Bulgarianspirit

Yes, the monk's ego mind is only but a thought in god's infinite consciousness.

I am alive is not a belief for most people. Our lives are built upon belief. Time,space, others. Spiritual work questions everything and reveals it's all consciousness. It really is a radical viewpoint.

I know dude everyone deserves the love they need in this life. In my experience god is the void,but it imagined it's the godhead,fracturing it's consciousness,creating this light self that people experience full of love and light. Beyond it lies the dark part of god, the void and emptiness. I think we always reach it when in deep sleep.

One has to wonder also if his ego mind is the only one... Wouldn't enlightment be harder to achieve? Hidden? Wouldn't every enlightened person become instantly depressed after this realization? Imagine a monk and the Buddha. The monk becomes enlightened and asks the Buddha: Monk:Buddha I'm the only one, it's only me? Buddha:Yes it has always been you. Monk:How depressing. I want to forget again. Might as well just suicide. Buddha:You can't die you only change forms. Monk:Damm. And why would people promote Nirvana, Heaven,God realization if it is so bleak? It doesn't make sense honestly. Wouldn't all this stuff not exist if the ego mind is the only one? All i wanted i guess was the Christian heaven lol. I got something much weirder and scarier while searching for this so called "God". You can't run away from yourself i guess.

Yes i have experienced this existential terror and loneliness. If i'm god i will hallucinate forever. Think of it this way, I will never accept myself as this lonely mind in a void(i have experienced that hell too yes). Deep sleep i thought always was my real self, It is empty of anything, everything including a self. I have been that empty before. However it might be that we are all this empty awareness talking to itself through puppets. Everytime i indulge in meditation and psychedelics, especially with friends, it feels as if im talking to myself. They are me in another body.... https://www.reddit.com/r/LSD/comments/d7dfur/iv_realized_we_are_god_and_life_is_a_dream/

What if its a more complicated type of solipsism?The infinite universe growing perspective like a tree grows leafs. Looking at itself unaware it is itself. It just is everything that can be, coming from nothingness. Imagine you can grow ears or more eyes. Don't you think god can do this and forget itself? I mean what is limiting it really.

Welp i can testify i am conscious right now.

Trip with another person. Gaze at the true self together. Infinite mind solipsism yes. Finite mind aka my ego mind is the only mind perceiving reality right now, is a lie.

I think this video explains it quite well. As a fragment unaware of the whole you feel alone, separate unhappy.But when fully enlightened you feel complete and infinite love.

Been there done that. It took four months for the fear to fade out. Hang in there you heal in time. Also maybe don't do psychedelics again.It could scar you for life if you do it too much.You could get Hppd and trip for life etc. You could always meditate and go the natural route. Don't blame yourself,you literally rip reality open and experience death. You will heal but think for the future,my life is much better since i quit psychedelics after this trauma i'm never going back Feels good to be alive

Yes it makes sense. I have been wondering for so long as well.God is not a person, a being but a beingness. In my highest states i just was,there was no wondering am i alone,am i this or that. It was only ecstasy and then after coming back the ego invents stories like solipsism,loneliness as god etc. But these stories are lies. To be alone one has to say i am alone.Even loneliness is just a thought, an experience if you would conceptualize it as such. It is only possible with a separate self. That unity that oneness, beingness,awareness doesn't experience,loneliness,fear,anxiety.That happens through the separate self.You see every time i fully dissolve I'm gone dead nada. Aware of nothing, beyond the ecstasy and love lies a nothingness,an existence without an observer. Therefore an observer always get created for there to be an experience aka the separate self. Tbh i don't believe anyone can escape samsara or reincarnation.There is no one to escape,you are forever experiencing yourself from different viewpoints. Otherwise you wouldn't exist and as Leo said thats impossible. A tautology,god is eternal. Infinity is eternal. Your view of life is an integral part of the infinite viewpoints of god. It also makes sense from buddhism's perspective. Enlightened masters are not going mad shivering in fear and loneliness. They are some of the most chill and happy beings alive.If it was a mental hellhole no one would advocate for enlightment at all. I would think psychedelics are responsible for the bad experiences concerning enlightment. Everyone gets a different experience when dissolving the ego mind while on them. Its particularly tailored to their body-mind and adapts to them. There are as many roads to god on psychedelics as there are people. Psychedelics also make you face your demons and fears. They even have the power to convince you that these things are real.You could hallucinate many crazy things.There was a guy on LSD that hallucinated his whole arm being made from knives. Each finger a knife on it's own.Pictures start moving,inanimate objects become alive.I mean we are melting our mind to get to god. Who said this was safe lol ;D. And i'm not judging on these substances but damm,they sure are a crazy tool. I'm speaking from experience.. On the other hand meditation seems to be a more calm generic way to reaching the divine. Monks and meditators don't go around forums yelling oh my god i had a bad trip,i had existential terror,help solipsism etc.It sounds funny when i say it like this even though i went through it as well hahah I hope you had fun reading this fellow explorers and i would love to get more opinions on this as well

As a person with a few chronic illnesses myself mostly affecting digestion..I can only say yes it is a pain,but you accept it.It also led me to the divine path and maybe we selected this life to know whats it like. Idk knowing I'm god and eternal and i caused myself this helps me forgive myself.What is there to stay mad at anyways.

Reality is an infinite loop. We are god's infinite knowledge,it only knows itself through being itself over and over again till infinity. Nothing else to do anyways. You could say we are lucky then to be humans forever..Geez maybe i'm wrong or right just a theory tho.

Yes i know god is me but you too are god respect brother.And so is everyone else aka love others as yourself.

But if thats the case..Why do i fall in love...Why am i so sensitive and caring towards others.It doesnt make sense. Intuitively i care about them and this planet a lot.

Welp i would explain the whole thing with multiple personality disorder. One mind with many personalities intertwined in one vast imaginary universe.Talking to itself through different bodies. Or god dreaming an infinite dream with many characters. Its all the characters at once. Hey otherwise im just writing to imaginary minds and an imaginary forum and here is solipsism im god you aren't conscious.

You guys think god would limit himself to only one mind at a time.. How boring. Why don't you try this. https://amp.reddit.com/r/LSD/comments/d7dfur/iv_realized_we_are_god_and_life_is_a_dream/ Tripping with others. Something so rare. Stop with this solipsism nonesense. Infinity can limit itself to infinite finite minds until they end and come back to itself.

This is gonna happen forever and ever,Over and over again...Isn't it. Deja vu?

Wouldn't the dream analogy be most accurate? An infinite imagined dream.A mind so smart it gets lost in itself forever. Manifesting as everything and everyone possible, talking to itself unaware it is doing so,it has forgotten it is this mind. It never truly wakes up too. Its nothingness so it keeps dreaming. Nowhere to go,nothing to do.

You're welcome.It is an interesting topic and fascinating. It might be that your belief also influences what happens after death aka if you know you are source you just become source and dream whatever else, but if you believe you are a soul you might have to experience that. It is all imagination after all, however do note that you don't have a choice what you believe or want, so it might just all be predetermined xDDD

Taken from a user from reddit: "I started collecting these because they are so fascinating..." "These incidents are called: Quantum Immortality or Respawning:" Suicide: /r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/1apwzj/i_tried_to_kill_myself/ Hit by van: /r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/116f9d/died_on_the_corner/ One guy hit a tree at 50mph skiing. /r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/66bloy/time_refraction/?st=J8G90PCF&sh=9da5df86/r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/66bloy/time_refraction/?st=J8G90PCF&sh=9da5df86 2 people got stabbed after seeing a movie. /r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/1fhywg/a_checkpoint_in_life_universe_missed_resetting/ Another suicide: /r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/36kdze/were_stuck_staying_alive_whether_you_like_it_or/ Boat Accident: /r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/93zpe3/i_remember_dying_but_it_never_happened/ Highway accident: /r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/93zz7i/a_car_accident_that_didnot_happen/ Person comes back to a different reality after Near Death Incident. /r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/95uqtq/died_and_came_back_to_kind_of_the_same_life_but/ Seems like there is at least anecdotal truth to this. There were also some Ndes describing a huge reality wheel that respawns the ego in one of the infinite realities. https://www.reddit.com/r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/9bbmh2/several_quantum_immortality_experiences/?utm_source=amp&utm_medium=&utm_content=post_body This is also interesting anecdotal evidence: http://salviaspace.blogspot.com/2016/02/last-night-two-small-bowls-50x.html?m=1

Just like Leo says what is there to do hahah ;D Helping myself find myself is cool i guess why not.

Small doses of shrooms i would say are a good way to get a feel that reality isn't what it seems.You still stay as a cohesive person but your perception opens up a bit and you can see if you like it or not.Otherwise the long route of meditation. For me i found it harder and progress was very very slow.

Yes it is! However be careful and responsible if you choose to walk this path. Meditation is also a viable way,but if you go with psychedelics use the lighter ones first such as shrooms. Thats how you see if this path is for you.Without experience these are just words and concepts to you. Be warned though the illusion of other is a great thing don't waste it unless you absolutely desire truth at any cost.