MarkKol

Somebody get Scandinavian politicians over to America, they're about to die over there Why is US always so fucked, People like Trump are border-line modern Nazis (joke)

Interesting Looks like you are 0.035% german

As a guy, I've very excited to try this. So who did you first sleep with? with a psychedelic

Where did he say that? link?

I get the irony, I'm asking you how to ask myself questions. I'm gonna try to figure it out on my own but I would appreciate any advice you could give me if you engage or have engaged in contemplating before. When I tried contemplating today I found myself questioning the meaning of words that make up my answers / conclusions. What happened: I tried contemplating "what is work ethic" but after trying to contemplate it I realized that I don't know what "work" really means, so then I tried contemplating "what is work" and a feasible answer came by: its emotional or physical labour. But then I realized I don't know what the true meaning of labour is. And so it's leading me into a rabbit hole of questions. I wonder if this rabbit hole approach is the correct way to do it, basically I'm qustioning the meaning of words that make up my answers. But then again it's not like the rabbit hole is infinite, there will probably be a point where I know the meaning of something without contemplating it at all, for example "physical" or "emotional", I don't have to question that...

Serial killer in disguise ?

I've been 55Kg for a long ass time, I'm quite positive this is how I'm standing with my calorie intake 1. I probably eat around 1000 calories everyday 2. I rarely ever ever 1500 3. I never eat 2000 4. I don't think I've ever eaten 3000 In my entire life A BMI calculator is literally telling me to eat 2500 (mild weight gain) to 3260 (fast weight gain), that's totally insane... My theory is that if I've been able to maintain this weight eating between 1000 to 1500 a day, I should be able to eat only 2000 to enter a calorie surplus. Your thoughts?

Well that's good news

living in America is sort of irrational. If your only goal in life was to survive, America would be at the bottom of your list. But it's still a great country, probably the most social country I've seen.

Today I felt like letting all of this out I'm usually never depressed, in fact I beat depression years ago and haven't felt that bad ever since, normal things like woman, death of loved ones and addiction don't usually effect me as much as they do others. As a kid I didn't give two f*cks about my congnitive abilities and over all function, but now I do. I drown my self in sadness, guilt and shame when I make a mistake, especially if it's a mistake I recently made twice or more times. I Hate being dumb and I look up to characters and people who are extremely smart. I love watching FBI investigations and their insane deductions. I find it hard to be confident in my knowledge and facts even when they are extremely obvious things that I can clearly remember. If I saw a red car outside of my house and you come in asking "hey who's yellow car is that" you'd make me question my existence no problem. It gets even worse when others notice my stupidity and call me up on it. In school I was viewed as the stupidest kid, which is probably what caused my insecurity in the first place, and I wasn't just dumb socially I was dumb on paper, I'd have easier tests than others because my teachers tought that I wasn't as capable as others, I also remember my mom taking me to various speech and conginitve testing institutions as kid, you know those IQ tests that peope usually do online for fun? Yeah I had to do those... but not for fun... it would literally be stuff like... "okay Marko can you build a pyramid shape out of these blocks?" And I'd just look at the examiner with perplexion thinking- "wow... that's what she asked me? they actually think that I'm this stupid" I don't know how and where people get tested for autism, but I'd like to try. In those testing intuitions I was sitting next to obviously disabled children. I never thought about it much, but now as an adult it's coming back to me. I want better memory, better attention, better concentration/focus, more mastery of a specific field to the level where I can lecture others, more money (although not a priority just a basic survival need), and most importantly more creativity, independence and a happier life than everyone else. Of course I'm only stupid compared to other people, I'm smarter than a monkey and that's probably why I'll have a better life than a monkey, I want to have a better life than most humans as well. People like Jordan Peterson claiming that IQ is strongly related to success and jobs really aren't helping, but I guess he's speaking the truth. Even though it's painfull for me to admit it. It's the fucking academics man, they want me dead. If I can just be 10x more creative than everyone else, I wouldn't mind being dumber (as much). When I think "genius" I think "creativity" not "IQ" although it's hard to measure creativity and it's hard to realize when you're actually being creative. From my experience most creative people are crazy, I don't listen to his music but kanye west is a good example. Its a silly goal but if you've seen death note (the series) you'd know of characters L, Light and Near. That's how smart I want to be ? top notch FBI investigator level smart. I usually write stuff like this all the time and delete it without posting because I don't see a point in asking or admitting something like this, but I'll force myself to post this one. Whatever becomes of this thread, it doesnt matter. All I know is that... I think I'm dumb and I want to be smarter. Fourtenetly I'm not ashamed of asking people questions and seeking help, I guess thats something. Sorry for the typos. I won't be reviewing this as I usually do, it's making me feel sick. EDIT: I feel better after writing this, made me take my mind off things

Judging by her looks his spirit didn't come from hell, It came from a manga This is just too Satanic

Niagara falls more like...

@Danioover9000 How real does she seem 0-10, 0 as a dreamy figure standing in the distance, 10 as in a solid figure speaking and sitting next to you

@Michael569 Yeah 1800-2200 should do the job I'd say

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@Danioover9000 Seems like you met a new friend

I was looking at organic food delivery services and noticed "organic" food usually contains a green certification logo on the packaging, I googled it and it seems pretty cool. the food that contains it is usually a lot more expensive compared to food that doesn't have it slapped on the packaging. Can this be trusted? EU Website, by the way... organic food delivery, a life saver.

@mostly harmless Why? Isn't it @mostly harmless food?

I remember reading the suble art of not giving a F, quit halfway through because it bored the shit out of me and I don't usually get bored reading. He doesn't seem to have any big expertise in any specific field besides writing of course. Personally I like reading about people who spent their entire lives trying to understand 1 thing

Probably this https://m.soundcloud.com/saylor-lobbestael/pocket-love I mean... It has love in its name. Summer Prom nostalgia Couldn't find it on youtube but there is an artist who sampled the instrumental

@mostly harmless Thanks for the info I visited Germany a couple of months ago, I mostly saw Bio & Bioland products. Never heard of DEMETER and their certification looks more like a brand logo than a certification lo. Isn't it silly? having to worry about people putting shit in your food in the 21 century? You can't trust anyone because everyone just wants money...

@Carl-Richard is Norwegian, but he's silly

then bullets shall fly instead, kill each other as much as you want while removing the current guns would help immensely, stopping the production and spread of them is so much easier to do. I didn't say anything about removing 400 million guns? although eventually those guns would need to be removed as well. we flew to the fucking moon man, its possible. Look at how the government (plans) to get rid of gas cars, nobody is going to take your car once they're banned... only production will stop. I forgot to mention ammunition, stop producing ammunition along with the guns and the shootings will decrease

Its quite clear that guns shouldn't be sold at all. nobody besides the military & the police should be allowed to possess guns, no gun permits and no self defense bullshit

I personally couldn't give less of a shit about my net worth but I want my company to be worth millions, I'd be happy with 100-150k a year