’re in a very privileged position. most people going through intense suffering aren’t so fortunate, they just grit their teeth and power through it. If you don’t have a therapist you should really get one. what do you get out of this? you remind me of early 2000s atheist youtubers collectively jerking off their nihilism because it makes them feel like toughguys

@Breakingthewall well said . You wouldn’t have incarnated as a human if you didn’t want the full human experience

lets see meditation: produces peak experiences, insights from peak experiences transfer into daily life after the peak ends psychedelics: produce peak experiences, somehow insights from peak experiences don’t translate into daily life yeah not buying it lol.

Barbie is one of the most pro-men movies ever made. it's so pro-men that stupid, unconscious men think it's sexist! Ben Shapiro and Andrew Tate are not men. they are babies.

Imagine being so lost in the human dream that you engage in culture wars. Facts don't care about feelings. tee hee.

dismissal of testimonial as unscientific, lol! as if that wasn’t precisely what peer review and education are.

learn how to astral project, take psychedelics, prove to yourself that death is imaginary

Leo bitchslapped a lot of my nonduality out of me the other day. and then I had the following insight. for a philosophy that claims to be the antidote to suffering, is nonduality even a particularly beautiful or inspiring narrative? Wouldn’t it be more beautiful to retain your individuality? fuck being assimilated into the singularity. I want to explore the multiverse….

normies quit their pursuit of truth the moment they get a taste of immortality. that's as far as 99% of seekers will go, because that's the ego's primary concern. it's all about survival for the ego...

My thoughts directly influence reality. my emotions influence reality.

everything is cope religion is cope, materialism is cope, spirituality is cope, nihilism is cope, nonduality is cope, addiction is obviously cope. LYING is probably the biggest cope. the amount of lies I tell is disgusting, I should vomit. the first lie I remember telling is when I said my favorite Star Wars movie was A New Hope, even though my actual favorite was Return of the Jedi. I thought my older cousins would judge me for loving the ewoks or some bullshit. I feel like a sewer rat covered in sludge. but I can’t allow myself to fall into self loathing, because that would just be more cope. everything short of taking absolute, 100% responsibility for every aspect of life is cope. I chose this, all of it. fucking all of it is my creation. I am actively creating hell for myself.