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if we make drugs legal, we can then put resources into making safer alternatives to the most dangerous ones. see my post from earlier in the thread.

if trump were to get reelected, he would probably try to do exactly that , and we’d have another russia ukraine situtation. instead of, you know, drug policy refrom.

You are not merely the nondual universal consciousness. you will not be assimilated into some kind of hivemind, ever. you are an eternal, alone, GOD amongst infinite GODs.

I hit a dmt vape and within a few seconds I had no recollection of having done so. it felt like… like this new reality was just how it had always been. it’s also happened on ketamine, much more gently I’d say.

I like Leo's video on maturity because he keeps it very abstract. Now I know that if I stop manipulating people, keeping my bedroom neat and clean will happen .

Maybe if you realized you were God but somehow didn’t realize everyone else is also God, so you create a cult to have people worship you. or maybe you straight up believe that every other consciousness is an unconscious automation that you (your egomind) created to serve itself.

you lay down, very tired and groggy, the last thing you experience is this pleasant tired sensation. and then , instaneuously (if you don’t dream) the sun is up and you feel awake and recharged. you say to yourself you were asleep , but that’s only a story. it’s a continuous stream of experience between lying in bed tired and lying in bed with the sun shining on your face.

I just really think Leibniz has a much deeper understanding of reality and absolute solipsism than advaita. that’s all. But you gotta ignore all the unprovable, mostly unnecessary theories a that go along with his basic idea, that of the monad. the one, imagining it's world. and if anything in this dream corresponds to something real, which all of life and infinite intelligence suggests, then that other being is equally infinite, absolute, sovereign. thus all is not one, actually. but of course everything IS one. it's confusing. everything is consciousness, yet everything (every being) is absolutely alone and individual.

This post is kinda arrogant. imagine someone with schizophrenia reading this and taking psychedelics because of it. that would be a disaster.

if you make tea with 3 grams it can hit you as hard as 5 or 6 grams eaten

what are you taking? I find it virtually impossible to focus on lsd or shrooms. lsd especially makes my mind verrry eratic. hence I want to try pharmahusca.

women often don’t need to turn to mysticism. they just get it.

Manifestation is useful in times of crisis but otherwise I just want to embrace the flow of life

I've decided that paying too much attention to the coincidences can make me feel a little crazy. I'm so pissed off at myself for smoking more again. everything seems so significant when Im high .

use your monkey brain

nn DMT will get you there. I remember how terrifying it was to be downstairs from my parents realizing I imagined them.

idealism is the logical consequence of epistemic solipsism. instead of just saying "my first person subjective experience in the present moment is all that exists" you say "first person subjective experience in the present moment is all that exists." that's idealism / absolute solipsism. you can go further and realize that absolute solipsism is equivalent to direct realism, which was the "metaphysics" (taken for granted fact) of our ancient ancestors.

I don't remember what episode it was, but Vice had an interview with someone who created a legal drug that mimicked meth but was less addictive/dangerous, and suddenly a bunch of addicts were switching to the legal drug and it saved a bunch of lives. and then they made the new drug illegal too.

@Adrian colby “back in my day weed was this fun thing to do with your friends. you kids’ weed is way too much”

I thought a heroic dose was anything above 5. 10 is a monstrous dose lol. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PFWbj9G9QK0&t=3s&pp=ygUYbWVnYSBkb3NlIG1pc2hyb29tIHZpdmVj

it might be the closest derivative to delta 9 thc. most vape cartridges are gonna be a blend. but hhc / hhcp is very powerful. maybe just a little shorter than delta 9. hhc and its analogues have a stronger mental component than delta 8 or delta 10 thc

after 16 days, we found my cat these last two weeks have been some of the most transformative since my breakup two years ago I learned that everything that happens to me is a necessary part of my development. and I learned that law of attraction is a real phenomenon some of the interesting manifestations that happened leading up to finding my cat: seeing her name on social media meeting someone named Zian, the first Zian or Xian I've ever met seeing my old roomate who originally found the cat for the first time in a year and a half seeing one of my coworkers at an open mic poetry event meeting a girl I have chemistry with at the same event seeing Vincent Van Gogh references everywhere

Xian - “are there dimensions of consciousness beyond awarness?” Pythahoras - “no, but God is infinitely clever.” Elara - “all this talk of awareness, God and infinity has my head swimming. But I grasp how reality is a dance of souls. The city, nature, humanity, all part of an intimate union.” Pythagoras - “God is so clever that all awareness, all souls know how to mirror each other perfectly. Every atom is in the perfect place in a pre-established harmony of monads. One, infinity and zero are three numbers I find most adequte in describing Consciousness. Atoms, and indeed all ideas have their own Consciousness. Everything is alive with God’s radiance.” Bai - “Pythagoras, the chicken is ready. It’s a good thing I was here, otherwise all you philosophers would surely starve in the desert.” Xian - “And if the gods hadn’t chosen you, none of us would be here!”

so, between my lsd, mushrooms, and smoked dmt, I’ve never exactly had the most pleasant experiences. I’ve had good times, and I’ve had a few “holy shit” moments, but I never really felt any divine love or beautiful realizations. for the most part I’ve done a lot of shadow work and seen a lot of spooky things. even positive trips have often still be a little bit spooky and uncomfortable. I want something more clearheaded, so I’ve decided to manifest some pharmahusca and 2CB. cheers.