WritingHands

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  1. fuck wokeism we need cuckism
  2. why the degenerate hate. they're byproduct and opposing reflection side of you as in live - evil
  3. not a fan of trump either but hating on trump is lowkey dumb
  4. someone on virt-a-mate: "she teaches you about enlightenment trough sexuality"
  5. just do pyshedelics theory. its a one for all solution like drinking hot water in china does
  6. >adult people i fucking mentioned kids in the title i swear i do b gettin retarded replies on here, kinda regret creating it now since no one gets me and no, atp sex isnt an adult thing anymore... and based off this video @25:53 (and just in general kids are less ashamed of it than adults are)
  7. already tried to CTB in 2019, i shouldn't be alive right now...
  8. that model looks great, however its not that far from my forming concepts i come up troughout the day thinking... well too bad, this is not gonna help me either. Because im agressively against progressing trough any self improvement now and am in self-destruction mode. The mentioned mental struggle stuff in this thread are weighting me down to paralyzing levels whereas its hard for me to get up from bed and do anything without being stiff and in denial of whatever im gonna do next, because this is not my life. And thus why i dont even leave the house and therefore am misanthropic to an extent i just feel like utilizing my sould and self to a point i wish im never born again in any form. The view towards "The Mother", women and nature itself became extremely carnage-y or ... i dont know how else to put it. It's like we're at the end of times and everything i wanted out of this life everyone else already dont it for me, and thus there is no further room for me to exist ever again. It's like, yolo - shoot at life and do whatever you wanna get right now because its beyond over. It's very mentally progressive
  9. Ken wilber tier stuff
  10. moonlight radio 2k23ambient shit edit-[AudioTrimmer.com].mp3 made instrumental ambient of my favorite part very anticlimatic and suicide relieving
  11. eating, gaming and LDARing to music doesnt count
  12. welp. just got banned from favorite discord server for saying "all 12 yr olds are chads" its true tho
  13. Ever since I was a kid I was already at war with my mom and downright agressive. It's almost like I have lifetimes of anger pent up in me and oddly enough mostly stemming from being sexually frustrated. Due to that I've been living a reclusive life avoiding people because I already hated them deep down knowing they're judgmental and it didn't turn out any different, it's all as expected. Never worked in this lifetime and never will,nor have anything to offer that could sell because I'm pretty sure enough things are already done by others so there's no room for people like me.
  14. They always try to get me the(rapist)s or whatever No, the(rapist)s won't fix it Y'all need to fix the world or yourself before even trying to help my lost cause ass cause y'all spit in my face and always wanted find a way to make fun of me and now u wanna help me? Fuck off, I'd rather beat the shit out of therapists then I'd consider THAT a therapy. We need to legalize crimes.
  15. This tbh. Wasn't actualized's protocol was being on being radically open minded. It's like setting boundaries for what there is
  16. Umh... Well To be frank theres no answer that doesn't attack really, in my instance especially.
  17. I just fkn described it Most rеtarded reply ever
  18. You're right . I barely lived life, can't say shit about it JFL
  19. Whatever g4u I can't do it even wanted to and I goon all day and sleep cuz I'm getting all drained. It's a down spiralling cycle I'm perfectly aware of. Im not willing to work yet my locals are wanting me to work. Cant work even if wanted to either. Over my dead body Imma get a job, in another life ig.
  20. What's even worse is that not only I'm agoraphobic,but also because I geolocationally fucked.(Or I'm agoraphobic because of it) Also due to the fact I've been feeding myself foreign cultural shit none understand locally. And those who do are just plainly living minding their own lives, zero fucks about my position.