Juressic

QUICK TIP: I have struggled a lot with a name for my business. If I'd name my business again I'd first make a logo, then the name.. simple as that, because if the logo looks cool name will also sound cool.

The same was with my girlfriend, she had a guy who had controlling and calling her all the time, stalking and begging for love... then she met me and became that guy herself, but I've told her that I don't like to talk on the phone, just messaging.. 100 messages a day, and once I didn't reply in few hours, and she gets mad. Once I've hang out with friends at concert and she spend all night messaging me and checking my social media profile in order to find something suspicious. And I don't know why she always have need to ruin my night when we hang out and I feel amazing, by criticizing me out of the blue, just because she don't feel good as I am. That's something strange to me. I think the root of all that issues is jealousy, problem is someone other who might stole what was theirs. Why would someone like to control, pressure, sabotage... it's like some ownership... I think it's fear of loss. Lack of trust. Lack of self-confidence. Lack of self-love. That's crazy to me, it's utterly stupid.. People should work on themselves to be happy, not on others to make them happy.. because others will leave one day for sure! Maybe they will fall in love with someone else.. But if our happiness have relied on their hugs, we will be absolutely miserable to the point where we literarily would like to kill that person. That is happening a lot and it's scary. Killing someone 'cause you love him.. hmm.. seems like paradox, but it's actually lack of love.

I'm afraid when you truly fix a broken bird, she will fly away, and won't look back anymore, maybe will laugh at your walk, maybe drop some shit on you cloth. -song by me I had two 5 years relationships like that. I've never understood neediness, or loneliness when I'm in relationship. In relationship I always felt loved, secured, even when I've been totally depressed or too far from the loved one for weeks. And I've never cheated and always had too much trust in her, giving her freedom to do what she wants. I don't know should I continue that kind of relationship, 'cause I'm quite opposite of that 'daddy issues' mentality... But I love her and after few days she always apologies, telling me that I was right... but it repeats again and again in circles. All I want for her is to truly love her self, and then I would love her 10 times bigger and our love would start multiplying! If she begs for love in some sad depressed way, telling me that I'm the problem for her sadness ... then my psyche is confused and for some reason doesn't want it to happen. That's natural reaction I guess.

I think I've been fixing those people whole my life.. and they always telling me that problem is in me, that I'm not giving them enough, that I'm too selfish, that I'm speaking to them from above, while they screaming, braking things and listening my calm conversation, and my calm conversation making them even more mad. I'm type of person that is extrovert with friends and self-sufficient at home, and I'm always attract that kind of women's. LITTLE RELATIONSHIP STORY: -First she said 'once a week is not enough, I want to see you twice a week' (depressed) , -I said ok we'll meetup twice a week. -Then she said 'Twice a week is not enough' (depressed), -I said ok I'll see you every other day then. -Then she said 'Every other day is not enough, I want to see you every day (sad)', -I said ok. -Then she said 'Why don't you call me to move in with you, you obviously don't love me (crying)', I said ok let's live together. -Then she said 'Why have you walked away from bed without hugging me (nervous)', -I returned and hugged her.. -"it's not enough, hug me more (depressed)"... -I said "But I have to pee it's too hot on this summer day, I feel awesome with you, why are you depressed..." -She said "You don't love me, you always leaving, I'm not attractive to you, I want to feel secured and loved, I want to leave you.."

He is in process of changing vinyl to the other side / resetting his hard drive sort of speak . ?

Life is preventing us, but what is life... isn't it one point in infinity where boring loops are happening.. maybe we are stucked, but hey, I really don't want any unicorns here, this loop is our home, I'll cuddle some unicorns on venturing in my dreams ?

Time exists in our minds, in terms of infinity there is no difference between real and imaginary, and I think it's possible to go into past by traveling into future technically speaking.. If you want to be born in 80' for example, I can give you a hope that you will, but in some other cycle of universe. Infinity have no boundaries nor end, just imagine as Lennon said, but be careful with your wishes

@The Mystical Man Have you tried it? Are you still breathing? I'm scared of normal LSD dose, let alone anything else

That's true, I've heard some dmt trip reports, so probably I'll base my dream around that, but anyway let's test it sometimes. It doesn't matter will it be the same, it's simply great tool for diving into unconscious and when something is hard to imagine in a dream you need a tool for that.

I've just woke up from LSD dream, because I've putted intention last night. It wasn't lucid and not vivid much, but the feeling of LSD was the same. ?

I've never really came to idea to try drugs in lucid dream, but you gave me idea to took LDS there. I've never had chance to try DMT, but I will imagine DMT too, regardles that I've never took it hehe. Tnx. I think it will have effect, once I've got totally drunk in a reagular dream and it was the same.

Yeah, so easy to hate... when I first saw your video 7 years ago, with dark background, I thought you are devil advocate or shape shifting lizard ?

This song is sooo stage GREEEN, nice nice ?. No worries for Leo

Fan fact that support this kind of belief is that in each country here on Balkan/Europe the most savage and oldest curse (that I don't think exists in English) is "Jebaću ti Boga sad", what literally means "I will fk your God now" ... Rarely anyone will dare to say it, but if they do... you know it's game over.. ? Since we are monotheistic I wonder where that came from.. ?

Ignore them, they just searching for their victims and content for their empty lives, they will find their new victims and forget about you anyway. I think I'm mostly GREEN.

Be careful, don't mess with stage RED if you are GREEN ?

I actually like when people post their real shit on Instagram, because most people I'm following there are always lying there about their perfect life, but I get cringe when I see them in reality.

I don't see anything strange at Leo instagram, he just don't give a fk what people thinks about it and posting what he wants to post. It seems a bit cringie but it's kind of cool because it's authentic.

My advice is, before you move into music field job or doing music as your job for others, if you truly want to be an music artist, set a goal to write 50 songs that you'd like to produce in the future, record some demo by learning basic DAW tools. Let your soul do the songwriting, because often when you start working for others you might loose inspiration and feelings for music and could hurt your music artist inside you. By hurting him music designer will born, and that guy really sucks no matter how perfect he is ? After you grow your music artist inside you enough, then it's time to become an great producer who will have many ace cards in his pocket... But the great chances are, music industry will then want to work for you if they find you interesting... you will get all that producers, instrumentalist, studios, managers as your own... that would be 'dream comes true' situation. Personally I had that dreams, about being an music artist with infinitely inspiration, having that magical dreaming mindset, traveling around, socializing with fans, working for some record company.. And never really wanted to make any money, just wanted to create my world and contain atmosphere with my music, share love and everything, because to be an truly authentic music artist requires to be in love with yourself. But many things and situations in our lifes tend to ruin it, mostly day job in my case, so I've started my own game development studio after all ?. But now after 10 years I'm feeling like a Fenix rising from the ashes that didn't fully risen yet, and might record some albums next year, woo hoo ?

@puporing I've realized that @Leo Gura talking about that each one of us have it's own 'God head' and all 'God heads' are divisions of one infinity God Head, so it includes animals incarnations too, and in the end all that is somehow imaginary. I just wanted to know what he is talking about and that is basically his realization that solipsism is dividing infinitely into infinities. Analogy I like to use is: We are electricity incarnated into different computers.

@Leo Gura I just watched this episode about infinity of gods, and didn't understand some parts, because I've been cooking simultaneously . You said in the beginning that you had telepathic experience with another god from another dimension.. Is that mean that we, here on Earth, in this dimension are One God and that other Gods don't have any physical connection with us? Or you mean that each one of us hear have it's own 'God Head'... If that's true that mean that we already playing that multiplayer game and renounced our sovereignty.. Sorry for my question, but this episode hyped me alot

The same as me and for the same reason , web - game - web . It's hard to earn money from games, so i've decided to start making only hyper-casual games for big publishers like Voodoo. I'm in process of ideation for my next HC hit game right now. it's not easy to get some innovative ideas but it's fun for me. Btw - Voodoo is donating 5.000 - 20.000$ for good hc idea only right now, and 1.000.000$ for published games on their platform that reach 5mil downloads + other rewards. So that's one example of how you could become a game dev milionare.

Omg, my heart is with Ukraine. I can’t believe that such a primitive act is happening in Europe in 21. century, it seems so unreal and stupid. The same scenario occurred in our civil war in Yugoslavia in 91' when Serbia(Yugoslavia) has attacked the Croatian city of Vukovar, it has been a total disaster, we almost didn't have any weapons, but Kijev is more prepared, and I hope that Russians will retreat. The first country that has been admitted Croatian independence was Ukraine! ♥

Trump was alike Putin, Lukashenko, Kim Jong Un... that's why they loved each other. According to the Spiral Dynamic, they are at stage red, just where they love to be. They want to have absolute control, in order to help their nation in a way they think is perfect. They don't care about exploiting, polluting and destroying the world, because first thing they care is to make their nation greatest! And it is their toy and they will destroy it if they want to, no one else is smarter and no one else could rule better ever!

Just avoid overly extroverted people, they are mostly magnets for problems when they are young, and very conservative when they get old. Surround yourself with smart introverts and you'll be stronger than ever!