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Whenever I watch shows about the past I realize how fucking privileged I am . Great work. Much easier to stay disciplined and make cool art when you realize how lucky you are.

I got addicted to weed because it caused many awakenings. And I was watching my body not in control as it went for more because I was losing the doer, or at least, I thought I was losing the doer, before this I was highly disciplined. Now I'm pretty disciplined again, now that I have sober spiritual practice for 6 months haven't smoked in two months and access the bliss state without drugs.

You can probably get weed mushrooms or cacti anywhere in the world without a ton of effort . Only the cactus would be legal , and is the hardest to prepare. Theres also the grey market if you know what to look for.

Yes deconstructing the doer lead to a bad addiction .

@Leo Gura I'm glad you made that post, the best creatives never specialize. lately I've been shooting videos, writing poems and making beats, I watched some of your earlier videos and suddenly became very creative with big vision, but I also credit that to 6 months of training kriya yoga daily even when I don't want to.

Watched this one for the first time the other day, I'm now motivated to fall in love with my life. Video topics could be practical or more philosophical but I'm leaning more towards practical at the moment.

I think studies have shown that , controlling for deteriorating health, people tend to get happier as they age :D.

You would have lost your old self no matter what, thats just life. Even if you never did any spirituality, the person you are now is going to die , soon you won't even remember what it was like to be this person . I think most people feel this way sometimes. But I've learned that nostalgia is tricky and usually not a super trustworthy metric. It's easy to ignore the bad and focus on the good when you're not living through something anymore. Like sometimes I get nostalgic for my early 20s, but I also know that my early 20s was HELL. Lol.

Pretty sure that stuff is a metaphor our consciousness generates to make sense of the awakening.

Did you opinion on 2C-B change drastically for the better in the last few months? What does it do for you? Great work .

I heard the most similar is ketamine / dissociatives.

Do you have cool ones? Anything like this? If I could have ones like this I would probably not feel the need to take psychedelics, altho Juliana does take them frequently so maybe that means there's some serious differences, still, this is crazy, I have no reason to believe she's lying , crazy shit I wish I could do it.

Maybe yoga nidra, that's yogic sleep. I've never had an obe from this channel but it's always been worthwhile, sometimes blissful sometimes trippy.

Found out my old meditation teacher broke his back . After a full year of misfortune . For some reason some people seem to have worse luck than others , I'm not sure what to make of it, to be clear I'm not talking about genetics or life circumstances I just mean some people seem to attract misfortune.

Early Leo was fire. Present Leo is also fire but I sometimes feel better listening to old Leo 🤣 Realizing now that Leo's old videos are better for manifestation than pretty much any of the so called manifestation videos I've seen. Also much better than stage orange self help, but I could be biased lmao.

Ive been posting some raps on my Substack lately Put it in perspective , I don't even know how I survived it. Sexual healing is possible, and today I'm getting money, motherfucker I'm on one. When I become God no one can stop me, run trains with my angels,ib. You are the formless , only the absolute is real . We get bitches, we some bitches, we are the bitches, I'm good im so fucking feeling that's on God that's cause God is good motherfuckin on one cooling it she's drooling with it, in her mouth, im her daddy , she's my baby, God that's on God, so fire it's so fucking fire I'm in it I'm feeling it motherfucker I'm it . That's 12 hoes in a line that's 12 hoes in my dime and they're all feeling it . Bitches talk money but don't wanna talk god . That's why when I talk money I'm talking god, you brought down the light but you're covered in shit

People with a powerful spirit , who are meant to bring down light from heaven, often are unhappy at young age , until they awaken to God and to their life purpose .

Surely that can't be all there is to it. There's some marketing involved. It's easier to become known as a YouTuber than as a graphic artist . The best thing is to create massive value for your inner circle

Before falling asleep . Most likely to occur if I'm awake late, 3 am seems to be the time it's likely to occur . They usually aren't very remarkable , I think the really spectacular life changing obes you hear about are likely down to genetics .

Do you do partial kechari or full kechari?

I can sort of have out of body experiences if I really work at it for weeks . Like if I replaced my whole kriya yoga routine with the gateway experience tapes I could prolly start having random obes within a month or two, not worth it imo, kriya yoga is too good , God realization is better. If you wanna have an obe just smoke some dmt.

Great for cell phone neck. If you do kriya yoga also good to know , you may have been doing it wrong . Dr K has also mentioned he assigns throat chakra practices to clients who want to create more success in life.