Juressic

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  1. Thank you for your support. Approaching after 10 years of social isolation seems challenging. I don't look very attractive, so apps like Tinder probably won't help, but it gives me motivation for my inner work to compensate for it. I don't have a very good income because I don't need money, don't have an expensive car because I don't need a car (I have a basic car), I'm not living in an attractive location, but I own a house, and my life is kind of humble. What I'm aiming for right now is to set my skills to the next level, and also skills that would put me directly in social situations (such as playing guitar/singing in the local bars, producing some music, I could also get gigs as a DJ ), and since I'm a digital nomad, my biggest wish is to travel to Asia for a while, to get some fresh inspiration and culutral shock. Who knows what life will bring. We'll see! ๐Ÿ˜Š
  2. I have started the game 4 days ago after 10 years of relationship. Been watching and practicing Leo's series of "How to get laid", so I can share some of my experiences with you and get some advices. So , I square up with girls by simply say hello/hi face to face and then I'm smiling and waiting for her to load me into her memory. After that, hopefully I say something spontanious/playful/creative that is carrying the energy of the moment, but most of the time if my state isn't so high I say simple grounded phrases like "I would like to meet you". More important than the words is the energy, I believe. But words are the foundation for approaching. Last night something powerful happened, and I made a mistake, I guess. I've been dancing alone for 1 hour in front of the stage at a big festival, collecting all the energy around me. The music was so freaking good and it gave me a lot of insights about my music projects. Totally sober (+1g microdose shrooms), I've been building my state with small approaches to some girls around me, but without much physical escalation. My mistake there was that I've been thinking that I have time and that thouse girls are my great opportunity because one girl said that she has a house in central London. My first thought was "No way that local girl from central London would ever want to be with me". I felt so good and energized and I was so immersed in the music that my body had been dancing on it's own. Felt like I was almost in a God state, and one girl in front was dancing with her friend. She behaved shyly, but she had also locked eyes with me for 5 seconds straight. I genuinely fell in love with her. Those lingering eyes were a clear permission for me to approach her. So I simply approached her, squared her up, and with all my huge energy and genuine love for her, romantically I told her "You are beautiful", expecting her to smile back and maybe hug me or simply replay with "thanks", I thought that she was hooked, but what happened was that she stopped dancing, she and her friend turned their backs at me and she was totally blown away, freaked-out and overwhelmend. After a while, her boyfriend came and I simply passed them, took a place in front of them and she was touching my back with her back at some moments while I was dancing in the front of her and ignoring the whole situation. Crazy XP. The point of the story is that we should control our energy and explicitness, especially if we see that the girl is shy. I'm gathering XP and have done around 30 approaches by now in the last 4 days without a mouth-to-mouth kiss, only hugging and a few cheek kisses. I see that there are so many traps in this game. It will sound strange but I believe that I would get laid on the first night only if I've been wearing different T-shirt, because there was a letters with a texture of UK flag on my shirt, I have met the girl from Scotland, most blackiest girl I ever met, her roots are from Sudan, I started kiss her on her cheeks and then her Irish friends came to drive me away, and I totally don't have any connection with UK-Ireland conflict ๐Ÿ˜‚ All in all, I'm approaching in a random ways, testing what works and what doesn't. I'm 36, have a few gray hairs already, I don't have much monthly income, self-employed, I don't need much money at all, and money is just accumulating in my case (I'm working on my montly income), but I believe that I can maybe get laid with the girl I want. ๐Ÿ˜ I've been avoiding girls for 10 years, never flirted with any girl in that period, my ex did everything to isolate me from social life and now I'm feeling like a dog let off the leash. Before, 10 years ago, I was drinking and smoking a lot when I went out for a pick-up. But now I didn't spend a single euro at the festival, even though I have a lot of money, I got a bracelet for free from an acquaintance and been drinking water from the pipe all night on a shroom microdose ๐Ÿ˜‚ ๐Ÿฅฐ If you can give me some advice, It would be great.
  3. I have started the game 4 days ago after 10 years of relationship. To draw girl's attention I'm testing Leo's method. So , I square up with her by simply say hello/hi face to face and then I'm smiling and waiting for her to load myself into her RAM, after that I say something creative that have the energy of the moment, not something that I said to another girl but customized for her. More important is the energy then the words actually. , Last night something powerful happened, and I made amistake I guess. I've been dancing alone for 1 hour in front of the stage at festival, collecting all the energy around me, music was so freaking good, been building my state by small-aproaching some girls around me, but nothing seriously, because I didn't feel true love for them. I felt so good and energized. I've been feeling like I was in a God state, and one girl in front was dancing with her friend. She behaved shyly, but she have also locked eyes with me for 5 seconds straight. I genuinely fell in love with her. Those lingering eyes were a clear permission for me to approach her. So I simply approached her, squared her up, and with all my huge energy and genuine love for her, romantically I told her "You are beautiful", expecting her to smile back and maybe hug me or simply replay with "thanks", I thought that she was hooked, but what happened was that she stopped dancing, she and her friend turned their backs at me and she was totally blown away, freaked-out and overwhelmend. After a while, her boyfriend came and I simply passed them, took a place in front of them and she was touching me with her backs at some moments while I was dancing in the front and ignoring the whole situation. Crazy XP. The point of the story is that we should control our energy and explicitness especially if we see that the girl is shy.
  4. I'm 36 , but I feel like I'm 24 because I realized when I turned 30 that my years are going backward
  5. Oh man, It feels so bad to go against common sense, but in the name of togetherness... Happy Easter! ๐Ÿฅš ๐Ÿ‡โœž
  6. Melody is the king indeed! Rhythm patterns are being reused in various songs again and again; it's like a packaging box, and people get used to it. People might have their favorite rhythm types; it's a more technical question, and if you give them raw rhythm, then it's nothing special, mayority won't even dance if they aren't on drugs or something, until they know that the rhythm will soon unfold into melody and story.
  7. If Andrew had smoked cigars and talked about the matrix between rounds, I think he would win
  8. You should love Putin then too and also Kim Jong Un, and maybe Hitler... because they are such a nice people.... They are ready to lie in the name of the truth and to enslave their people in the name of freedom. Superheroes ๐Ÿ˜‰ Trump tariffs for EU are gorgeous, there we can see how Trump is seceratly fighting against global warming, EU will spend less fossil fuels to bring their goods to USA; that is such an act of freedom that supports fundamental American values and attitudes. I love his thoughts about taking Canada and invading Greenland with military, those are acts of supporting other nations and saving the world with minerals. ๐Ÿฅฐ
  9. I don't know, I just downloaded the book from the internet and I know that I was terrified as I've stumble upon this verses in the very beginning, here are the quotes from second chapter (surah): Isn't it terrifying... Isn't it an emotional manipulation trap? Because the message is: It's better simply to believe and stay safe than let the possibility of burning in a fire forever while Alah is renewing your skin just to make sure it hurts as hard as it can. Why God who loves you would want to do that...
  10. Omg, the Quran is indeed for adults because it is a horror book, I had read the first 30 pages and almost shitted my pants.
  11. Unfortunately, I think that the Bible is a kind of distorted book, especially the Old Testament because it is written in a language that doesn't have commas, vowels, dots, and question marks. The meaning of a sentence can be changed based on where you put a pause, and everybody can easily justify their agenda by it. The New Testament was written many years after Jesus died, his disciples were uneducated fishermen, probably deluded liars as >90% of humans are, and we also lost the original writings. Then unknown men made copies of the original writings based on mostly verbal transitions, like in the famous "telephone game" when the source message every time distorts. But anyway, what is important is that the core of Jesus' teachings likely have survived in the New Testament but it's rational to believe that there are many paths that could lead us in the wrong direction. Even Jesus's name got distorted, his original name was Yeshua! ๐Ÿ˜จ The funny thing is that many things in the Old Testament were inherited from Egyptian culture, except cats. Because they didn't want readers to mistakenly confuse themselves into thinking that cat means god. And in the end, we called ourselves Catholics. ๐Ÿ˜‚ ๐Ÿˆ
  12. Great for you! Intellectualization is the first part of self-actualization. Self actualization is like a slingshot, the more you pull back further you will throw but problem is if you pulling back and never transcending your "knowledge", especially for people with some kind of trauma who are using Intellectualization as a quick scheme solution to untie their knots and set them free, but what could happen is the opposite... Instead of using wisdom to actively scatter our mind, to free our essence (by contemplation, deep feeling, meditating with new info, etc...), we are filling ourselves with more unactualized pieces of information in hop for some eureka moments. But unfortunately, chances are lower as your intellectualization gets bigger. We are not our mind, mind is our tool and that tool is covered with tons of garbage that we feel as tensions, fears, pain.... Yeah, we get to a point in our life when we realize that discovery should begin because we have covered our essence with intellectualization and that way we are becoming homeless, our mind is occupying our organs and pushing us out of our body. At some point our body becomes like a spooky fortress that we have to conquer back, we become totally oblivious of what is going on inside . Some people never accept that siege, they rather decide to get lost in the forest to get drunk with someone. ๐Ÿ˜Š
  13. Would you be ok with that if your neighbours are sending their dic pic to your teenage child?
  14. I hope he will become the next US president, still, it's not too late for him!
  15. Musk is obsessed with pushing SpaceX travel forward, that is his "precious". He thinks that nothing in the world is more important than that right now, so he is ready to become a real nazi if that will help him to colonize the universe.
  16. Of course, because dictators need absolute power in order to make their country great again. Quote "Russia is not an enemy, it happens that, as well as USA, is led by dictators". Russia will very likely join the EU when Putin passes away, and if you know spiral dynamics it seems very obvious. I can't regret Navalny's death, because if he won the elections Russia and EU would be best friends, whole northen part of the earth would be united!
  17. I think Trump was the right choice this time, unfortunately. Because if Kamala had won this election people would have regretted not voting for Trump at the moment when she would forgot to put a cap on her toothpaste and the whole thing would have just procrastinated.
  18. Imagine how rude he would be if there were no valuable ores in Ukraine.
  19. I can't believe that Mexico still has drug cartels in their country.... that is insane. But don't worry, just mind your own business, be mindful of who is entering in your social circle, develop yourself, be friend only with people from spiral dynamics stage orange and above, develop your own business so that you can choose who will be your colleagues and clients and everything should be great.
  20. Hey, I'm looking for this episode where Leo has guided us toward enlightenment, that is the very first video that I've stumbled upon when I've discovered Actualized YouTube channel more then 7 years ago, it was the reason why I've subscribed. ๐Ÿค“ I've decided to come back to it later and I've never found it again. It came to my mind now while I'm listening to the episode 'How to discover what is truth'. Maybe it was just a part of some episode, I believe it was removed for some reason. Please paste the link if you can guess what I'm writing about or please tell me why it was removed.
  21. Thank you. I'm still not sure if it is that episode, probably is.
  22. I didn't draw it, I found it for my target graphics. Yes, I'll try to brainstorm out of the box to get some insanely original ideas that could be fun. Tnx. There could be a lot of magic going on, I can add anything, we'll see.
  23. Hey, I've decided to start developing the process of an RTS video game with a focus on competitive multiplayer, for fun, and maybe you can help me with some advice. Working Name: Ritual Realm Theme: Ancient tribes Genre: RTS Society manager/city builder Similar games: Age of Empires, Sims Goal of the game: Destroy other tribes, win, dominate... Tribe member's evolution tree: (You will recognize spiral dynamic stages in color) โ€ข Ritualist (gathering, hunting, building, mana) โ—‹ Warrior (attack, defense) ยง Guardian (attack, defense, protect) โ—‹ Pathfinder (research new technology for tools and weapons) ยง Visionary (Farming food resources locally) ยง Sage (Improve abilities of all members) โ–ก Shaman (Lowering tribe needs) So ritualists can choose whether they will evolve into warrior or pathfinder and then they are evolving further... Rules Members can evolve only if their needs are fulfilled (manually) Members are fulfilling their needs automatically by using tribe buildings and doing things. Nonfulfilling needs lead to toxic behaviors of a particular member --> hindering the tribe The player can upgrade each member individually by customizing his tools, weapons, and armor.... and it will cost resources Different member needs: Food, Shelter(Hut), Performing Rituals, Community, Training Camp, Alcohol, Psychodelics, Library, Sanctuary Target graphic: (Guardians) Tell me what you think and please give me some additional advice or ideas, I'm ready to change anything.
  24. Thanks. I'll make it just for fun. It won't be rigid with the spiral dynamics but it will help a lot. The main focus should be on fun for sure. I would like to put the accent on social management instead of a city-builder type of game, I'd like to incorporate some advanced A.I. for units, but we will see, it will probably be very basic for now. Now it's time to create a game design document, it will be public so anybody will be able to contribute with some art if they want. ๐Ÿ™‚
  25. What else can you expect nowadays. As we see Hamas is killing civilians intentionally and randomly, they have the support of Iran and Russia, and they are operating from civilian buildings. Nowadays oppression is understandable because there is great fear of Hamas terrorism, they are 100% terrorists. I don't see the difference between them and the Islamic State. Although they may had an unfair history 80 years ago, because Israel came to overtake their ancient land as the bible says, there is much more peace and sanity on Israel's side today.