Jaci

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About Jaci

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  • Birthday 09/23/1992

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    Terre Haute, In
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  1. A little background.... I was only ever a pothead before trying DMT almost 2 years ago. About 6-8 months after trying DMT I tried shrooms a handful of times. Then, 2 days ago I tried 150mcg LSD tab. I use psychedelics as a tool. I trip when it calls to me which isn't often. After tripping I always take time to intergrate my trip into my life. Using journaling, yoga, and mediation to help the integrating process. However, taking the LSD wasn't a situation where I felt like it was "calling to me." I just took it because it was a good chill day. I finally got them after waiting a week, I never had it before, and I guess I was just excited to partake. Set and setting was perfect. Even the trip was amazing, no problem there. The problem is these few days since my trip. I feel almost depressed. It's hard for me to get out of bed, find motivation, and I am just in a shitty mood. I feel fatigued and tired. My trip lasted 11 hours before I made myself go to bed which was so difficult because my brain felt so awake but my body was tired. The trip was actually not what I expected at all. I was almost hyperfocused. I was reading books, researching, watching educationtional material, and deep contemplating. I don't want to be like this but its not as simple as snapping out if it. I almost wonder if I over worked my brain or something and I am just tired. Idk.....any thoughts or advice
  2. I had a person tell me today that while in deep meditation he "peeked through the veil" and saw a women that looked like an elf, who winked at him. I truly thought that you only saw images like that unless you were tripping on psychedelics or dealing with a monkey mind/imagination distracting you from true enlightenment experiences. Now, I am new to self inquiry/spirituality but I just immediately pictured Leo laughing at this absurd belief. Thoughts? How do I respond to people like this? I want to approach my response educationally, as not to upset their ego and cause an uproar. Or is it my ego that was upset?!?! Hmmmm now I don't know lol