Oppositionless

You don't know why you would create this. It's horrible . That's something you have to keep asking yourself .

I wish I could do it by will but it just happens. I got frustrated trying to practice it . It started happening after my first dmt trip.

I like 4 ho met a lot .

The emptiness has persisted... I did a number on my brain over the years, but trying to restart my meditation practice, tripping, and microdosing 4 ho met has been beneficial.

Psychonaut wiki tends not to have dosage information for plugging... is it , say, generally 10-15% more than instranasal?

My advice is if you start going out a lot and still can't break through the mental hurdle and approach, find a pickup guru (wingman) to transmit the vibe.

My experience is that exactly . The love aspect is something I had to get clean to start to see. 5 meo and NN help too.

People are fools if they say it that bluntly. The less foolish , but still incorrect in my experience , is that psychedelics don't permanently raise consciousness. Being addicted to weed made me conscious of solipsism. I'm still conscious of it 40 days sober.

I have this . I thought maybe it would be too hot for DMT.

I relate to you , meditation also works really well for me, I'm fortunate. I did a solo retreat when I was a teenager where I dissolved the sensory field into vibrating energy after just a few days. I'm just pretty undisciplined lol, hence the desire for the monastery. @Joshe my dominant function is extroverted , not introverted, intuition, I'm an ENTP.

How long have you been meditating , how consistently and what would you say your daily average has been. I don't care much for daily practice but you make me reconsider... still if I'm doing daily practice I feel it should be minimum 4 hours (that's the amount they do at the Zen monastery an hour from me, during not retreat weeks). I meditate for like 20 minutes to an hour , one to three times a week. But I want to go to the monastery, once I make save up enough money to not work for 6 months +, and stay there until I achieve permanent awakening, smoking 5 meo dmt in my apartment on my days off(tues and wed during non retreat weeks are free) ,

I'm gonna do like 8 mg nasal , so four sprays, and when that peaks I'm gonna hit the cartridge, next time. Yeah it just seems like the safest way for me to get it at the moment , there are reasons mostly related to my addiction history for why I don't use other avenues. My roommate doesn't have an e mesh, but he has a specialized pipe (idk what it's called) made for smoking dmt .

I have a nasal spray that is two mg of 5 meo dmt per spray . I was wondering if , to have a full release, I need to do my entire dose (say, 16-20 mg) at once, or if I can ease into a break through by taking one to two pumps every couple minutes. From what I understand nasal lasts around 45 minutes , and there is no tolerance, so theoretically a breakthrough could be achieved gradually.

Is the doorknob conscious ? I don't even know if you are conscious

@OBEler Even with 20 mg I didn't get the God realization I was looking for, but I feel the best I have in months .

I intuitively feel that 5 meo dmt would be best paired with mescaline . I don't know how to explain it, maybe because both have a solar energy , that's the combination I most want to try.

Seems a little absurd to travel a bajillion light years just to muck around in someone's corn field.

Break your mind with the divine comedy.

It's an interesting thought experiment, sometimes I ponder whether every painful thing that has happened to me was fully deserved.

The facilitator I get it from has had these spray bottles for awhile now... would a cartridge be as effective as the e mesh? He doesn't offer the pure powder, possibly for his own protection.

Yeah, getting psychedelics is no problem for me, but I sometimes feel as if I'm only utilizing 10% of their potential . It would be helpful to receive some training in how to use them better. also, it would be nice to meet some of yall irl

It never occured to me that buying psyches in a semi-legal fashion was one of the perks of a first world country but you're absolutely right. But even in India, the way I think might help you find what you're looking for. To avoid the dark web I think in terms of: 1.) Fully legal plants, or seeds 2.) Unscheduled research chemicals, as well as comsumer products containing them 3.) Religious exemptions (IE scheduled substances that the government turns a blind eye to due to religious practice)

I'd you can't get 4-AcO-DMT, I've heard 4-PrO-DMT is extremely similar if not the same.

I wish I could tell you. It depends heavily on where you live... in the US and Canada it's stupid easy for a wide variety of substances . Ive never ordered on the dark net.