Ima Freeman

@Blackhawk Concerning radioactivity, I live far away from any possible nuclear target in a neutral country. The nuclear winter would be a pain in the ass though

@Blackhawk Living in an post-WW3 wasteland actually sounds interesting to me. People have to come together building communes and farming their own food to survive.

Many people have depression or chronic fatigue these days, coffee is often times self-medication

Tip: If ALA is too harsh on your psyche, chelate with DMPS for a while and try to increase it's dose. I believe DMPS detoxes gentler through an equilibrium mechanism between the cells and extracellular space. Toxic people seem to have is a boged down liver, so it is wiser to reduce body burden first, without overwhelming the liver, because if the liver can't process a toxic load it sends it back into the blood stream.

Can we put this one into the Stage Purple Examples Mega-Thread?

I don't know how people doing candy flips handle the comedown of the MDMA while they are still tripping. If you don't like MDMA on its own, I would leave it. Like alcohol it is not healthy for your body. For me, MDMA was a blast for the first couple hours, after that I felt most often depressed. I guess it works good for some trauma healing or for deepening a relationship with your gf/bf.

Got the money back through PayPal. I created my own account now and bought it with that. For anyone wanting to purchase the course: A PayPal account is required If the PayPal account's email address is different to the one of your Actualized.org a account, a new account gets created Write down your login data immediately before you leave the page, as you won't get it through the "Forgot your password?" if you never logged yourself in The support is non-existent, neither a technical support person nor Leo ever reacted to my requests. I'm still looking forward to finally do the course

Hello, After writing the technical support via mail and contact formula and writing Leo directly I now try it through a forum post. I recently bought the Life Purpose Course. Therefore I logged into my my Actualized.org account. Because I didn't want to open an Paypal account, which I had to do for the purchase, I asked a family member to purchase it through her's. The first problem is, that a new Actualized.org account was created for her email address with access to the course, rather than mine Secondly, I did not write down the new log-in data. Even though I tried to select 'Forgot your password?' the password is not being send to my family member's email address Leo, I wrote you a pm with all the relevant data, please fuse the two accounts, so I have access through the one I was logged into when purchasing. Thanks in advance

You have to see for yourself If you want to correct your mental problems, long term strategies like group psycho-therapy are better Start with low doses if you have anxiety issues And be careful not to take them too often, because you can run into addiction issues

Do you want to try it?

Tried HHC recently. Me and a friend went to a cannabis shop, because he wanted to buy some HHC edibles for a friend of his. THC is illegal where I live, but HHC isn't. It is present in the plant, but in to little of an amount, so it gets extracted. My friend told me that its less potent than THC and it's effect only lasts for one hour. Took one drag from a vape stick in the shop. I had a dissociative type of trip for a couple of hours and almost panicked. I was still notably effected half a day later the next morning. Definitely be careful with new cannabinoids. If you get paranoid with THC, better stay away from them until there's more knowledge about their effects.

It is now almost a month since I first reached out to the technical support. Then, I messaged you directly, Leo, as well as through this forum post. There was not a single reply. I will cancel the order very soon, as I believe that it is only possible for the first month after the purchase.

@Leo Gura Leo, I don't like to be annoying like that. Could you please transmit my request to your technical support, so something will be done about it? Is it at least possible to get the order cancelled by the buyer (my mother), to get back the money. Right now I lost 250$ for nothing Please Leo, reply

drugs (especially alcohol, MDMA and shrooms) and music Feeling the sun on my skin surfing the web running

Thank you for your wishes Unfortunately I drank the last two nights. At least I socialized a little yesterday, as I visited a bar. Normally I only drink alone. I do not have strong cravings anymore, as I put effort into distancing myself from the habbit. But it still overcomes me sometimes.

This is nowhere near of what my experience is. Does that mean, that every time a human (or animal) comes into my experience, it is me who deceives myself into thinking there is another being doing stuff?

After reading about Yoga and doing spiritual practices, my view of reality got transformed quite radically. It is said, that I'm not the body nor the mind and I contemplated about it more and more. Meditation and other mindfulness practices revealed to me how automatic my mind and my body operate. Recently this lead to emotionally troubling thoughts about having no free will at all. Thoughts like: "body and mind are doing their thing and I am only able to watch it" Even the things that get typed here are just my monkey minds ramblings typed into a machine by my body. I got a sense now, that I'm in a deterministic prison. Back then my perspective was that I am free to do what I want, travel the world, think, create,... Why this is such a bad thing for me? I'm not feeling well in the past weeks. Furthermore, meditation shows me how tiny my level of consciousness is. What are your thoughts about this?

I am not talking about dissociation like modern psychiatry is defining it, btw

The problem with me is, that I am very much asleep, yet reading and thinking about advanced spiritual matters. I don't have experiential knowledge, but I have to start somewhere.

Thank you for your advice, I have to get my own insights anyway. But I long for guidance I trust spiritual authorities, because from them stem my initial motivations for mysticism. In a way it stems from my mind I guess

I can't see myself as the universe. More like the perceiving entity. Spiritual awakenings are lacking in my case.

I got the notion of "I am not the body, I am not the mind" from a guru, a very famous one, that's right My experience does seem to confirm this. I become aware of my body and mind working without instructions increasingly often. That doesn't mean that I feel dissociated from them all the time. Mostly I am deep asleep. It is a thought, that is triggering it. Don't you notice your mind and body doing things autonomously? What changed for me is, that I became more aware If I am body and mind, how can it be, that I can watch them doing things on their own? My identity, likes, dislikes, words, etc. are my minds work My bodies actions stem from instincts or from the minds intentions I become aware of them

New things are happening. In that way I'm not trapped.

But there is lack, suffering and fear all the time in my life. I want control, because I believed in the past that I am working on increasing it. And the act of increasing control is little wonder if suffering happened and can happen anytime soon. Another problem is that I have no control over fear and negative assumptions, if my mind is autonomous. In my experience the come over and over again.