Oppositionless

Second this. Trazadone or seroquel have saved me from a bad trip in the past if I do lsd it's a must , just for the sake of getting sleep

Lol, now I'm imagining ralston having an existential crisis at an ayahuasca ceremony.

Do you have a teacher ?

I wanna get high I don't wanna get high I wanna get high I don't wanna get high I wanna get high I don't wanna get high I wanna get high I don't want to have another anxiety attack if I get high im gonna have an anxiety attack

The hardest part of being a democrat must be convincing people who don't pay attention to the issues (because the ones who do, well, it's usually a given) to vote. trump makes it easy

I had no idea anyone read this. I'm honored, thank you.

I actually feel worse today, but also I have more desire to live, right now I just need some buzzfeed spirituality to distract me from the worst depression I've felt in years. God I miss 2019. I had everything I could have wanted. If I only just got my head out of my ass and didn't abuse weed it could have been the greatest time of my life. Now everything is so much harder. My addiction is causing more problems than ever, I can barely get a week sober. I'm fucking DROWNING and Im so SICK OF IT!

Strangely I feel more connected to other people than ever Maybe because I don't take good friends for granted anymore. "Other" being the exception rather than the rule anyway, I stay busy celebrating Brat Summer

Construct awareness Like a solipsist dog in a machine

That's actually something I thought of as well. If I leave my wallet at home, I can still get food with Apple pay

Twelve step groups all talk about losing the desire to compulsively take drugs but how does one actually lose the desire ? I keep freaking myself out on weed and I'm sick of it, but I also love it. Its an objectively worse state of consciousness than sobriety but it's so alluring.

Congrats on 7 months 🎉

I wish I was never born Ive been spending so much time researching near death experiences Thinking about how great it will be to finally be free

It doesn't feel easy. I feel like I need a bodyguard to kick my ass every time I think about going to the smoke shop .

I remember coming to in my friends truck after another horrible night , barely lucid on a cold winter night. This song was like a vague flickering light in the horrible darkness. Then I had the best couple months of my life . Now life sucks again, but it's not as bad as it was the first time I heard this song. Edit, glad I was born now

I'm only getting married when God comes down from heaven and tells me "this one."

Creatives are tapped into the collective consciousness

I met a kid named Xian while I was writing a short story about a Chinese monk , Xian i never met one before that I saw the guy who found me a cat when the cat went missing. After that I knew she would come back , and she did. I "knew" someone was going to attempt to assassinate either trump or an SC justice a few days before it happened

Isolation primarily

It's interesting because the definition of child and adult changes as you age. I guess to answer the question of what is and is not a child is "would it be appropriate to have a romantic relationship with this person?" To me an 18 year old is far too young and still a child, but to a 50 year old I'm a kid (24) the thing about duality is that it is entirely relativistic, and that's why it isn't ultimately real. People from California don't swim in the ocean without a wetsuit. People vacationing from Canada do.

False. This isn't a giant douche vs turd sandwhich. Its stage orange power hungry but still moral vs stage red power hungry and morally bankrupt

Have fun ! I need to do one of those. Seems like a great way to bring the insights given by chemicals down to earth and integrate them.

I don't think spiral dynamics is related to awakening. Stage purple/red shamans can drink some ayahuasca, realize they're God, and still perform black magic to curse and kill the other tribes.

You are the entire puzzle. I think you're making a very common mistake, see, even though you aren't conscious of the whole, you are in fact the whole. Its like a dream, your awareness is confined to the perspective of the dream character, but you're also imagining the other characters , and the landscape . So you are others, and the universe, even though you're not conscious of it. You, your real self, isn't confined to what you're conscious of. At least that's what psychedelics have revealed to me.

Curious, is it a Peter Ralston intensive?