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If there is no longer a preference, why not? If the time is right. Sadhguru's wife left behind a child. Why is one form of mahasamadhi more valid than another?

An old curse I made: "One day the sun won't rise, and you will mourn. Your world will fall to dust, your humiliation will be ten fold. Do not mistreat the feminine, do not mistreat the vulnerable." I think it's where so called curses originated from. Mistreatment rather than ill will. Covid is just one case of where the 'sun' didn't rise in time. Covid is a manifestation of narcissism.

The universe will set up an exercise course for you

Preparations: Wallowing. Embracing pain. Going general. Isolation/ solitude. Sleep. Meditation. Distraction. Not feeding negativity. Feeding positivity. Optimism on almost all subjects. Time

Humor Find that mindset and vision that inspires you. When I was at my 'funniest' I was like a little pixie getting into all kinds of trouble. Bouncing here and there. Mischevious. Airy, care free, laughter occurring naturally like breathing. I would attract similar beings and we would play off eachother.

Find that mindset and vision that inspires you. When I was at my 'funniest' I was like a little pixie getting into all kinds of trouble. Bouncing here and there. Mischevious. Airy, care free, laughter occurring naturally like breathing. I would attract similar beings and we would play off eachother.

Putting pictures or text or poems into a folder or a board.

Why don't you make a dream board or magical creation box focused on women? Instead of focusing on the lack, absorb yourself in it's presence.

I think he has mental illness. The way he treated another YouTube mukbanger leads me to suspect so. Perhaps this is his path of least resistance toward mental health: support from viewers, a feeling of oneness from eating together, someone to spill his grievances with, the feeling of existing and being significant from high view/subscriber count

Track the tasks that have enormous amounts of potential behind them (sit up, stand up, walk, exercise) but that are ridiculously easy. It will leave you feeling inspired. Let your centre of gravity be meditation and stillness. Track time off phone meditating.

How to quit an addiction You want momentum. Start with installing the small things in a habit app like habitica. Stuff like 'stand up', 'walk', 'start reading', 'start exercise'. Do that for a very very long time until you become bored. Then introduce new tasks outside the habit app with no tracking. Too much tracking and expectation will cause burn out. Only track the easy stuff. Quitting addictions is an advanced stage in momentum. Eventually you'll gain enough momentum and will to quit your addictions. It will feel fun and exciting.

You want momentum. Start with installing the small things in a habit app like habitica. Stuff like 'stand up', 'walk', 'start reading', 'start exercise'. Do that for a very very long time until you become bored. Then introduce new tasks outside the habit app with no tracking. Too much tracking and expectation will cause burn out. Only track the easy stuff. Quitting addictions is an advanced stage in momentum. Eventually you'll gain enough momentum and will to quit your addictions. It will feel fun and exciting.

There will be integration of the pros of the past as we move up the spiral. Just be patient. There will be a return to nature, close knit communities etc. Technology + women's rights + integration trumps the past.

Psychedelics can serve as an activator for what is already there. You don't need more than a few doses for an activation that can last a lifetime. 99% of the work is off psychedelics. Imo

Thank you

What do I love most about life? Service and selflessness. Exiting my isolation and the engrossment in my thought stories to assist. Complete dropping away of selfhood with the dawning of the severity of the situation. Realizing my value in the play and the value in my preparations. Meeting angels along the path. The humor, the joy in the process.

Service and selflessness. Exiting my isolation and the engrossment in my thought stories to assist. Complete dropping away of selfhood with the dawning of the severity of the situation. Realizing my value in the play and the value in my preparations. Meeting angels along the path. The humor, the joy in the process.

@Gianna Hm. Interesting. That's very true. Almost every time I let go of people and stopped trying I had a breakthrough. I think also that when you feel safe conditions and circumstances can arise for you to face and clear. Kinda like how trauma frequently doesn't arise until adulthood when we are established and it's safe to explore those parts of ourselves.

I wouldn't say law of attraction is always accurate. You can be doing everything in your power and conditions can get worse initially for a long time. That could make someone give up. There are many stubborn factors at play. Sometimes this life time can be a test or a clearing of karma or a valley lifetime and that can make someone fall into despair if they are going soley by the principles of law of attraction.

@Blackhawk If you're doing everything you can (Even if it appears you're not) conditions will eventually shift. Even if you're clinging to them for dear life.

Blood boiling I feel sorry for my mum. She's being bullied by my Dad and she has brain cancer. She's intellectually disabled. She's becoming more childlike to try to get along with him. People like my Dad make me sick. I can spot them a mile away. Lucky for me there are quite a few bullies on here who are so openly sharing their psychology with me. I feel more confident in understanding their inner workings, their social sphere and reasoning. Perfect for shadow work.

Okay. I gave it my best shot to try to help you lol

Bullies and abusers I think a lot of abuse and bullying is performed in the name of 'social justice'. People who abuse rarely think they are in the wrong, they usually think they are doing society a favor somehow. They will abuse in the name of truth. 'But he's so sweet the rest of the time' lol

Stockholm syndrome is a condition in which hostages develop a psychological bond with their captors during captivity.[1] Stockholm Syndrome results from a rather specific set of circumstances, namely the power imbalances contained in hostage-taking, kidnapping, and abusive relationships.

I think a lot of abuse and bullying is performed in the name of 'social justice'. People who abuse rarely think they are in the wrong, they usually think they are doing society a favor somehow.