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You get what you agree for.

Now you are playing mind games. You are searching for something but don't know what it is. The only way to know if psychodelics are useful for you is taking them at least once.

After rectal LSD I am not going back to taking it my mouth soon. Full LSD trip length is a bit too much for me. I always end up wishing to go back to normal life because it is just to long to handle. Also it makes me depressed for whole next week. Rectal LSD is very smooth, duration is a maybe a bit too short. Intensity decreases after 3 hours, whole trip ends after about 4 hours, than you have afterglow phase but you can function normally. WhatI like about it it is how easy to handle and manage. You don't need whole day for it. You don't need special preparation. It is especially better if you are not living alone - you can go out for 3,5 hours. It just one hour of very intense tripping. Thing that makes me anxious the most is being bothered by someone.

Friends are mostly a waste of time. If you have shared interests you can learn something from each other. Conversations with people feel shallow to me now.

Oh. God!!! The best bicycle ride ever I guess it is about twice as strong. E: Peak was around 2:30h.

It is not that random. It is not only about dosage. Once I took 100 ug of 1p-LSD and I was barely able to look. Than I did two trips on 100 ug of 1p and 50 ug of ALD-52 and another one with 100 ug of 1p and 75 ug of ALD-52 without any problems. Anyway, I just inserted 100 ug of 1p-LSD. I will let you know how it was ;] ;]

In my opinion you are overanalyzing things. I might be wrong, but my guess is that you are an INTP personality type and she is an ENFP. There is supervision dynamic in this relationship and you are the supervisor. You like to analyze and explore your dark side. She admires things in you which she can't do, but she is also drained by the way you operate. Your confusion didn't help either. It doesn't really matter what you will choose to do. The whole dynamic seem to be very unstable.

Quick question! Is it a bad idea to take LSD rectally just after a meal? What can go wrong? (Unfortunately I had to cancel my bicycle trip due to rain)

Sound like she might be Enneagram type 7. They are scared of any negativity. If you are a depressive / sad kind of person it might not work for you in a long run. One of them stopped to talk to me because of that ;D Should you stay with her? Just imagine how future with her would look like. Feel if there is something is inherently "off" / is there constant tension. Be honest with yourself.

I'm not sure what bodyload is. I have never experienced anything unpleasant on LSD except for pupils dilation and light jaw tension. I think any kind of "smoothing" will fix those kind of issues - I mean using a slower acting psycholdelic like ALD-52 or rectal administration. During come up I felt pleasent energy building and moving in my lower abdominal area. When I take it orally I rather feel shivers in my whole body. I think that dissolving in water is not needed because you reach peak after about 3-4 hours (?) so it will have enough time to absorb. Using a blotter is also a plug and play method 8) there is not so much hassle comparing to rectal 5 Meo DMT. Rectal 50 ug 1P definitely felt weaker than 100 ug taken orally (if I remember well I kept it under my tongue so potency could be increased).

I put a blotter on a tip of my finger. You just have to be careful because it can easily stay on a finger or fall somewhere outside. It is a little bit tricky with such a small piece of paper. I forgot about my first time. It was 25 ug and it took me about five times before it left my finger.

You should be happy. Not having children means that you have more time for your beloved girl. Do you really want to be with her??? I don't get it..

I recommend breathing exercises: box breathing, Wim Hoff breathing (with 2 min. holds and DMT breathing). You can also find on YouTube Sadguru's Nada Yoga. Reducing carbohydrates and intermittent fasting works for me. Using 500 mg of berberine (or metformin) two to three times a day is also very helpful. I am adding 100-200 my l-theanine to my coffee twice a day. My impression is that it works best with empty stomach. Sulbutiamine + alpha gpc + uridine (I'm sceptical about the liast) works really well. I'm eating 4-6 eggs a day - it's very cheap source of choline

I also found my potential twin. I felt weird energy shift around her. At the beginning I thought that it I'm just anxious ;] Sadly I haven't a chance to talk to her in person. However I am contacting her online. Most often she is very passive, she wrote first only once (I didn't contact her for a longer period of time). The dynamic is varying from nothing (just politeness) to a spike of intense connection. I had an amazing experience of so called soul merge during one of our conversations. I felt as if my bubble mixed with her bubble and we became one thing. I wonder if she felt the same about it and if it was as obvious for her as it was for me.

Hi! This is my first post I did five trips on 5-MeO-DMT. Only one of them was sublingual (my mouth is too wet for this kind of administration..) and the rest of them were rectal. My highest dose was 40 mg (4 x 20 mg scoop). Each time I fasted for about 5 hours. So.. I wasn't impressed with my experiences. Even a 100 mg of LSD 1-P felt more "intense" and insightful. Just after a peak I was barely able to walk - my legs felt foreign to me ;] On LSD I have to choose my eyes to see the effect. On 5-MeO-DMT everything looked airy (..?). However most of the time I had my eyes closed. I definitely felt more disconnection from my body than on LSD. However on LSD I felt more love and there was less EGO. What did I wrong? I didn't go to a toilet before my trip. Usually I go there after a breakfast. I was tripping at 12pm. Is it really NECESSARY to do that JUST BEFORE a trip?