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What would make you think that?

Thank you for the valuable information guys!

Hey guys, seems like it's a good time for me to get some blood work done to see what the hell my body is running on. I'm Looking for advice on distinctions between different types of tests and what data can blood work give me? What is the most valuable data Bloodwork can cover? Also if you have a direct suggestion of where to get it done that would be great! I'm in Calgary, Canada.

Here are some things that I intuit: What is the intelligence of love? What is Love? What is intelligence? How is Love Connected to Intelligence? What is Relationship? What is Oneness?

What are some good things that I can contemplate to directly reveal the infinite intelligence of God?

@Michael569 in not sure! I expect to have to pay to get some comprehensive results.

It feels like there are many scenarios where survival is made easier but we then don't replace it with any additional challenges and we suffer the consequences of not living a life pursuing emotionally difficult tasks.

You need to feed your mind more direct experience of having sex with men to give you the clarity you need. That Clarity/bombardment of the truth of Direct experience will help massively. Literally surrender to what you are drawn to to the point where it's fully seamlessly integrated into your worldview and people can fuck off if they don't agree with it. It definetly takes a pair of nuts to go through with it, but it's liberating. And it's probably the most manly thing you can do TBH. This fear probably comes from your perceived survival situation. Survival of your identity, survival of you being a good person, survival of how you're seen in your relationships with other people, etc. If you change the environment completely, notice how that may change how you think about this whole thing. Imagine if you traveled to the most hippie, loving, pro LGBT place on the planet where also nobody knew who you were, so you had a fresh start. Another important thing to note, counterintuitively, you might actually get straighter if you have sex with a couple of men. Because you lack the direct experience to make sure. But you fear the possible outcomes of the experiment, so you just hold yourself back in your paralysis of fear. Literally in the end you may find out that you are straighter than you thought, but in order to get to that clarity you need to first be able to fully admit and love the idea that you may be gay. And honestly fuck the labels, they carry so much additional unneeded meaning and misunderstanding, just go "fuck it we ball" and follow what the hell you are drawn to.

Requisite Variety.

I believe so. Like a ringing when you're in a room that's too quiet.

@Alexop @Schizophonia Yeah my intuition is to find new ways to escalate and then see the feedback. And also the texting is a great tip to pay attention to.

I've noticed that some women are SUPER open about being directly nice to you. Giving you tons of warm smiles, gives you lots of hugs and compliments, and it seems to be just how they are naturally being. But that makes it super confusing for me because now I don't know how much of that is them just being all hippie "free love" type and how much of that is actually (man-to-women frame) attraction to me. You know what I'm talking about? It's confusing as hell! How do you make a distinction between them being attracted to you and them just being really nice?

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I was thinking about this earlier this week. You're just going to want to fall back asleep again because you literally have nothing else to do. I feel like this is what it really means to "hang up the phone" as the saying goes. Or "re-entering the market" as the ox herding pictures depict. It's actually completely mad. Complete Insanity.

This just vaccinated me against even using these substances once.

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🍄 7 grams - Mushroom Trip 026 - Decision = Doing 🍄 Most Important Notes are Bolded and Coloured! November 15th 2023 7g strained Lemon Tek (5.89g Golden Teacher + 1.11g Penis Envy) Strained it this time, was tired of drinking dirt. 2 large cups of shroom juice. Intention: What is God? Rules: Do not answer any calls or respond to any texts or messages or emails from anywhere except the dedicated spirituality group chat on WhatsApp. You can write what you want to send but don't send it until 24 hours from now. I can tell you I am experiencing a boatload of pre-trip anxiety before I even take the dose. So I'm definitely excited for what's in store because that means something of my ego is definitely dying today. Through all this fear I still want to awaken to God. This is Key. Taken at 3:09pm I want to awaken to God. God, I want to know you. Starting to listen to Leo's guided exercise on realizing your God https://youtu.be/gdWxdhEB19s I realize that if I made my story about my father public that would inspire a lot of people, because the relationship between father and son is actually a widely shared one. I notice that I have to clear my mind routinely in order to be good for these trips. This is done through meditation. If you're able to do meditation for 10 minutes, It appears that Periodic meditation forces the ordering of the mind. Writing context cues on a whiteboard in front of you can be helpful to remind you that you're on 7 grams of mushrooms. I am finding these written reminders to be rather helpful at such a high dose. Here I am 58 minutes in wondering if I should finish that last little bit of sludge that was strained out. The structure of the illusion is that it will always create distraction to distract you from God realization. That is the function of Reality. I still wonder how about that fucking sludge. I need to go on the retreats to become a better man. I just realized that all of these distractions of being a man is distraction from realizing God Real Religion is making the harder choice to align with your higher consciousness values. I have to make the harder choice to eat the most healthy at work as my religion. I'll die today to get your respect. There's something in you that wants to be more. And I want to love every part of that. I need to organize my phone to aid in success and destroy distraction. Focusing on the infiniteness of God is something that you have to train your body to handle. “How” is the mystery of the universe. God is telling me that I'm going to have to train my body. You need to train your body and mind to be ready to go on these deep trips to awaken deeper. Healthy Eating, Heavy Metal Detox, Exercise, Good Sleep. Nutrition, etc. Big Insight: You Can Just Decide. Because you’re God, you can exercise your authority stronger than you realize. You can just decide for people to like you. That's Authority. You literally can just decide and you can have everything. The decision comes with the actions that you take to fulfil that decision. The Decision to Actualize something and the process of actualizing something in reality is actually the exact same thing. You Become the decision by becoming Your Actions I realize one day I will just imagine objects as an Ego Form, not in this life, but another. Like as a DMT Alien Mind that can just imagine Forks. I realize one day that I will become conscious that I am already Imagining objects. You need to actually say for yourself to declare that this hand is God. That has to come from you! Authority! You can just decide to create people in your life that will help you. I literally imagined Wes Watson's life to teach me what I need to know about being a man. You can literally Realize that James Cameron’s Avatar Actually happened in real life precisely because reality is infinite. You can just decide to start channeling people or fictional characters in your mind if you want to. Fear is the Fountain of God. That's pure spirit. Pain and Fear is like a pure version of the spirit of reality and the spirit of God’s Power. YOU ARE PURE LIGHT! GROW UP! With whatever you want to create in reality, you just have to ask yourself what would have to happen. I really do feel like reality will start morphing itself more and more into the dream of what you focus on as you focus on it more and more. When you understand something so thoroughly, you can SEE it in other people's minds whether or not they understand it yet! YOU CAN SEE PEOPLE'S UNDERSTANDING! God is imagining a story that the universe is becoming more intelligent. Insight: Invest thousands of dollars into yourself towards who you want to create. Invest at least $1,000 into your personal development every single year. Build up the story in your mind that you are worth investing into. Think about how much the $1,000 investment in your phone has created you. What that has done to your identity. I want you to imagine a story of you spending $1,000 as an investment to invest in your character every single year Fundamentally, God is literally everything that is present in your state of consciousness at all times. What exists in front of you are stories to teach you something about God that you intentionally forgot. All objects in your present state of consciousness are designed to be perfectly in front of you for your evolution. I have definitely understood a lot more about omniscience today. Bigger Fingers: So the blood flow circulation in the body was so high that my hands actually got a little bit bigger due to the sheer amount of blood pumping through my fingers. End of Report.

I realize that suffering is a great tool to open up the mind. Especially towards further evolution and holistic integration.

I forgive my past, I release the future, and I honor how I feel in the present.

I think part of the beauty of English is how you can say the same thing in 50 different ways and yet each way will point to a slightly different facet of reality.

Not sure if relevant enough, but here is a book that wandered into my consciousness and seems to fit here: Cues: Master the Secret Language of Charismatic Communication Book by Vanessa Van Edwards

Holism. You need to integrate Holism to break free of paradigm lock. See Leo's 2 episodes on Holism. Periodic use of psychedelics will dissolve beliefs and paradigms from your mind. Strategically place yourself in a position where facing truth doesn't negatively impact your survival. Study Leo's Episode on How Ideology Works. Do the contemplation worksheet.