An young being

Do all women complain about giving childbirth?

Being always healthy can boost your ego multifold though. It can delude me to thinking I can never be harmed by anyone or anything.

Sounds interesting! You can continue meditating without worrying about your experience, but simply take what you have experienced as something mystical and not because of your hard work or effort or karma or whatever. Use it as a sign that you are on the right path, but not as a way to boost your ego, like I am great because I experienced something mystical.

You are ready to put effort, but you need some tools to do so. You have fixed in your mind that only if I have these tools, I would be able to work hard. Let it be. If you are confident about that, there is no wrong in asking your friends or family circle to lend you some money, but promise them and yourself that you will work hard to repay them.

Did you take any psychedelics?

No idea!

Welcome! Ps: I forgot to add an important one, which is online video chatting with strangers, but you may have to find the right one. Most are trash talk types.

Here are some videos if you are too lazy to find them:

Why do you need to know someone personally to compare yourself with? You have internet, so learn more about those people and how they live. Watch videos and read articles about them. I can understand that you are comparing yourself with your close circle, but you should only compare with them if your are ready to work hard and motivate yourself. If you can't do that, you will be creating a lot of suffering within yourself.. by doing those comparisons. Ask the question whether you have enough money to live the life YOU desire. If yes, then stop comparing with others and take time to find a work of your passion. It can be as simple as cleaning a car. If no, create a plan to work hard from NOW and earn the money you want, but make sure it's a job you are comfortable with.

Humanity>Religion>Ego

Maybe the universe thought you were dying and pressed the wrong button? Just joking though. Was the figure someone you can recognise?

The major problem with all religions is that they consist of written texts that may not be printed exactly in the way they meant initially. It's similiar to Chinese whispering. Atleast in that game, people were innocently playing it. But, spiritual texts are passed on for generations and powerful people might wish to alter it to suit their needs without any records. Just my opinion, though. This is all considering the ones who wrote it were Gods or enlightened or pure hearted.

I too limit myself to certain things when it comes to exploring internet, and presently I am stuck with this forum. But, I change or rotate my interests once in a while. I also spend a lot of time on the internet or the digital world, so I might have a few points useful for you. It's important that we open ourself to fields outside of your interests you haven't explored yet: If you consider YouTube, you can unsubscribe from the usual channels you follow and explore different categories like comedy, documentaries, animation, animals, science, diy, education, short films, talks,vlogs etc. A good way to find such hidden gems is to use the YouTube crawler using this link. https://channelcrawler.com/ Trying different movie and tv series genres of different eras outside of your comfort zone, in different languages. Reading fictional and non fictional ebooks of different genres and countries. Watching live sports other than those you like online. Learning new and interesting courses using websites like udemy, Coursera, LinkedIn etc. Trying out multiplayer games other than the usual and popular shooting ones. Exploring the vast diversity of forums like reddit Create art using ai and manual digital online free tools. Joining telegram groups of your interests. Listen to music from different countries or create your own. Read free comics in webtoon Travel virtually to all places on internet using YouTube or Google Street view. Read random Wikipedia articles. There is much more to do other than what I have mentioned in the digital world that I am not aware of. Some are productive, others are for entertainment, but as long as we don't get addicted, I think they are useful!

No! I have never used Apple products.

People your age live like monks or be a brahmachari, some without even or rarely masturbating. People your age have cancer/Aids and many deadly issues we don't even know the name of. People your age don't have limbs, eyes, and some even a heart. People your age eat only once per day, not because of fasting, but because they don't have money to buy the rest. People your age are orphans, without any kind of family, begging in streets. Whom do you want to compare with? The choice is yours.

Hmm. I must confess that I have very limited knowledge about them, being a South Indian.

I secretly think he has started planning to visit them at night after reading this. He he!

Many people have biased opinion that it is a malicious act because of their beliefs, but I believe it's their way to simply prove the body has no value when it is dead.

Sounds like a very good advice for those with spiritual curiosity! But don't forget to enjoy other experiences as well. Three months is really a good duration to have a taste of everything.

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Nope. It blocks the websites from appearing in Google search. But the only ideal way is to change your own mind, not to use tools.

You must be ready to face the truth or the truth will be bitter or whatever the negative word you wish to put. There are always exceptions, though.

If you use Chrome, you can try ublaclist extension.

What about duckduckgo? It's popular and privacy oriented but not as effective as Google or Bing.

Oops!