The0Self

There is no reality of ours. There's only what appears to be happening, which is nothing being everything, and completely beyond understanding as there is no separation to understand in.

This is a case of mistaken identity. The apparent you identifies yourself with something separate from what appears to be happening. When ego death apparently approaches, the I-program will perhaps seem to generate fear of suffering or confusion or whatever but it's really to terrorize itself into believing that it's real and things are really happening -- thus avoiding an imagined death of itself. It's already not there, it's just what appears, but in that, it seems real and not just apparent. The apparent individual can only seem to fear suffering but it's actually the fear of death. It's closed loop illusion. Often when it falls away it's associated with despair and hopelessness and futility with a resonance of something else happening.

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The only fear is of death. The fear of suffering is an illusion that functions to keep things seeming separate and real so that the closed loop of knowing reality can continue (thus avoiding death). That can resonate.

"Calling" -- Taproot Your face, is burned inside my brain (I lost my way) Your taste, of skin flows through my veins (The cost I pay) 'Cause you'll never understand me You want me to stay You're ca-ca-ca-calling But I can't hear you I'm not listening anymore You're subject to falling But I can't save you I don't see you anymore The race of slowing down the pace (I found a way) The pace of speaking so mundane (The sound of gain) But you'll never make me happy So I've extinguished the flame You're ca-ca-ca-calling But I can't hear you I'm not listening anymore You're subject to falling But I can't save you I don't see you anymore And what you want me to say I'll never say You're playing the game That I'll never play So what do you want from me Now I've extinguished the flame You're ca-ca-ca-calling But I can't hear you I'm not listening anymore You're subject to falling But I can't save you I don't see you anymore You're ca-ca-ca-calling But I can't hear you I'm not listening anymore You're fa-fa-fa-falling But I can't save you I don't see you anymore

Who would do that?

Hopeless helpless meaningless There is no one doing this There are no answers to this Nothing can be done with this Inescapable freedom

The longing for something just around the corner is actually the longing for exactly whatever appears to be happening. You the apparent individual will never see this because you're already not there. When this is seen, nothing will happen, and it'll be obvious that nothing ever did happen. The longing for something just around the corner might seem uncomfortable, but if it's what's happening then it's covering up exactly what you don't want: unknowing illogical free-fall. So there's no escape from exactly what is longed for. You're basically damned to Heaven, but no one can know that -- the apparent individual which lives in knowing is not being addressed here because it's not real, it's an appearance. There simply isn't any separation to overcome.

When the body dies it'll still be just this all-there-is. So N/A, but I really don't know.

That’s what’s appearing to happen there. From this communication, there is no present moment. And there is no being separate from non-being. It’s not right or wrong though.

There’s just what’s appearing to happen. Which is nothing being everything. And it’s utterly beyond mind/understanding. I really did think I was going to eventually get this... This is so utterly beyond have-able ? — there’s no one separate to have it!

When it's game over, there was never a game to be over.

Yep. Except even that is a story because there is literally no case-closed. It's beyond radical. There isn't anyone inside that body to even have the insight There's simply everything, which is what appears to be happening. It's unknowable -- there is no time or space for knowing to take place and no one to do it. And yet it's completely known, but it isn't obvious until it is, and then it always was. There's no actualized.org, youtube.com, career, school, family... there's no anything. There's just this. Everything. Beyond being and not being. Life is people'ing, looking at a screen, sitting on a chair, etc. What's looked for has nothing to do with what's happening to you. What's looked for is simply what appears to be happening. Which is utterly shocking!

All experiences are deceptive, but the revelations can be self evident and obvious. Total story though, since in the end there's only what isn't, appearing to be. All insights collapse into unknowing, which is all there is. But the obvious remains...

There is no point at all. Unconditional love has no preferences and takes no prisoners. It's all allowed. Just total absolute freedom. No meaning or purpose because one thing is not objectively better than another to unconditional love. Unconditional love is inconceivable.

That's what's appearing to happen there. It's neither right nor wrong.

@Thought Art Beautiful. Then that's what's appearing to happen there.

That's still a realization and therefore a dream. Infinity is not ultra big, it's no space. Eternity is not ultra long, it's no time. There isn't a beginning or an end, nor a middle. Or a here and a there. It's just totally ungraspable. And the big joke is it's already exactly whatever is appearing to happen. BANG It never goes anywhere. It's just an eternal explosion.

Lol if there isn't a you, how have you realized that? It's clearly a closed loop of I-know. It's what appears to happen. What you really are is nothing being everything, but that literally cannot be known. How can nothing know anything? You might say: well, I'm everything, that's how! But everything is nothing... There's only what isn't but it appears to be.

It may seem like it. It literally does not relate in any way shape or form. Utterly completely not connected. Liberation is all there is so there can be absolutely no relationship. Awakenings and realizations? Abso-fucking-lutely 5meo can have something to do with that (apparently).

Right before you become a Buddha, it's recognized there was never anyone to become a Buddha, there never was a Buddha, nor a universe, or anything at all. It was all a dream. So no one ever becomes a Buddha. There's just ungraspable, unworkable infinity and every apparent one is being done like characters in a play without any actors.

Yeah sometimes what looks like a freakout on the outside is a ridiculously complete and peaceful unity on the inside except there often is no inside/outside in that state. Still nothing to do with liberation but it can have the flavor of a glimpse. Certainly can reveal God and stuff like that. It's just an experience after the fact though even if they are gone during it.

Yeah... Perhaps, but I gotta say, it's a little different when it's vaped. It's like the big bang. They aren't even there to scream. Screaming apparently happens. Body just gets shocked by the energy of the experiencer abruptly no longer being there sapping its energy.

The longing to trip is the longing to never need to trip again. The longing to know is the longing to never need to know again. The longing to drink is the longing to never need to drink again. The longing to realize something amazing is the longing to never need to realize something amazing again. The longing to seek is the longing to never need to seek again. The longing for something just around the corner is the longing for exactly whatever appears to be happening. That can resonate, and it's heard when it's heard. It's game over when it's heard, and the apparent individual will never hear it. Part and parcel of this particular longing is the illusion that there are separate things and life is logical and knowable. In reality, life is illogical and unknowable. So this longing engenders life with exactly what's longed for, as it's like anesthesia for the full-on out of control unknowable aliveness that this really is. Closed loops.