Proserpina

And I feel like I've got a gun Like I've been changed more ways than one And this whole world has just begun And it's so nice to meet me

When I'm in mania I'm typically very popular in my head and outside of my head. Something about the combination of being flirtatious with everyone, hyper confident and very sweet and cheerful (energetic). Like I'm pulling on the individual to come play. I'm happy in myself and my own company regardless of circumstances. But circumstances tend to blossom. It's born out of boredom, contentment, rest and time. It naturally occurs, a natural peak. As long as I stay away from depressive states. Chakra work, spiritual experiences and devotion amplify it. Normally, I am awkward, lack confidence and ignored. I don't like popularity personally. People can be extra watchful of you and snarky. But it was interesting. In my highs I am equally awkward and ignored but there are no f*cks given and I'm bored/ contented in myself (the ticket to popularity)

When I'm in mania I'm typically very popular in my head and outside of my head. Something about the combination of being flirtatious with everyone, hyper confident and very sweet and cheerful (energetic). Like I'm pulling on the individual to come play. I'm happy in myself and my own company regardless of circumstances. But circumstances tend to blossom. It's born out of boredom, contentment, rest and time. It naturally occurs, a natural peak. As long as I stay away from depressive states. Chakra work, spiritual experiences and devotion amplify it. Normally, I am awkward, lack confidence and ignored. I don't like popularity personally. People can be extra watchful of you and snarky. But it was interesting. In my highs I am equally awkward and ignored but there are no f*cks given and I'm bored/ contented in myself (the ticket to popularity)

True. Sometimes I'm aware of that, sometimes not.

I can relate to this. Except from my perspective they are rapid synchronicity and messages. More so recieving than creation.

About genetics. I've always had a gift for spirituality with keen concentration. I've devoted all my time to harnessing that, since I can remember. I think it is a combination of soulpath and genetics. The effort I put in carries over from lifetimes of effort but my gifting is genetic. There are peak and valley lifetimes where genetics determine your concentration ability and gifting. My concentration ability has reduced recently quite drastically and I've lost a large part of my gifting. Now I have to rely on effort more so. I cried terribly when I lost a big portion of my genetic gifting all of a sudden, such was my attachment. But efforting/practice is so much more rewarding and fulfilling anyway. To sink into the divine on my own accord rather than automatically through my own gifting is true devotion.

11. You (who they are speaking to, who is causing it all) do not have a body. You cannot be killed. You cannot be destroyed. You cannot be barbecued alive. YOU have nothing to fear. So in a way they are talking to you and you are causing it all but you are still identified with a you that doesn't exist and never will exist.

To summarise 1. THEY'RE NOT TALKING TO YOU (get this into your head- talking about myself) 2. Meditate regularly. Devotion to God. 3. Chakra work 4. Time. Healing. Rest. No depressive states. Medication - take every opportunity to take medication. 5. You are not responsible for everything. You are not causing everything even though it feels like it. 6. Look for the common factor in all of this: God. 7. REST. Be bored out of your mind. 8. Sure you have bad karma but chakra work skips all that shit. 9. Practice devotion. Mother Mary, Isis, Genie etc. Find a loving entity to shine their light on you. 10. Chakra work, chakra work and more chakra work.

Thanks for this, Oeaohoo.

To deal with dark entities/hell realms- Meditate regularly (or use medication) - to create an atmosphere in which supports chakra work Chakra work

Not really. If you can avoid it, that's great, but eventually in your soul journey you may come face to face with dark entities so it's best to know how to deal so you don't freak out.

The bipolar aspect of my schizoaffective Highs: full of energy, insanely high sex drive, flirting with everyone, euphoria, spiritual experiences, heavenly experiences, not eating, walking for hours, very social, feel significant and worthy, writing incessantly; full of wacky ideas, hyper sexual Lows: anxiety, scared of everyone and everything, irrational feelings of worthlessness and guilt, hellish experiences Regular: just normal. Which is 99% of the time on meds

Have you heard of the happiness trap? First you want a value driven life (devotion). Then use that to do chakra work. Once you have the ability to clear/balance chakras, which isn't easy, through a value/devotion driven life you can access altered states of consciousness.

Chakra work and devotion.

"Andrew Peters According to Sri Guru Amit Ray, there are total 114 chakras in the human body. When the 114 chakras are activated, you will get many levels of spiritual awakening. You will feel blessed and complete fulfillment. There is nothing more to achieve – a deep, permanent Awakening."

You have to become of the earth, buried, dead. Light body activation Empty tank along the spinal cord, chakras They even indicate the repair of her spinal cord in the video

I am the Jewel. I am the Jewel. I am all of life. I am devoted to her. I'm gonna set an interval timer until I get this and wake up.

I have to be okay with dropping theory and logic because I'm not built that way. The upside to that is that I focus on the territory rather than the map.

I recommend dropping too much theory. Find the Jewel, mess around with it. Study it. Turn it upside down, inside out. Drop logic. You'll enter realms, other dimensions. Heavenly realms, hell realms. Meet higher Beings. Awaken and go to sleep. And all of it will be good for your soul's progress. This stuff isn't genetic or chemistry.

God does what it does, knowing it can get lost or forget.

@bambi To get to that state at all requires a deep love for the Self. You can become forgetful though, lost. But not truly lost, you always have the capacity to reawaken. The man who accompanied me was called 'Moses'. I swear to God he was like a biblical figure who simply got lost along the way.

Anyways it's still the Jewel. Look, the Jewel is just what is here. There's nothing better than what is here, okay? I don't care what anyone says, 'higher beings' or not. Going inwards, spaciousness helps me to further appreciate what is here but what is here will always be the Jewel no matter what practices I'm doing.

It's a half truth. There's more to the Jewel. When I followed the Jewel inward my mind grew totally silent. There's a greater dimension to the Jewel when I go inward. Take the state and go inward.

Highly advanced Beings told me Being was a placebo affect. That I was chosen because I had a pure heart. That was either my mind playing tricks on me or its true. They said to listen to them and I would be rewarded with their presence, if not then I would suffer the absence. I have to stay open minded.

The Jewel impacts you entering into those realms fullstop. Youll enter into those realms whether or not you are identified if you have the jewel. Being identified as the Jewel or not determines where you'll go. If you meet a God-avatar (awareness) he'll burn a hole through you identifying you as the jewel.