Realms of Wonder

In the midst of fear and uncertainty, I double down on Love. I dont know what is next I dont know who I am I do not know how I will become financially free I dont even know how to commit to that vision. But I choose love, and I trust that it will guide me through the fear I face

My Life purpose (as it stands) is to play music that guides people into states of LOVING introspection, revealing their true nature. I see others, and myself, as often afraid to look honestly at the self, our beliefs and deceptions, our own bullshit, do you face fear as well? If you answered Yes to the question, what would it take for you to have the courage to Introspect? If you answered no, Why not?

@Someone here This is going to sound rude, but dont take this the wrong way, I mean it with love. What I see happening from a big picture with your posts, is. 1. Post a statement about who you are, or your point of view. 2. Explain your logic behind why you think what you think. A story. 3. Debate people that disagree. It seems that you post these not to understand deeper, or to be open to different perspectives, but instead to re-affirm that what you believe is true. I could be wrong, I have been before, I dont know you personally, but I do know that there is a lot more to who you are than is shown through your posts. I want to understand why you come to the forum and say the things you say. Are you searching for deeper a understanding? Why do you post anything on here at all?

Well.. Life is full of difficult truths, and so is business. Here is what I face. 1. No one cares about my product. 2. Marketing and sales is way more important than even I assumed. 3. One idea isn't enough, I need ten twenty, thirty, 100 ideas before I find one that works in the market place. 4. it may be years before I am financially free. Its all good though! I feel so energized and excited, I am finally DOING SOMETHING!! not just theorizing and acting like I am making progress.

Interesting! How did that start? Were you always trying to debunk yourself even as a kid? THANK YOU! I am really glad you enjoyed it, its just the beginning, so thanks for the positivity.

I can tell you are very passionate about Music, your relationship to yourself and others, and how Music can help people process and integrate trauma. I think that's beautiful. First and foremost, how has music helped your process trauma? More and more I see that the music I make will help others, but first it will help me to learn to love myself and be more authentic, while giving me a way to contemplate and process my trauma and difficulty on this path. in the future, I want to give that to others as a gift. Love hearing your explain your impact on others. To clarify. When I said "I want to forge a new path in the music industry, to be a successful independent artist that creates music that thousands and millions of people are drawn to. A star." I wasn't thinking about Money of fame. obviously I Want to be financially free, but that's not the reason WHY I want to play music and share it with the world. Being a star, I mean it more literally, a bright shining light in the night sky which is a luminescent body in the distance. I mean shining as brightly as I can, to illuminate the consciousness of myself, then others. in the kind of way that Leo is a star, or a really good friend can be a star to you. Connection is the key, Love. That we have in similarity. Did you always know music was your heart? Film score ? do you want to write for films as well? Every day. thanks for the thoughtful response @VioletFlame

Do you experience any fear while looking within, into the "belly of the beast"?

Is there no fear at all for you as you self-reflect, ask deep questions, and face your inner demons? Indie Electronic and Electronic! Here is my spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0DlHIJf020gvms9f1FWPPA?si=Y5FX1rQ-S2iDta9XFRtJQg Older instrumentals on SoundCloud as well if your interested: https://soundcloud.com/paul-wyatt-8

Thank you, those are all very good pointers.

Thank you for sharing!

What specific songs?

Re-watching Leos Video "The Psychology of Small Business Success." for the 4th time, and here are the questions generated from it. What business ideas do I have? Be a life coach Freelance music producer Freelance melody writer Authenticity coach Who will buy my melody services? Musicians who don’t know how to write powerful melodies. Musicians without the time to sit and think of a melody. Musicians that are not connected to music like I am. Musicians that want to understand how to write melody New musicians who don’t know how to produce their own music. Who will want this? Spiritually connected musicians that value authenticity, beauty, and Love. Musicians that want powerful, authentic melodies for their songs. Musicians that want something different then the vanilla mainstream melodies and songs. What mundane details am I missing? How much money I need to quit my day job? How freelancers get clients on fiverr? How to get clients? How to get people to see my gig? How to turn views into clients? How to earn money with fiverr? How does sales and marketing play into my business? Sales: I need to sell my gig to them before they even talk with me. The video, the examples, the description, hell, the title! Marketing: I don’t know! How do I get eyeballs? What is my strategy for getting eyeballs for my product? What is my strategy for getting people to pay me for my product? How will I get noticed? What is my practical strategy to convert eyeballs to cash? How am I going to generate cashflow? What tools do I have to help me create a strategy that will work? What practical problems do I face? What unique angle in my niche? What is my leverage point? What is going to be the thing that I am using to generate power? Personality? Maybe my unique point of view? How do I strategize my style? What is my style? What makes my style different? What is the actual mechanism through which cashflow is generated? How is this business a research project? How can I focus deeper on my business? How can I commit more? How do I make this a life or death situation? How do I make this serious? If I don’t do this, all of my dreams are going down the toilet, I will never be free. How do I make it so that I know there is no option to fail? How do I make a full commitment? How do I deal with the emotions of this process? What exactly do I need to research to be successful? What possibilities are there for me? What things have practical value to people? What problems do people have in their lives? Use that as a seed. How can I prove one marketing avenue? How do I prove my cashflow? Can I generate a sale? How can I develop self governance?

Personal Bias: Independent Music Artist.

THANK YOU! its a great first step. thanks for reading along

a bit on the nose thanks for sharing!

AWESOME. DO you listen to Kanye a lot?

This whole movies soundtrack is awe inspiring. so peaceful, sad, deep, powerful, thanks for reminding me of this! Awesome, not within my usual musical "world" thank yo for introducing me! its beautiful. YES. classic, Coldplay is special. Thank you for making the time to respond so thoughtfully.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT! ITS UP! https://www.fiverr.com/truthfulmusic/create-authentic-beautiful-melodies-for-you I have posted my first gig. I understand that there is still a lot of work I can do on it to make it more attractive, but HOLY SHIT! I did it!

Why do you care what Leo is? Be honest with yourself, are you using this thread to distract from the fact that you aren’t doing the work? Seriously, why expend the effort to critique something completely outside your control? why do you care so much?

In the end, Leo is NOT responsible for you, or me, how we feel and what we do in our lives. We could sit here and point fingers all day, but how does that help? I personally like his style on the forum, he isn't as serious as in his videos, he is the kind of person I would want to be friends with, he is truthful, says what he thinks, is willing to be wrong, and pushes us to be better.

Interesting! I never considered funky music to be a connection to love, shows how biased my music tastes are. Thank you for sharing! I love that description "Cosmic musical party."

Wow. Thank you for making the time to share these. EVEN MORE LISTENING! yay

Interesting question, the only thing I have to compare my capacity of love to... Is myself in the past. I used to be so much more hypocritical, I used people, I manipulated people, I took without giving, I didn't show them attention or give them approval or praise, I was toxic and mean. Not that I am no longer those ways, but now more important to me is, understanding others, their motivations, accepting them for who they a re, seeing the good in them even if they dont. giving them my attention. its not "easy" but it IS easier than it used to be. I "feel" others, (INFJ-A,) and often can tell if my presence is loving or not, but its a continual process. I want to be ultimately loving, but that's decades away I think a more accurate estimate of how loving someone is, is how they treat themselves.

What specific songs?

WOW. Goosebumps, never heard this band before, and this is not a style of music I am used to, but the power in it is deep. WOW... That's a lot of love. Such clean guitar paired with the piano, thank you for sharing! @Carl-Richard