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Will do, thanks !

That must be it, you said emptying them 1h before plugging is too long, what about 20min ? Must it happen literally right before, like 5min ? I didn't realize empty bowels could replenish that fast

It was, unless it wasn't, I took a dump 20min before plugging, maybe I'm underestimating this Have you never had weaker trips for no reason you could identify ?

Did a little research, I might be emptying the syringe too fast (in 1 or 2 sec when 3+ sec gets recommended), or unplugging too soon/quickly, or maybe lying prone or on my side for a minute right after is actually counter-productive Are those factors in your experience ?

15mg felt uncomfortable 3 weeks ago then not I gradually increased by 2.5 mg increments quite easily until 25mg which got me hanging on for dear life 3 days ago, today it felt weak so I dosed again and still underwhelming Is that a thing ?

Got it ! Thank you

How ?

15mg plugged and once again the ringing gets louder and louder for like 3min then it fades It's the ringing you can always hear especially in silence but here it's really amplified Anyone else? Any explanation?

Words are pointers, it's not "your" experience, it's not even "experience", it's THIS Reality is a dream yes, it's consciousness

"I" is the dream and there's nothing else, your current experience is all there is to reality ever, that's Absolute Solipsism

You can talk about characters in a dream while realizing it's all a dream, you can even talk to them !

Fear is both hindrance and catalyst to my awakening

To be is to be one with your self, isn't that self-awareness, self-prehension ? Sometimes I wonder : why the fuck is consciousness conscious ? I've done my homework so I know the reason is it needs no reason, there's no opposite, it's absolute But still, what the fuck ? Well maybe that's what Edit : it's like consciousness is a facet of oneness just like love is, since love is that self-acceptance or self-prehension I mentionned

@Leo Gura Those news psychedelics, how much better are they than 5-MeO? As much as 5-MeO is better than LSD ? It took you this long to find them, just save us the time big bro

Make me one with everything

Lights on or dark room ? Closed eyes ? Music or silence ? Sitting up or lying down ? Anything else

On a medium to high dose, 20+mg

This current "human experience" you're having of reading this, is real. You realize that ? It exists, it is. This experience is. It's as real as it gets, the ground of reality, reality is made out of "you reading this" Edit : And I'm saying it's not only real, it's ALL of reality

On what dosage and ROA ?

@Davino Thank you ! Why the knife ?

Consciousness is self-aware The experience of reading these words, that you're aware "of", is your self, and that is all of reality

@Osaid @Natasha Tori Maru Forget about others, minds, etc, I'm saying you're omniscient. What you're conscious of right now, you reading these words, is all of reality

It does, does it have a size or duration ? It's not in space or time, space and time are in it, they're imaginary, part of experience, not the other way around It's infinite and eternal, you've been reading this forever

Yes, but it's not some ethereal realm, it's your experience right now, I'm perfectly conscious how my current "human experience" transcends space and time