Robert

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 39 Did not work on mind, body, or life purpose -3 points Did a few hours of LP work but it didn't go according to schedule. I also missed my mediations and contemplations and got to the gym too late. -16/200 points earned 2/3 free days remaining

SHADOWBOXING Shadowboxing is when you spar with an imaginary opponent as a form of training. World class fighters include shadowboxing as a huge part of their training regimens. From this day forward, I will be including shadowboxing with the other stuff I do to work on my body. Intense shadowboxing will be an everyday thing as a part of The 200-Day Challenge. So there's lifting, running, and shadowboxing now. I will be ready for a fight, a physical fight, everyday. Not because I want to start fights with people like a villainous asshole, but because other people seem to always want to start fights with me. It's always someone else who starts shit. It's never me. Now if anyone starts shit with me or someone whose too weak to defend him/herself, I'm ready. ?

I need to be more serious about life. Even though everyone thinks I'm too serious, I know for a fact I'm not serious enough. It's time for me to truly take life seriously! Starting today.

The 200-Day Challenge: Days 36, 37, and 38 Worked on mind, body, and life purpose IIRC +3 points -13/200 points earned 2/3 free days remaining

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 35 Off for holiday +0 points / -0 points -16/200 points earned 2/3 free days remaining

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 34 Worked on mind, did not work on body or life purpose ? -3 points Again, I don't remember. I know the gym was closed or closed early for New Year's Eve. And I know I half-assed LP work again. But I think I did do a lot of contemplation. Either way, I lost 3 points. Might edit this post. -16/200 points earned 2/3 free days remaining

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 33 Worked on mind, body, and life purpose ? +1 point I don't remember, but I believe I did everything on this day. I'll edit this post if I'm wrong. -13/200 points earned 2/3 free days remaining

Right now I'm in the middle of a writing session for my script. It's difficult, but I have to keep going!!! I'm choosing to write the best story I possibly can. I'm choosing to test my capacity by aiming high!!! Let's see how the rest of my day goes. I have to give this my all!!!!!! ?

The fact that you're on your knees praying already shows something. It shows that maybe you've experienced some sort of difficulty before and now you're anticipating something that's probably even worse. It's not wise to sit there and pray for things to become easier. You doing that is only making things harder. Instead, pray for the strength to endure the most difficult things. Focus on YOUR being. Part of this is focusing on YOUR own strength, not wishing for someone else to be weaker or something else to be easier. That's why you need to pray for strength.

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 32 Worked on mind, body, and life purpose +1 point I half-assed today. I did only 1 hour of meditation and contemplation and only about 3 hours of work on my screenplay. Distractions and lack of focus. But I'll go easy on myself just this once. This one last time, hopefully. Tomorrow I will be extra hard on myself! -14/200 points earned 2/3 free days remaining

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 31 Worked on mind, body, and life purpose +1 point -15/200 points earned 2/3 free days remaining

I. CAN. DO. THIS.

It's okay. 2019 is right around the corner, and 2019 is the year I plan to finish my first story. I may be far away from my goal, but as I've said before: I don't care how far, somehow I'll be strong. I can go the distance! We will keep going on strong. En garde!!! ?

I was supposed to be at 30 points right now but I'm at -16...

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 30 Did not work on mind, body, or life purpose -3 points Big obstacle, part 2. -16/200 points earned 2/3 free days remaining

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 29 Did not work on mind, body, or life purpose -3 points Big obstacle, part 1. -13/200 points earned 2/3 free days remaining

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 28 Holiday / off +0 points / -0 points -10/200 points earned 2/3 free days remaining

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 27 Worked on mind, body, and life purpose +1 point Wow. I just love this. I don't know what's gonna happen. This story is so hard to write but I'm also enjoying the creative process. No matter what happens, I will do everything in my power to make sure this story gets done and is of the highest quality possible. My best possible work. I'm giving it my all. I like the challenge. Even though I've had several thoughts of this situation likely being a result of me biting off more than I can chew, it doesn't matter. Even if this story ends up being crap, I did everything I can do and I fucking went for it!!! No regrets. I'm gonna keep pushing myself. I think I can do it!!! -10/200 points earned 2/3 free days remaining

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 26 Worked on mind, body, and life purpose +1 point -11/200 points earned 2/3 free days remaining

@Revolutionary Think ??? Just to let everyone know, Revolutionary Think and I plan to work together on our life purposes. We're both in tier 2 of Spiral Dynamics and also have well-developed tier 1 stages as well, therefore we're not just gonna sit back and watch the villainy and stupidity that goes on in the world. This is what highly developed people do, they take action at a high level and live on purpose instead of using spirituality as an excuse to do nothing. Highly developed people walk the walk. They go the distance. We're also happy to have more serious people working with us. If anyone reading this is serious about having a positive impact on the world and wants to join us on this journey, we'd love for them to let us know! ?

Today is day 26 of my challenge and I already did the work on my mind and LP, all I have left is some sprints.

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 25 Did not work on mind, body, or life purpose, but used a "free day" +0 points / -0 points There were obstacles that interrupted my meditations and contemplations, then it went downhill from there. I even forgot that my gym closes earlier on Saturdays. Felt like I just had to use a free day. Also, I need to get back into the positive number of points! Lol -12/200 points earned 2/3 free days remaining

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 24 Worked on mind, body, and life purpose +1 point -12/200 points earned 3/3 free days remaining

ONENESS AND ABSOLUTE INFINITY Stay aware of your connection to everything. We are one. Stay aware of all of God's creation, God's majesty. Reality is infinite. One and infinite. Absolute. Whole. Embody oneness and absolute infinity to live a life of the highest truth and beauty! ?

This story is so hard to write. I already said this a million times but I'm gonna keep saying it because I'm not exaggerating. I'm making sure that I put GOLD on the page. 90-120 pages of GOLD. The best I can do! Earlier in this journal I claimed to be a good storyteller, but TBH I'm not positive about that. I never completed a story and showed it to someone since I was a little kid. Maybe I suck.