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You could try giving him some psychedelics Im sorry for your loss❤️🌈

In my experience the most powerful natural technique I used was the gateway tapes , but two days of kriya already seem promising as well

Great, now I know I'm doing it right . Im pretty sure it's the kundalini lol .

Firefox but I'm probably gonna switch to brave on mobile . I just dislike chromium but the firefox app is frustrating .

Leo do you prefer 4 aco or oral NN dmt? I can get 4 aco at the gas station

I'm gonna try this. Kriya yoga in the morning and vipassana meditation at night. Also regular , body based yoga 3-4 times a week (at a studio bc I'm looking for a wife ). I bet that would be a really great synergy.

I think that was Ramakrishna. I remember Sadhguru telling that story, he said that when he refused food one day his wife new the end was near.

Do you vape it? I heard the indigenous peoples would chew it and it's more "chill", relatively speaking .

@Natasha Tori Maru interesting . Horrifying but interesting . Haha. I remember on mushrooms when these entities were taking over my mind I could see a giant machine made of human body parts that was pulling my ego into it, piece by piece of my identity getting pulled into this machine . It sounds like we both experienced having our identity replaced .

5 Meo is intense but you know what you're in for , and once you've done it a few times your body learns what to do with the energy and it's almost like taking a nap in God's stillness. Mushrooms are possessed , extraterrestrial entities are entering my body and taking control . Ego death but somehow more terrifying and violent than 5 meo, like being torn apart rather than turning into light. @Natasha Tori Maru that's actually quite similar to me with mushrooms, maybe salvia would be a 10 for me too

It's certainly a lot better than drinking smoking weed and doing drugs.

Excellent , this reminds me of how I want a science gf. I actually want my partner to be like 50% as interested in spirituality as me.

Love is God, of course it's going to destroy the ego. The one time I truly loved a woman I ran away and destroyed my life for two years .

Big furry friend, somehow an apex predator but also one of the cutest animals , right behind seals , lol. What would be the difference between logic being discovered or being perfectly constructed? When I awakened to timelessness I became conscious that the absolute is both absolute stillness but also contains every possible form , which would mean that form and formlessness are equally absolute . Logic / math how these eternal forms relate to one another .

On a scale of 1 to 10 how scary is salvia? For me , 5 meo is a 3, NN dmt is a 7, mushrooms are a 9.

I'm not anti siddhi but I'm anti comparing yourself to genetic freaks who do superhuman things. It is possible to be fully awakened and not have any special powers , in fact this is very likely the norm.

Do you think people like Martin Ball who claim permanent awakening from 5 meo are tricking themselves? Or do you just think for your own genetics 5 meo is only temporary?

I'm not highly experienced in either 5 meo or kriya yoga but I would suspect they both lead to permanent shifts, but different. 5 meo might lead to permanent nondual realization but without touching the vasanas / egoic tendencies . Also how powerful a technique is is directly proportional to how dangerous it is. Kriya yoga is more powerful and more dangerous than mediation , 5 meo dmt is the most powerful and therefore the most dangeorus. It might be hazardous to take enough 5 meo to cause permanent awakening, depending on the person

What are the most powerful Kriyas? Sadhguru, Stevens or Gamana?

Do you disagree with the law of identity, that things are as they are? Do you deny God = God, bear = bear? This is what I mean by mathematics.

Logic and by extension math are absolute .

It feels like I am alone in the infinite stillness consciousness and reality. The past present and future already exist , consciousness is seeing a limited version of the Absolute. The Absolute is consciousness and contains every possibility within it. There is only now , consciousness and the absolute.

I was walking around under a table at a bar my parents brought me to at rheee, before that two year old me was in an uncles office

I had to accept that I am evil, pure evil .

Now that I'm back in samsara it's irrelevant because all I can think of is my ego, I know I could do more right now but I can't do it just to escape illusion. It only works when you're truth motivated and right now I know I'm not .