Human Mint

Going off caffeine as a daily user you will be depressed for days. If you want to know what depression is, go off caffeine.

That would be like super-human. You would literally trip on caffeine. I've been off for 1 week and 30mg present in a tea feels amazing. A helluva drug.

Imagine a religious person coming up with coffee products, that's what these coffee cups and sayings are: This is the correct cup : Looking for these pics I am coming to realize that conformity is just a particular consciousness state. More or less dense depending on the psychological makeup of the person I guess. This is a perfect example of conformity justifying an addiction. And conformity is an addictive state in and of itself. What makes caffeine so addictive is that it raises your conscioussness a bit. Just like hard drugs. You can potentially use it consciously and in moderation. But getting to the point of not funcitoning before having your coffee you're doing something wrong.

The model isn't even for individuals. You can act and think like a chimp, but if you enter a higher stage society you will move upward by osmosis. Fun fact, I live in a mostly blue society.

@Yimpa Hardcore student right here...

Don't dismiss professional advice so easily... Sometimes the pros of medication outweight the cons if you're in a really bad position. It will help you to think better desitions in a position without the constant pulling of your psychological problems. Then stoping medications with the needed help is part of the process.

Hard to say how my transitions looked like. That's a good question. I am going through a more orange phase for sure. Valuing hard work to the cost of added stress. On the other hand watching some actualized.org episodes requires you to be yellow or above. Not necessarily, but the way I integrate them then yes. Also I didn't really transcended red, I just spend less time on red moments and move on. I enjoy watching some metal singer make those growls screams or an action anime. I am enjoying Full Metal Alchemist for example.

But also $30,000 in 30 years is gonna value less than $30,000 today.

"Ontologically, evil IS low Consciousness." That definition is crucial. It explains evil and how to remedy it. Also very paradoxically, lashing out on evil is a form of low Consciousness, hence a form of evil. Also good definition because the word evil is misused everywhere and not understood properly.

I get it. Sting comes to mind too as an artist who critiqued political figures in his lyrics. Beef thorugh songs were pretty common. Something similar to how people in 1800' wrote books to make personal critics and have some beef.

That's our current reality. But sharing the same values doesn't mean the values are good. People were insanely superficial in the past too, focused on self image and being skinny. If everyone watch the same shitty TV channel, there is going to be a monoculture of stupidity.

I am going to make a counter-argument for this: What if it was just conformity? At the end of the day making that music just made you automatically gain status. And potentially millions in cash. Those genres just happened to be mainstream, just like trap is nowadays. Is it different now? No, it is the same. Just for the sake of questioning your position. I am not saying ther wasn't good taste before.

I grasped this at 18 while on a trip on the mountains. Incredible stuff. One of the few things that I was able to contemplate while sober and by myself. Just out of pure curiosity.

A week ago, last saturday, I got sick. It was at night after a big meal (maybe too big), where when I was trying to sleep as usual, even falling asleep, I sudenly wake up with such a panic attack. I felt a pain in my ears and I thought an insect was eating my brain. It was such an horriphic episode that I had to dial emergency. Never in my life I've been through something similar out of the blue. Symptoms included temblors, feeling like collapsing, irrationalizations, confusion, panick. But I could speak, walk and had no blurred vision so emergency didn't took me. But it was so bad that at that moment I prefered to have a broken leg. After walking for blocks to the clinic the symptoms subsided. In fact it was by movement that I felt ok. This continued for several nights after. It was a specific moment of late day that my body just made a click and started going downhill. No past medical records, I am healthy, just nothing to track it to. You might not be surprised that the doctor I attended to didn't have any clue and said it was just stress and laughed it off. Such a corruption, jesus. I paid a lot for just 15 minutes of attendance. Fast foward one week later, I am making a full recovery. My first intuition is that food caused the problem. I basically took this entire week to pay close attention how anything ingested altered my state. I don't now what the fuck happened. Luckily I am good now and I could recover all the missing sleep. A couple of days with just 2 hours of sleep, which makes you feel even worse. I am happy I survived. And this whole situation made me see how people don't care about truth. I even realized I am immortal.

I still have my nervous system sensitive. The fear of going through it again can be annoying. It left me with a mild depression too. Godspeed!

I don't know what that was. But my body recovered from it, it took a good week for the symptoms to die away. I don't understand what happened. Another doctor gave me clonazepam. Lol.

Probably your body shoting up adrenaline for some reason. Sometimes the body gets stimulated the wrong way. Something similar happened to me two weeks ago. but it was it was for days and when relaxing. It started while sleeping too.

I encourage you to think and share profound questions that you would love to know an answer for. Keep them concise. I'll start with: Where am I missing a holistic thinking? How will a holistic approach influence my life? How can I help people? Keep them coming.

Why am I so stressed?

How is gravity hallucination?

Did not even registered the pun, lol. Some Freud shit right there. Yes I've noticed it is a whole skillset dealing with doctors. Combine that I am a newbie with the corruption that does exist can make it a nightmare.

Oh ok. That could fit, thanks for the report. Most likely. I've had also itch in my butt for some years always after meals. Which I didn't mention either. Even if it's not that, doctor and all of my family was wrong in saying I was just making my head and it is just caused by stress and discarding another possible serious issue. 😡 That's why I say they don't want to get to the bottom of it. I would if I was a doctor, that would be like hmm... my job.

Like a cup of peanuts and two dishes of rice and chicken I've had problems with parasites in my intestines in the past too. I forgot to mention that to the doctor

At those moments I sure wish that it is just a hallucination. Where do I sign?

I invite you to watch this Instagram reel about the reality of being a jazz musician. In a certain sense this is the same hierarchy game as science academy, which is extensively talked in here. So you will inmediately draw a connection. This Instagramer in particular is quite honest in his views. I always wondered how the jazz world is similar to the science world, because jazz is where I am investing my life into. And so I finally found someone expressing this kind of perspective. A meta-perspective. I am really liking the jazz music world, it suits my personality soo well. So this is not about trashing that life-style. I think you can be really happy in that environment, o really hate it.