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@Keyhole Your observations are spot on. This is unfortunate that you had to learn this by experience. If I would get such an offer from female I'm interested in I would loose respect for her. I guess most males like to be chosen, in this case there wouldn't be anything special about it if anyone can get it. Now she is other category. If I would engage in such activities I would keep myself emotionally closed off as a self defence mechanism, especially if I liked her before. (it never happened, it's my pure imagination) Guys will often lie (and believe in it) that they are fine about sex outside of relationship (because it serves them). In reality they would despise those females.

@Rolo I think that doing lower doses few times will prepare you. You will know what kind of experience you can expect. In worst case scenario you can tell that you kicked something with your little finger ? There are videos of people smoking 5 meo on YouTube. If you are a calm person it's rather unlikely you will scream.

Sounds like you found your Twin Flame. I had somewhat similar experience.

Do keto. After few months you will no longer have any sugar cravings.

Many years ago my brain was also buzzing. It was quite annoying. Nowadays it happens when I do a breath exercise (WH breathing + pushing air into my head and stomach) and manage to have nondual experience.

@Danioover9000 I guess that energy depletion depends on level of consciousness. If you you can control flow of your energy you will experience less negative effects. If you do it compulsively your energy will get disorganized. However if semen is lost you have to spend energy to replenish it.

Are you really sure they will let you go out after one month?

Clean your room.

Some girls will avoid you if they are attracted. You should invite her if you want.

It may be true for some portion of population. It's because most people are materialistic, so do girls. They will look for best value they can get, but number of "highest value males" is limited. I don't think that this apply to people above orange. Stop reinforcing your fears.

I think the main factor is personality type (MBTI, Enneagram). Opposite attracts but it's less stable. I think long term extrovert-extrovert and introvert-introvert pairings are better due to similar energy levels. People usually attract same SD level as theirs. Second person tier can relate to each from the first tier. Regarding age.. I thinks it highly depends on looks. I noticed that typically females that are attracted to me are younger than me. On average ~10 years younger.

5 Meo DMT might be shocking for body. LSD is also good for healing - you can clearly see energy blocks and release them. It will not heal everything but it gives you insights how you should fix your problems. 5 meo shatters all cords but it might be to fast and taxing for the body. Similarly if you change the diet to healthier one you might experience some issues - like a hair loss on keto. Short term and long term effects might be very different. Sadhguru looks old but healthy and vibrant. Eckhart Tolle looks super young, I was shocked when I checked his age..

It my opinion it doesn't make she sense to compare. My highest dose of 1P LSD was 100 ug administered rectally. I also took 5 HTP before to increase the potency - it was crazy. I was able to forget that I'm a human when I closed my eyes. I also vaped 17 mg of 5 Meo DMT which kicked my into total groundless. It was like thousand times more intense.

I think this video is closelyv related to that topic. If you use 5 Meo DMT you can existence many cycles in ten minutes. I don't know if 5 meo makes you older. You are releasing huge amount of energy - I have no idea if energy is limited.

@joeZ You can order legal analogs like 1cP-LSD or something similar.

There is love when there is no resistance. Ego doesn't always have resistance but there are conditions it requires - conditional love. Unconditional love is possible when there is no ego.

@BornToBoil I noticed SD levels are less clear for older/mature people. I heard from Ken Wilber that even blue will accept green values as theirs if they become very common. Flowboy's girlfriend is young and taking Orange to it's extreme to test it's limits. @flowboy I wouldn't want to play such games either.

Why would want imaginary friends? You don't have to search for Yellow people. They are everywhere. Be yellow Yourself and you will develop a radar for them.

@BornToBoil Everyone is abusive in some degree. It's just a matter of how much abuse you choose to tolerate. In her mind it's probably funny nut it went too far. In Orange relationships power game is present. This is also a reason why you don't want to be around unconscious people - they will try to use you for their own benefit.

Sounds like Orange to me. I avoid such people.

I think it's very different for males and females. For male if he reach a "point of no return" he will: - lose semen - it costs a lot of energy - or retrograde - it's basically same as above - if he manage to stop using million dollar technique, energy is also disorganized Semen retention and nofap are different things. Nofap might create energy stagnation. While semen retention daily "self massage" is advised. It is also advised to ejaculate onece or twice a month (depending on age).

Yes. It's probably inflammation / damage in plantar fascia. Do you feel something is rubbing inside when you twist your feet?

Quality >>>>>>>>>> quantity. You need to raise your standards.

@Leo Gura It's strategic thinking. There is too much work to create actualized.org just to find a good girlfriend.