Leilani

@Inliytened1 I was in psychosis for quite some time. Years in fact. I was also a brand new mother it was terrifying. I remember being at the hospital with my new born baby and then turned to my boyfriend and said "I still don't know if she is real" one day I just accepted it and consciously tried to leave "here"

@Michal__ to be fair you don't know what work I have done. Or how long I have studied and contemplated. What experiences I have had. What I have or have not become conscious of. I have reached a point where I don't have any more questions on these matters. I was a hermit after my experiences because how do you interact in a world that is as good as imaginary? Now I am working on the mundane and building up my life skills. How to integrate.

https://youtu.be/fJeBSaXmxsM This one explains how the depth just goes on and on. She didn't actually have an NDE but a spontaneous awakening after deep suffering. This is just a clip of the experience.

@Leo Gura I know you keep saying that but it's just not true. You are not the authority on this Leo and I wont explain myself to you. I just share what makes my soul sing and what reminds me of what I know and have experienced. What I became conscious of.

@Leo Gura I dont know how you can become any more God realized then realizing YOU ARE GOD. How do you become more infinite than becoming INFINITE? Thats what the NDES are. They touch my soul and remind me I am always home.

https://youtu.be/JeQexIY3s5w This one is very profound!!!! It does a great job explaining the ineffability of the whole experience.

https://youtu.be/rRCxZIv3Td8

Love you leo ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ wo so much

You don't make it hard. It's so very obvious!!! The information is everywhere!!! We are always talking about God. It's so obvious it's hilarious

All I know is I can't find anything that isn't perfect. There are so many experiences that I have had in my life that when I bring up the memory of the feeling state its just so damn perfect. I can't describe it. The awe the wonder. And boy let me tell you there has been some painful experiences but shit its been incredible. Like the best novel ever. There was a point in time where I wanted the story to end but it doesnt. It's just so damn perfect. All of it. The suffering. The pain. The love. The food. Holding my daughter. My dogs wet nose. Coffee!!!! My best friends. I don't give a fuck that it's both real and unreal. It doesn't make sense I don't get it but I am going to keep on dancing.

https://youtu.be/Lo2JW7kN5DI @Leo Gura https://youtu.be/Lo2JW7kN5DI I know you have claimed in the past that Teal swan is not enlightened or at your level but does this YouTube video change your mind at all? She puts into words perfectly what I have understood before.

@Leo Gura Please watch this

@Leo Gura My Ex who was very intelligent relapsed into herion addiction would try and convince me of why it was a good thing and would delude himself into thinking he was fine. Mean while he would nod off while taking care of his 4 year old. He also would drive like that with his child in the car. But would assure me he knew what he was doing. We find evidence for what we want to continue doing and are resistant to anything that goes against that.

@Leo Gura Even though there is evidence for it? It all makes sense now. You just don't allow any other information in because doing so would mean you were wrong.

@Leo Gura I also thought know one got it and I would tell them just that turns out a bunch of "others" did get it and helped me integrate it.

@Leo Gura you won't even acknowledge that people have been there when they absolutely have. I've given you plenty of examples before but you are so attached to being better to knowing more. That people just can't possibly get it. I was shitting my pants when it happened years and years ago but then you integrate it.

@RedLine exactly!!!! The idea I am alone is just a thought. People who have died and has near death experiences talk about how God holds zillions of different perspectives at the same time and every person is a point of awareness.

@Leo gura you literally always have to be the best and tell everyone on a daily basis they just don't know what you are talking about and aren't conscious enough. No one will ever prove you differently

@leo gura wow just wow

@Knowledge Hoarder oh yes just gas light her thats perfect!

@Terell KirbyKirbythis is really sad. Relationships are the best part about life. I know many people who have very happy Relationships they just work at it. I don't even want to imagine a world where every one is just watching porn and avoiding intimacy because they may get hurt.

Your not going to get a healthy answer from Leo as he seems to have a porn addiction.

@Mahyar one of my favorite near death experiencers who went all the way to the "God head" "void" or whatever came back with this beautiful quote "Stop trying to become God God is becoming you" he realized while on the other side that life, being in a body is the ultimate experience. He also talked about how creation was not an intellectual process and spoke about how people are trying to understand this stuff with there intellect and how they are missing the bigger picture because of it.

From near death experiencer Mellen Thomas Benedict: The Great Mystery of life has little to do with intelligence. The Universe is not an intellectual process. The intellect is helpful; but our hearts are the wiser part of ourselves. Since my return I have experienced the Light spontaneously. I have learned how to get to that space almost any time in my meditation. You can also do this. You don’t have to die first. You are wired for it already. The body is the most magnificent Light being there is. The body is a universe of incredible Light. We don’t need to commune with God; God is already communing with us in every moment!