Nick_98

Here are the biases I think you have: You are biased against christianity You are biased against humans You are biased against Islam and religion You are biased against donald trump You are biased about your own intelligence you think yourself more intelligent than other humans. You are biased about yourself being a good Person. All these claims that you could have made millions by monetising your YouTube channel shows you’ve actually the tendency to do so and aren’t really that generous. You are biased when you use the term corruption all around. You use the term corruption everywhere you see yourself in the lens of the Victim. You’re clearly biased about the fact that you need life purpose to live a beautiful life. You are biased about your life purpose. You are so biased against Artificial intelligence. You are biased about your youtube channel. You keep posting about understanding the egoic mind. But you are so defensive when someone step on your toe. You clearly are speaking what you haven’t done. All this ego’s defense mechanisms that you claim you have understood actually got you by the balls and owning you. You are still not free from your own baggage but think you have gone passed that and became more developed than you actually are. You are biased abouty your own development and perhaps your IQ. I think in fact you overestimate your intelligence. here comes my biases I’m biased against people who don’t care about their hygiene i’m biased against some ethnicities even tho a lot of them are great people i’m biased against very fat girls i am biased against people that make sound while they eat with an open mouth and don’t close their mouthed that shit makes me instantly angry, or people who whistle. Whistling sometimes make me angry. i’m biased against my own religion to a certain degree and people who are very religious including people who wear religious clothes and try to show off as religious as much as they can i’m biased against some aspects of actualized.org i’m biased about french people I think they are the nicest people ever I am biased about some countries being more beautiful for me than others I am so biased about justice and people who shows injustice actions are strongly disliked from my prespectice I am biased against wearing a Hijabi. So biased. I think people shouldn’t cover their hair. That’s a big bias I have and i have tried to free myself from it and couldn’t i am so biased against crowded traffic i like to be in a non crowded street I’m so biased against cars I don’t like cars i’m biased with the fact that I prefer to stand with people who have been treated unproperly or with lack of respect i respect people with mental illness more than a normal person. I’m biased for the people with schizophrenie and they instantly get my pity i am biased that i like to stand with weak people and make them stronger i am so biased against mushrooms I hate it. It makes me disgusted

When you dream about being in a specific state all the time, that can turn quickly into addiction. there is no general rule.. it depends on the consumer.

i don’t want you to stress yourself out that you like a certain thing like tripping or feeling happy. It’s your life it’s your choice. but Let’s all hope that this is a phase that you will eventually be aware from it’s burden. No body can convincs you that drugs are nasty except yourself, and through experience you will learn a lot. Be careful I don’t mean to encourage you to take a drug. i just don’t want you to be stressed out from it. Because there is nothing in life worth stressing your life for it. No matter how big of a deal we all see it is. Look it’s a phase. But on the long term it can’t be sustainable you will eventually realise that you need to live sober and find the real peaceness of life on your own. You will get there. Drugs are like gravity. Once it pulls you it’s very hard to get out of it.

That really sounds responsible from your part that you have a trip sitter or a friend beside you when you trip. Great for now! But we want to break free from addiction because It’s not sustainable on the long term. Thing about sustainability is it sustainable to always have yourself thinking about when is the next moment I will trip ? Or how can I trip while sober? That is unsustainable you will always have yourself running in loops to get the drug. Really think about it. Is it a long term sustainable life ? If the answer is no. We/ you have to get you/yourself out from there. you mentioned that you are god but forgot that you are god outside of your ego. Why do you say if you have forgotten yourself that you are god ? How is it possible that you forgot yourself but claim at the same time that You know you are god ? Why don’t you say otherwise ? Why don’t you say There is a god ? Why is it “I am god “ but i have forgotten myself within my ego. If you have really forgotten yourself why claim that you know you are god. Since you have forgotten yourself there is no way to know or to remember who you actually are. third point. You talked about socializing being boring sometimes. My question for you is is it boring with everyone you meet or is it more interesting with some people than others ?

That’s great. You have goals and that’s amazing. I won’t shoot you in the foot for asking about a perfect life. I was there once, but it’s fairy tale because life will challenge your aspirations it sometimes will go wrong, unexpectedly wrong and if you have very high wish or standard of living that would mean you can get depressed so quickly. I want the best for you you have to let go of living a “Perfect” life there is no perfect in this world. now getting back to the main topic.. you said feeling amazing would be about having good health and the ability to socialise sometimes let’s break them one by one. i don’t think psychedelics are directly the number one reason that influences health possibly for most people. Agree or disagree ? Second thing you talked about socialising. You are actually talking about one of the most crucial aspects of being a Human. I feel like you are using psychedelics to socialise. Did you have problems in the past to socialize before having psychedelics ? third thing i want to mention is you stated in the post above that You know you are god. What do you mean by that ?

Those are the exact ideas that drive a human to addiction I was there once I used to have this fairy tale of being high all the time and that I will be happy forever. That’s bullshit.. RUN! You can’t be happy all the time that’s practically impossible. But you can be in peace and that is a big difference. like leo said you have to surrender or you will be addicted forever and you possibly won’t escape your addiction letting aside running your life. Tell me what do you exactly mean by feeling amazing ? We have to debunk this myth together to get you out of addiction before it crawls and grasp you by the palm. these drugs are nasty. I don’t know how many people have ended in misery by consuming them but probably a lot but there could be exceptions of course but there is no guarantee that you will be the exception be careful

When you start looking at drawings from Van Gogh or other famous artists. You'll realize why they are beautiful. That's because they are so detailed that you feel that they are real and come to life. After/during doing your meditation sit with a pen and a paper, Observe your surroundings carefully. Focus on a detail on your surrounding , try to capture that detail with all your senses , then draw it . Look at an object carefully try to draw it exactly as it is . Don't try to come up with your own drawing just draw what you see, Look carefully , observe & feel ur surroundings and draw them in Details , the tiniest details draw them. Look at your drawing after you finish. That's Amazing.

The con on the other side is that most religious people do not know what they are actually talking about, they're just repeating and parroting. Religious people live in fear.

Hello fellas, After a long journey of self reflection, seeking trying to understand the creator I have came to a conclusion and that it is wrong to try to understand god. I will tell you exactly why ? God is bigger than your logic , your system of thinking if you try to debunk that You will lose your sanity to the point that you will feel you want to jump off a bridge. Do you want to commit suicide ? , I don't want that to happen to you. The recipe to commit suicide is trying to understand why the creator is doing this to you. or in another frame of looking at the situation why are you doing that to yourself. I don't want you to commit suicide, I don't want you to get insane. Leo is a rare case, we are not Leo. Leo you are pushing people off the bridge but of course I will tell it plain and simple , you don't care actually because you want your life purpose course to sell. I'm honest with you don't take it personally. Imagine that: You challenge someone a human for something , and you want to beat them in that challenge , the Human Kills you.. When I say the human kills you I mean you are too weak that a human can kill you if you challenge their beliefs. Now You want to not challenge a human , you are challenging god , your creator.. to understand him.. a human can kill you what do you think GOD Will do to you ! what do you think Your creator will do to you.. if just a human can kill you.. I'm happy that actualized.org is having parts where it is actually there to help human succeed in their life and there career. But the spirituality and mysticism route is pill of suicide. It's beyond your human made comprehension. Don't do that to yourself. Practice breathing techniques.. Practice yoga.. Meditate slightly .. but DON"T TRY TO CHALLENGE YOURSELF TO UNDERSTAND GOD.. Again if u challenge a human on something they might kill you.. if you challenge God.. you will loose your mind.. you will not be functional.. you will not have a job.. you will not have a family.. you will not have a reason to live.. you will want to jump of a cliff because you will feel you are too stupid.. too dumb.. and can't comprehend. Wake up.

I'm think I'm done arguing here on this forum. My main goal with not to argue whether I'm right or wrong , I don't care. But I will just ended it up here with something I have remembered. Leo once had a podcast with I don't remember who, He was talking about awakening and enlightenment , and digging through question after another. The girl told him" ok but if what you say is true , what's the point of even living" , why just don't we die or kill ourselves. I don't remember the exact quote but something along those lines. I believe that is the most sane response someone can say. And I believe people here on this forum are creating the RECIPE for committing suicide. Don't challenge yourself to understand GOD. My two cents. Bye and I hope for you the best. Stick with simple breathing exercices or yoga , that will do you good. But questioning GOD will do you no good. Best wishes. Bye.

The purpose of this thread is not to answer whether you are god or not. It's to stop questioning it from the first place.

Again. Leo will keep defending this work because their main "Life Purpose" is to sell the "Life Purpose" Course. This is what people do to survive this is common sense. People do whatever they do to get money, they put disclaimers everywhere so there business do not fall. The question for you is do you fathom this ?

Disclaimers is a way that Business leaders use to escape from accountability. Do you think that someone claiming that they are Essentially god , is a mentally stable person? most people will say they are not. Here is the thing.. we don't know who is mentally stable and who is not, truthfully. I mean Donald Trump is the president of the USA because millions of people believe he is mentally stable. However another groupe think they are not mentally stable. so the answer to this question is simply a GRAY AREA. Being a mentally stable person doesn't make you immune to fall into the traps of this work.

This is exactly the seed that keeps people hooked up to this website. The imaginary seed that you can GET SOMEWHERE WHERE you will understand. People congratulating each other and this fairy nice image of people understanding god on their own. The imaginary seed boy. Again that is the Spices on the Soup to make people hooked. You're hooking people on a guillotine trust me on that. Many people if Not everyone will misunderstand what you're saying. They will end up hating their life and try to escape their misery.

NEVER CHALLENGE YOURSELF TO UNDERSTAND the truth. Never ask yourself questions like What am I ? What is GOD? etc... You are going to have a suicidal thought before you even get to the truth. It shouldn't be called actualized.org it should be called suicide.org Trust me Leo you will do people much more favor if you called your website that. You don't understand how these questions can destroy people.

Ok. Imagine that I'm a 16 years old teenager browsing the forum and come across what you have written. How will that do any good to me ? That might affect me in a negative downward spiral trying to understand your statement , of course I won't at the end understand it and I will shoot myself in the head. Guys.. this is serious.. Challenging yourself to understand god is a big kick on your foot. Because simply you can NOT comprehend that and I'm telling you by experience as a human I can not comprehend this statements fully. if you take dmt that is a different story. but if you are sober that would just destroy you mentally. Now.. someone will come up and say.. let's give these bunch of people dmt to understand GOD.. Again.. WRONG .. Why do you think they will ? If you have fully comprehended god why can't you maneuver your way to become an alien. or why don't you turn your life into heaven if you are actually GOD ? Again challenging yourself to understand god is worse than challenging a human on something , a human can kill you. God will Crash your face ! you are asking yourself to die the most terrible death you can ever imagine. Watchout Leo coming in this forum again to Defend himself. Leo will simply never say you are right , and close this forum. If 100 people killed themselves leo will show up and say " I didn't tell anyone to do that they misunderstood what I've said." Leo has created a false story of his life purpose. That his life purpose is to direct people to the truth. Again.. that's the worst life purpose you can ever have. You will direct only a few , the rest will loose their minds. How does that do good to society?

The Ultimate Question of life in my opinion is How can I be the servant of God on Earth. Even if it is a biased question if you ask it sincerely directing the intuition to follow your heart, the doors shall open for you to live a good life. We all know that deep inside ourselves we know that this life is not eternal.. there's something wrong within it. We know that there is something that goes beyond our life, and we know that by instinct, we don't need to go to a church, mosque,meditate to know that divinity beats our miserable life. This post is not for people who have awakened or got enlightened. This post for your regular chad who has been going through suffering for a long time , battling between a conflict between their mind and their heart. This post is for people who don't know their life purpose, who are always running around in circles , inside a never ending maze, a Labyrinth! You need to ask yourself this question to open the doors in your heart. The question is simply and shortly : How can I be the servant of god on Earth? There are many religions and many traditions. Buddhism , Hinduism, Christianity , Islam etc.. But this question you will ask yourself not to find the right tradition. And not to go to the church , and not to go to the mosque , and not like buddhists do sit 10 hours meditating. This question is for you to find what lies inside your heart at your own pace. Ask yourself this question daily, Ask ur soul , not your mind. Ask your heart. How can I be the servant of god on earth? That doesn't entail that you know what god is, or what the heck is consciousness. You don't have to know what consciousness is , that again will come after a while and maybe it won't ever come that in your lifetime you get to the bottom of the answer. But this question is a redirecting question, we can say a compass , to find your orientation. You don't have to keep suffering in life, you don't have to battle suffering I've battled suffering for years, but finally I found out that that should be the ultimate question I should ask my soul. There are no other questions needed. If you can be the servant of god on earth , that could be many things, it could mean going to the church or a mosque or meditate , or trip on lsd and dmt , it could mean you could be a teacher, an artist, a technician , a businessman or whatever, the route is not the same for everyone the route is different. But the question will lead you towards the route.

Nice man! You touched on some great points. I think a lot of people associate spirituality with heaven Lol. But I think if you are good with breathing techniques you can calm your nervous system, thus reducing your suffering, Lol. but I like how honest you were when you said “not even close”. Cheers! but the thing with this work is I think you don’t choose it, it chooses you. I can’t just turn a blind eye on all the ego selfish shit I do and just get away with it. Consciousness comes with cost. but thanks man, i appreciate your honesty.

Leo, i have a question for you. did you manage to conquer suffering? after all the work that you did, do you think that work made you suffer less or more? Generally speaking in your day to day life without the use of any psychedelics. do you suffer more than most people or less ? Did you conquer your suffering ? i ask this question because just after deciding I want to live a more authentic like and face the truth I realised that I’m suffering more than people who didn’t choose that. I don’t truly know if I suffer more than this people, but they don’t have demons as deep as me when I tried to face the truth. so is this work beyond suffering or it makes you suffer a lil bit more than the average person, what do you think ?

Leo , I'never asked your perspective before about heaven & hell. You said before that religion has a true essence which is god. and That people distorted that essence for their survival. But what is your take when religion talk about concepts like heaven and hell ? Religion says there is an eternal paradise that you'll live in if you did follow religion and cared about GOD. what's ur take on that. On the other hand you will live eternally in hell if you did bad things in your life or things that contradicts the true essence of religion. In islam it is said that you will be revived, in a day called the day of JUSTICE , which is the day when justice is established over your doings in your life. What is your take on all of that ? does that all have any true essence ? what do you think about it ?

How does leo bash against science when he uses a scientific discovery to awaken (the 5meo-dmt)? I mean without the discoveries of science you wouldn’t awaken ? Would you ? How do you tell people that 5meo dmt is a great molecule ( which is a scientific discovery), yet at the same time tell people that science is wack ? I don’t understand this. 5meo dmt is a scientific discovery , the way of calling it 5 meo dmt means you had to have checked the mark of organic chemistry. You promote it. You say it’s a great molecule to awaken and discover your true essence. But the double standards here is that you then talk trash about science. But you use it !! You use it to awaken ! So how is science full of crap if you use it to attain your highest ideals !

Regarding Leo's last blog post about deep questioning. I wanted to know in my own experience how can I distinguish between genuine questioning and going through the motion. I sometimes question the aspects of reality but as I do that , I think to myself" hey that was not really genuine questioning". How can I start deeply genuinely questioning and stop bullsh*ing myself

Depression is fluctuations. Depression is mood fluctuations. Depression is your own mind going in and out between one thought to the next , this creates friction, friction is a form of fluctuation , fluctuation is depression. Going from one thought to the next , from one mood to the other , causes friction, friction is depression. fluctuations are depression. To heal from depression you need inner stability. Inner stability means less fluctuations , less friction. Inner stability is when your mind doesn’t pull you like a dog from one idea to the other one. Stability is inner peace.

Leo I have just these questions. Since you claimed that you are god/infinity and have accessed god's intelligence. Why didn't you became anything else like a bird a dog or a cat. Why are you stuck being Leo? If the answer is you can't. Then what's the point of attaining god's intelligence , since it's not going to change a damn about your existence?

When Leo posted about how imagining you are conscious to the point that you realize your world is imaginary I realized something. I realized i took actualized.org as a belief system , I still do. Most minds are not capable enough to question deeply the way actualized.org suggests. Till this point i take words from Leo with faith, I believe he is pointing to the truth , which makes me extremely delusional. When you think about it with your own mind you can literally go insane , how can someone claims that You are not born ? and You believe it ? Holy Cow! Actualized is as I claim very hard to take it critically and easily you can fall in to delusions. That's because people lack leaders and people are in need of leaders. Everywhere you go there are people looking for leaders such as Leo to guide them. Which will causes this work to work only 1% of the time. the rest 99% are just followers of the leader. Painfully , I admit i am one of these followers. I still take this radical claims like you were not born with Faith , I believe there is an outlet to realize that , which is Literally insane. as I said before , How can someone make such a claim and people believe them ! HOLY COW!