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Is the doorknob conscious ? I don't even know if you are conscious

@OBEler Even with 20 mg I didn't get the God realization I was looking for, but I feel the best I have in months .

I intuitively feel that 5 meo dmt would be best paired with mescaline . I don't know how to explain it, maybe because both have a solar energy , that's the combination I most want to try.

Seems a little absurd to travel a bajillion light years just to muck around in someone's corn field.

Break your mind with the divine comedy.

It's an interesting thought experiment, sometimes I ponder whether every painful thing that has happened to me was fully deserved.

The facilitator I get it from has had these spray bottles for awhile now... would a cartridge be as effective as the e mesh? He doesn't offer the pure powder, possibly for his own protection.

Yeah, getting psychedelics is no problem for me, but I sometimes feel as if I'm only utilizing 10% of their potential . It would be helpful to receive some training in how to use them better. also, it would be nice to meet some of yall irl

It never occured to me that buying psyches in a semi-legal fashion was one of the perks of a first world country but you're absolutely right. But even in India, the way I think might help you find what you're looking for. To avoid the dark web I think in terms of: 1.) Fully legal plants, or seeds 2.) Unscheduled research chemicals, as well as comsumer products containing them 3.) Religious exemptions (IE scheduled substances that the government turns a blind eye to due to religious practice)

I'd you can't get 4-AcO-DMT, I've heard 4-PrO-DMT is extremely similar if not the same.

I wish I could tell you. It depends heavily on where you live... in the US and Canada it's stupid easy for a wide variety of substances . Ive never ordered on the dark net.

Fuck it, I’m quitting now. I’ve been taking this for about a year and eight months. The big problems didn’t start until about two months ago, when I noticed it was messing with my sleep. At first, it was just feeling a little too stimulated at bedtime—something a bit of pacing around my room could fix. But in the past two weeks, I’ve had probably four unintentional all-nighters from this stuff. I’m not sure whether it’s from withdrawals between doses or the compound building up over time, but it’s officially gone from “chill herbal supplement” to full-blown addiction in my eyes. I suspect it is due to its serotonergic activity, which is distinct and secondary to its action at the opioid receptors. I’ve already made an appointment with my psychiatrist to get meds to help with the acute withdrawal phase. No sense trying to taper—I’m an addict, and if I have any around, I’ll always want more. Cheers 👌 PS: If you read a lot of my posts, you might know that I’ve also recently quit nicotine and weed. I’m not sure what prompted me to suddenly quit all my substance addictions at once, but there are a few possibilities: The 5 MeO breakthrough from 5 weeks ago The Zen sesshin from 4 months ago The book Self-Compassion by Kristin Neff Meeting a really, really lovely girl. It doesn’t look like we’ll be together, but it is still a powerful energy The consequences hitting me harder than ever before, possibly because all of the above have increased my awareness 🗿 ❤️😴

The 5 meo trip took me to God , the one , everything and every one merged into a singularity and I was generating it by being conscious of it and I knew if I stopped being conscious of it it would cease to exist. Cannabis and NN dmt showed me the same thing but there was still a witness. I understand you may not want to hear this as you've been struggling with solipsism, so I want to reassure you that these are just insights arising with a certain experience and ultimately none of this matters , life is meant to be lived .

I've only done mushrooms lsd dmt and 5 meo dmt (and ketamine and dxm if you count those) in terms of mindfuck mushrooms > dmt > dxm > ketamine > lsd > 4 ho met > 5 meo dmt I've done 4 ho met 4 times , 5 meo once and the rest over a dozen times I guess the 5 meo mind fuck is realizing you imagined the entire universe, but nm dmt already did that and paired it with the most absurd alien geometry , and on psilocybin my consciousness merges with demonic alien beings I don't know where to place weed because I lived in that low level psychosis headspace for several years .

You guys find psilocybin cartoony? Wow, that would be fun. My most recent trips on it (and honestly all my trips on mushrooms) have been deeply unsettling to traumatizing. In terms of visuals, emotions , and ego death. I don't know exactly how to describe my ego deaths on psilocybin. It's not as clean and blissful as a 5 meo breakthrough , nor is it as gentle as a ketamine ego dissociation. It's like being being torn apart by an alien death machine. 4 HO MET is cartoony @Lyubov I want to try mescaline too but I'm hesitant about hurting such a pretty cactus . You can buy it as a houseplant , I would probably just wanna snuggle it instead of turn it into soup.

I was being mildy shitpostey but also I'm somewhat serious... porn can make you violent just like alcohol can.

You're the funniest person on this forum. I busted out laughing reading this. I've actually been trying to model something like your form of humor (which I suppose isn't intentional) in my own posts .

@Someone here I used to vape till I gagged and threw up , I probably threw up a dozen times, one time I threw up in my car , many times was out of breath driving on the interstate worried I would lose consciousness and crash my car . The book Self Compassion by Kristin Neff led to spontaneous quitting of nicotine and weed . Love 🙏

I want to warn you though, Most days kind of suck until I have my first kratom . I can't imagine how bad it would be if you got dependent on 7 oh. One day soon I'll get off it.

@Someone here porn addiction is almost as destructive as hard drug addiction . On the addiction tier list , porn is between alcohol and meth

I use kratom daily , not happy about it, but it takes the edge off. 7oh meh doesn't last long enough and not that much stronger imo, especially with tolerance .

Is pickup like gettting a shaktipat transmission from a guru for enlightenment. In person you receive the pickup transmission and now you have the power to approach . I passed up on the oppurtunity to go on a free tour bc I was in a relationship , thought I was being noble, she hurt me and now I feel foolish, but I don't want to turn to the dark side either . It's a fine line between contempt and corruption.

I've really been internally bitching about being too shy to cold approach (something that can easily be fixed by finding a decent wing) , and meanwhile people can't walk. Fuck. Would it be worth going into serious debt for prosthetics ?

My friend told me "everyone who is alive wants to die" and I said "everyone who is dead wants to be alive"

I'm not @Jowblob but many of us on the forum have had astral projections . Some have learned remote viewing. I'm not sure if anyone here claims telekinesis but I'm gonna post a YouTube video from someone who teaches it. There's even one person on the forum who claims to be a breatharian (not needing to eat). I pressed him heavily on it and he never wavered.