ReneFranz

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  1. Thanks again, for your replies. @Recursoinominado: There have definitely been some traumatic events in my childhood, which I really noticed four years ago in a very self-destructive relationship. I learned out of that and have worked very hard towards a self-loving relationship with myself. I don't need any other person or special outside circumstance anymore (besides the basic human needs of course) to feel joyful and fulfilled (@StarStruck, but thanks for the comment, this was very relevant for me a few years ago) . However, this of course doesn't mean nothing comes up for me anymore, and for some reason it comes up with the exact feeling and visualization of achieving my highest goals. I also feel like there's no way around it, and honestly inside the fear there's also a feeling of curiosity and an anticipation of freedom. The fear is not overwhelming but it takes a lot of mindfulness to not give into the fear and snap back into my old patterns of behavior. Chewing my nails is one of those and it feels like the urge to do it has gotten stronger in the last couple of weeks. And what you said about becoming comfortable with feeling successful inside: that's a very interesting thought that never entered my mind yet. Are there any helpful techniques to actually allow these feelings actively in? Imo it also has something to do with allowing another aspect of self-love right?
  2. Hi Hyruga, thanks for your reply. It makes sense in a way because I've always had issues with feelings of inadequacy that I thought I had already dealt with. Have you got any recommendations on Leadership books? I believe there is a ton of literature out there... or is there anything on Leo's booklist? I already thought about getting it, but there's still a lot to contemplate atm, so I don't feel I can take in so much material right now. Kind regards René
  3. Hey people, I'm new to this forum and I'm from Germany, so I apologize for any typos or incorrect language beforehand. I've been doing a lot of spiritual work in the past four years and have changed spiritual teachers over this time, as soon as the present teaching didn't seem to help me with my current problems anymore. Seems like "teacher-hopping" but actually it served me very well, because I didn't get stuck in any of the teachings. So anyway, at the moment, I resonate a lot with Actualization and Manifestation, so Leo's Videos have been a great source of inspiration and practical guidance for me. The last break-through I had was the realization that it's absolutely possible to manifest whatever I want to have in life. So I started to lay out my vision and a strategy for manifesting it, as Leo suggests in many of his videos. Also I have managed to find a combination of methods that helps me to reach all the sub-components of the strategy that brings me closer to my vision. Now to the problem: I have layed out everything so clearly, I know I want to reach this and I also exactly know, what to do. I also know what exactly I have to stop doing in order to achieve my goals laid out in the strategy. But somehow what occurs is a sense of anxiety that I cannot really grasp. It seems to be so irrational. It feels like being actually afraid of reaching my highest goals, and furthermore it feels like this anxiety has been present all the time and prevented me from actually working towards my goals no matter what. Any thoughts / experiences on that? Kind regards René