The0Self

There's no solidity for anything to be "in" or to carry anything else. The whole illusion is that there is "something," but this is just everything without other. Can't get any closer or further.

There are no enlightened people. But this body is apparently going to unfortunately come before you and tell "you" something: There is no real experience, it just seems like there is, and all there is is what it seems there is. This no-thing which is everything does not move. There is no real space or time, but if the thought "this is really happening to me" appears, then it can seem like "time" carries "you" to the future. It's an energy that imagines there's a real future that never comes -- it's an illusion. This is already nothingness. Consciousness will not be interrupted because it didn't start. You can't get it. If it isn't obvious that this is everything, there will seem to be experience, or another time, and the appearance will seem to have someone "in" it who has a "life."

It doesn’t matter. There’s no one to look and things aren’t happening

Lol. Not as some “thing” that happens, no ?

It’s crazy because while life will never be difficult for anyone in any serious way again, there isn’t anyone to be convinced that it’s real, so hardly anyone left to experience. It’s amazing how this un-nameable Love uses variable real-ness to deliver/fulfill itself in complete fashion.

No one needs to know — there is no one to know because there’s no separation. It’s just obvious this is everything.

There is only infinite whole complete. When no one left there’s no one for things to actually happen to. It’s already natural. This is what is looked for.

Thank you. About a week ago I stopped doing practice, which I’d been doing every waking moment (including while asleep and lucid). That (stopping practice) rather “kicked things up a notch.” I guess... I guess it’s like practice. What was recognized... is everything is actually already perfectly naturally complete in a way that is not understandable, and “nobody needs to know that.” There’s nothing wrong and nothing can be wrong. To say this is a mystery is not really cutting it lol. Suffice to say infinity is infinitely more perfect than perfect, through the apparent integration of nothing. And nothing actually happens. It just appears to fulfill — maximally. It’s just... wow. The more _____ (not describable) the less things matter and the more fulfillment there is, but the less person there seems to be left to experience it. Except there is literally never anything of value present in more or less quantity, because the source of all value is simply all there is, and there’s nothing anyone can do (nor anyone to do it) to get away from the infinite completion... which is all there is.

Stopped meditation like a week ago and started having more “transcendent stuff happening” ever since ? I would say something like “I guess taking breaks works,” but it’s obvious that nothing “works,” because there isn’t something or someone that does something else. It seems I used to think that there was really something called a “next moment.” Even though obviously there’s only what is — it seemed like there was really a life with a future and things really happening that “I need to be there for.” ? ? This is utterly complete and total liberation. This. There’s nobody to wake up. This is just it. Everything. Nothing matters, and nobody has ever cared or judged.

Well something definitely seemed to change. No longer feel like I’m really moving through space, or especially time, in daily life. I still don’t feel “I am everything,” it’s just incredibly, ridiculously obvious that there’s only everything, there isn’t anything here, it’s all for nothing, and there’s nowhere else to be. So I guess that’s it then, lol. It’s “finally what it always was” ?

This whole “thing” is not moving. It just seems like you’re moving through time because you imagine time “carries” something through it, namely you. I’m not even talking to nothing, this is nothing speaking and hearing with empty thoughts of different locations. There aren’t even two different times either, or one. There is no time and there is no causation...

There’s nobody for whom having a me is a problem. There isn’t anyone who has a me. So who exactly are you trying to disabuse of this notion?

? Joking Its all for nothing ?

Completely, lol

Infinite knowing something finite implies something other than infinity to be known, which of course isn't real. It's a good pointer. Here's another: Let's just assume the possibility that there is no reality. Lets take it for granted as the truth, just as an exercise. Got it? Ok... I am reality; you are reality -- that seems to need no proof because it is self evident; the one self evident thing... Not so fast. "Self-evident?" Should sound a little suspicious. What I cannot ever understand, is that there is no reality, simply because I am reality -- I can only assume that there is I/reality (I am real), since not doing so is its absence. So I is a position; an empty claim that "creates itself," and is therefore not real. It takes a position and claims the appearance as real, when there is no actual reason to claim is as "real" nor "unreal." That is the conceptual explanation of what emptiness refers to. But God-realization is where all the fun is -- grasping the ungraspable; understanding the universe into existence via understanding the non-understandable infinite.

The body can still be insecure, there's just no one in it. It has sexual; food; companionship needs. What is insecurity if not need? There's just no real need -- but then of course, no real pickup. Thus, enlightenment is literally, simply useless for personal endeavors of any kind at all. Spiritual development, on the other hand? Yeah, that will almost certainly help with pickup if you do it right -- not that I know what the right way is, but Metta and Jhana absolutely seemed to help.

I used to think it would when I had ideas about what enlightenment would be like. Metta definitely helped me in pickup, but enlightenment/freedom/liberation? Liberation is obvious: what is; what seems to be happening. Additions to this are not real, therefore there isn't anything actually happening, which is simply everything (what seems to be happening)... and this is that... How exactly could that possibly help with pickup? lol

You don’t know the answer to that either ❤

? Yes... I am real therefore I am real is a super simple illusion and it apparently collapses from time to time here even without practice, but at first, there was great difficulty. After consciousness illusion is seen through (no here, so no there), “you” can still attach attention to awareness. It can seem to happen. Seeking out positive experiences, love, etc doesn’t have to go away... it doesn’t require an assumed subject. Nothing is happening either way. I must know (false), therefore I know (false).

If unwilling to do self inquiry (it’s hard work), you can try attaching attention to awareness alone instead.

Collapse of real time and space, revealing infinite matrix... from which, you come out the other side, miraculously. Witness practice was kicked up a notch ever since I did it, after already becoming fairly conscious and deconstructed. K-hole with relatively less conscious development is more just a great fun time playing with an astral body... After God-realization, immortality-realization, and infinity-realization have seemed to take place in one's journey, k-hole becomes more powerful than 5-MeO-DMT for... well for what exactly? The point, as I see it: loosening your attachment to progressively greater (well, more subtle) structures of mind/claim/understanding, so that identification becomes malleable enough to be as fluid as spacious nothingness, allowing entity contact, and progressively deeper God-realization, which never ends, it seems. Even more powerful combined with a psychedelic, but these days I would never do that. Certainly not at a k-hole dose -- I would not be coming back, I'm afraid. I cannot even describe what is sure to happen if I were to take ketamine + psychedelic now.

If by all you mean infinity, that cannot be known. There is nothing else other than infinity, so nothing can know it. And yet God knows everything. A contradiction. God-consciousness understands the universe -- that is what reality is -- it's a dream of trying to know the infinite (there is no reality).

Again, there is no reality. Truth, or Being, or what is, is all there is. If (it appears that) one person believes one thing and another believes something else, that's a disagreement, which causes strife. If there were no strife, there could not be overcoming of strife, which would be a limitation of what is -- there is no limitation. There is no mistake.

You believing that, is what is. Yes, however from here it's quite obvious: while Truth and Being are the same, Reality is a dream. There is no Reality. Truth is neither real nor unreal.

What is.