Free Mind

The Last of Us 2 for sure. That game is out of this world.

why you so political lately

I find him to be corny and obnoxious ?‍♂️

LOL

Nature’s a mofoker?

Yeah but when the jock socializes, he’ll have a much easier time catching her attention and increasing odds of escalating the interaction. At least in my experience. I’ve been to the club with a couple good looking folk who were athletic and built. We were all beginners and we had virtually no experience with game. Yet one female straight up walked to one of the guys and started grinding on him. They didn’t even say a word.

Hahah, that’s me. My BMI is underweight territory. I have no game whatsoever and I’ve received the most negative conditioning during my upbringing. Guess I’m fucked. Oh well. Back to hub I go I suppose.

Hm, that’s real interesting to know. Are you saying that a female will be more attracted to the guy who carries his own strongly via body language, posture, etc. versus the built jock he generally lacks game and wits compared to the former guy? I always thought looks involve a significant chunk of the female’s attraction algorithms. Is this a myth?

Have you really cultivated such a level of entitlement, Leo? Say you’re in a club and there’s a beautiful lone female standing around and there’s like 6 guys who are all decently built, good looking, and well dressed. It’s really hard to have such a level of confidence in these kinds of environments. Is there some level of delusion involved or false bravado? Have you personally actualized this kind of confidence naturally such that you aren’t intimidated by such competitive environments?

FUCK yeah. LOL

Have you broken through on it following your 20X trip that you mentioned on your blog?

OH how UTTERLY humiliating. I guess it’s really happening then — the collapse of the mighty U.S. It was a good run. Say what you want about America, the achievements of this nation are unprecedentedly grand. From the Wright brothers, to Thomas Edison, to Hollywood, to the top universities in the world, to having nearly half of the entire world’s count of Nobel prizes, and far beyond, we really did shift the trajectory of mankind. But as with all things, this pedestal position will inevitably run its course, as we’re currently witnessing. I just don’t get it. How is it possible for any person to be this way. This man is a monumental failure in virtually every spec of analysis of his life. From his multiple bankruptcies to the countless white collar crimes to the millions of lies and coverups of his operations. Like, how the fuck does his psyche work?? Is he just totally unaware of his lies to the point where he genuinely believes his manipulation of the facts is the actual reality? Or is he on some deep level actually somewhat aware of how he’s blatantly distorting reality because he knows the truth of how much of an epic failure he is and how unbearable it would be to face that truth? What is the root of Trump’s motivations? It seems he’s deprived of love and is compensating for it by working hard at constructing this false superior self-image. I patiently await a deep psychological breakdown of how his mind works given his history.

DXM is cool, but the health risks outweigh its peak. The third plateau can get deep if you want it.

China maybe, but for India it’ll take a lot more time than that.

When the ego-mind descends into infinity:

Sounds like the ego-mind’s clever and poetic narrative to justify the load that was released 10 minutes ago (kidding). ?

I wanted to highlight the importance of understanding genetics when doing this spiritual work because it'll alleviate a lot of confusion on why you are the way you are and why there is such an expansive spectrum of people differing in their levels of capabilities. Leo has been mentioning the role of genetics quite frequently, and for good reason. I think of it as the scientific interpretation of karma. You are born with a unique genome that dictates qualities such as behavioral propensities, intelligence, physical abilities, metabolism rate, height, weight, and even your probability of success in life. It really is the blueprint of your reality. People's brains just have vastly different chemical activity and circuitry -- the majority of which are inherited. I get the sense that people downplay genetics or don't take it as seriously as they should because it shatters deep fantasies people have about how life works. It's true, people are born with a very unique set of strengths and weaknesses that can be predicted to a considerable extent by examining one's genome. It can be pretty bleak and depressing to face these truths but ultimately this will help you understand why humans operate in their unique ways. Not to mention, it's just fascinating how so many aspects of our human experience can be modeled and predicted. Of course, all sciences are highly limited models and while it may be successful at predicting various outcomes, it's ultimately consciousness that is prior to all things physical including, of course, genetics. So take that however you want. Here are some very interesting videos about genetics and its predictable powers in assessing characteristics such as behavior and intelligence:

Do you really think 24 is young? I’m 24 and I feel old and washed up already. At this age, people who develop skill in a field pretty much become masters by this point (chess grandmasters, instrument players, athletes, etc.). It feels like I’ve already passed the window of opportunity to become masterful at something. I know it’s petty but this is a little neurotic tick of mine that I struggle with.

Uhhh no, he’s an utter meathead.

Wait wait, what?? You don’t get visuals from DMT? Dafuq?? Have you experienced a complete breakthrough dose?

It is increasingly becoming clear to me that there is only me. I cannot handle this. I’m 24 and can not handle this. I’m not ready. I’m too weak. Oh Leo, how can I possibly accept that it was all just me this whole time. What about my mother. My sister. I’m breaking down. I’m utterly confused. I thought I was able. I don’t want it. It’s too grand beyond my feeble mind. Leo, what do I do? Shall I just live the rest of my life in deliberate ignorance? I don’t know anymore. I don’t know anymore. I don’t know anymore.

Can I PM you privately?

Lol, I used to be on this guy’s dick so hard. Forget it. He’s utterly clueless, neurotic, and lost. It’s actually sad when you see it.

I would like to save my notes offline via hard drive like how Leo mentioned he does. The newest version of OneNote appears to only use cloud saving with no option for offline storage. I'm guessing Leo is using an older version of OneNote? Any ideas?

Yeah, I realize. There are things in my notes I ain’t comfortable sharing through the cloud. How effective is writing notes on iPad? Do you find that it works and isn’t gimmicky?