pandaeyes

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  1. Prolly not the right place to post but Leo says he doesn’t respond to non urgent emails. So Is there a way I can change it? I already tried in settings but wasn’t able to. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks
  2. Hah I agree I’m very interested in SD but I’m starting to realize it’s very judgmental. thanks I like PandaWarrior. I’ll put it there as an option. But do you know if I’m able to change it?
  3. Haha thanks. Dunno why but feels kinda unoriginal to me
  4. Haven’t thought of one. Just thought this one sounded pretty femineny. So red-orange right?
  5. @pluto I seem to keep reading posts of yours lately. Especially about Bashar. Guess we’re resonating on some levels hah. Anywhoos what kind of a light diet are we talking about here? Do you have any resources or links you can send me explaining a diet like this so I can read up some more on it? I’m tired of the typical diet, always feel like I’m eating the same thing. Would like to do something light but feel I may be omitting certain essential nutrients and vitamins... I did keto for a while and felt amazing. But after a while didn’t feel comfortable eating so much animal flesh. Also did intermittent fasting for a while which made me feel great, but I felt caused some anxiety/insomnia. My MD Ayurveda doctor first mentioned this to me.... Thanks, advance...
  6. Soo, I’ll try and make this as short as possible. I was about 2 years on the enlightenment path. Meditating 1-3 hours a day, a vipassana retreat, a couple of weeks out in the jungle doing ayahuasca, I wasn’t working, not going out or seeing people, no friends (was living abroad) and lost interest in women/sex, etc… and oh boy did I go deep… Seriously it got to the point where I didn’t care about anything anymore. I couldn’t even have conversations with people anymore. Nothing would come to mind, and when I would force myself to talk, I would just fizzle out. I realized I needed to start making money to afford some medical bills (some important medical condition I’m working on healing). I plan on healing my body and some emotional traumas I guess you can say. Then once that is good I plan on going back on the enlightenment path. There’s nothing like consciousness ❤️. Since I made this decision to re-integrate myself I’m doing immensely better at handling life. But it’s still not enough. I’m still really struggling financially. It’s hard for me to find the motivation to find a good job (I have a bachelor’s degree, fyi). I started a business a few months ago, registered a domain, purchased a 1 year wordpress subscription and planned on building a wordpress site to sell my product, got hosting, and made a first small purchase of inventory; well since doing all that I never again sat down to finish making my site and haven’t sold anything. I have important stuff pending on my to-do list from over a year ago (that’s not even that hard to finish… I kinda feel like I have a block). I never tidy or clean my room/bathroom. For so long I was just trying to be conscious and present and do whatever I felt like doing. I never pushed myself. And now “suffering the consequences”. I honestly don’t even have the motivation to write a good post now. I’m just trying to get the words out. Can someone please help me? Can someone recommend me a good coach for this? I know Nahm is a coach and I really resonate with what Nahm says but I don’t know if this is his area of expertise. I would also love it if Leo could help me but I don’t know if he is able to. Many thanks.
  7. Soo, I’ll try and make this as short as possible. I was about 2 years on the enlightenment path. Meditating 1-3 hours a day, a vipassana retreat, a couple of weeks out in the jungle doing ayahuasca, I wasn’t working, not going out or seeing people, no friends (was living abroad) and lost interest in women/sex, etc… and oh boy did I go deep… Seriously it got to the point where I didn’t care about anything anymore. I couldn’t even have conversations with people anymore. Nothing would come to mind, and when I would force myself to talk, I would just fizzle out. I realized I needed to start making money to afford some medical bills (some important medical condition I’m working on healing). I plan on healing my body and some emotional traumas I guess you can say. Then once that is good I plan on going back on the enlightenment path. There’s nothing like consciousness ❤️. Since I made this decision to re-integrate myself I’m doing immensely better at handling life. But it’s still not enough. I’m still really struggling financially. It’s hard for me to find the motivation to find a good job (I have a bachelor’s degree, fyi). I started a business a few months ago, registered a domain, purchased a 1 year wordpress subscription and planned on building a wordpress site to sell my product, got hosting, and made a first small purchase of inventory; well since doing all that I never again sat down to finish making my site and haven’t sold anything. I have important stuff pending on my to-do list from over a year ago (that’s not even that hard to finish… I kinda feel like I have a block). I never tidy or clean my room/bathroom. For so long I was just trying to be conscious and present and do whatever I felt like doing. I never pushed myself. And now “suffering the consequences”. I honestly don’t even have the motivation to write a good post now. I’m just trying to get the words out. Can someone please help me? Can someone recommend me a good coach for this? I know Nahm is a coach and I really resonate with what Nahm says but I don’t know if this is his area of expertise. I would also love it if Leo could help me but I don’t know if he is able to. Many thanks.